Nodus Tollens

Did I find your ruins
Or the threads of your existence
It's a mere memory to me now
The clot of happiness in my vein turns black as my mind fills with your melodious thoughts
The ground has gone cold
I sigh and relive the smallest moments shared with you
As you hover above me, I feel your warm teardrop on my cold skin
I feel my senses go numb
My hands stop shaking
My bloodshot eyes try to map your face for the last time
As I squint to see my beloved comes a white shant of relief
My strings are pulled
I feel the nerves sliding out of my body
To your heart where our golden memories lie
I try to smile one last time
Before I fade away in the memory of your delighted thoughts
This affair of twisted thoughts and blank escapes are etched in my body created of your thoughts
I never fathomed a way out
You were my soul
My true being
As you step in this world
You let go of me,
What would I vanish into
When I was your companion for years
And now the boy has become a man
You finally get of my soft caress
For you, I was the child of your imagination
For me, you were my whole life.


©xixlinn