Dragging the body through disappointments from everything. Little did i knew that spring has already arrived at my door. Aroma of love is spread all over and eyes are wet in hallucinations of sweet romance, where nature exhibits its alluring sight . Naked restless feets of childrens smeared with dust are running all around . And the joyful laughter could be heard out of the window that could hardly go unnoticed. The mischievous wind sneaked through the open window and gently blew the messy strands of my hair. Fragrance of blossoms all around consoled my soul that weeped through countless nights in desperation of acceptance. The secret diary where i scribbled everything what i couldn't say out loud now rests in the dusty corner of the shelf. The fingers that were once entwined with someone's have become numb and lifeless now, are afraid to even etch out the thoughts of losing. Those foggy glasses are trapped somewhere between those pages of the novel that reminded of my golden days when my smile was bona fide. Oh i forgot, the spring finally knocked at the door. When everything will be new, when life will bloom again. Everyone is cherishing the golden rays of the setting sun and am still imagining the presence of the one who used to set my demons free and hold me between those warm hands. Ahh....finally spring came, i smiled at the horizon out through the window knowing my eagerly waiting blank pages would never be able to cherish the moments i had lived during those cold lonely lights. Then unfortunately a drop of tear escaped my eye and lifted off the curtain between illusion and reality.