Heart : In having 2nd thoughts on travelling tomorrow. I don't know why. That anxiety. Conscience : Stop it. The anxiety is because you keep second guessing every thing whether it’s money or anything enjoyable. This is no different than buying a shirt for you that you want
Heart : Conscience : You are allowed to enjoy. It's been booked. You can't cancel. Go. Go do something. Without anyone telling you what to do. The panic is because you are supposed to be controlled and you aren’t allowed to think or want to do this things… if you did or did this, you will be beaten mercilessly until you beat it out so you never think about doing anything for yourself cause every ounce of your being and every cent you make is to be used for others. Heart : Sigh..
**Damn that 2nd thought. She must tamed this. Tame it once and for all. Tame it for her. Tame it for her future. Tame that anxiety! **