I have been afraid
Afraid of being confident,
Confidently relating to someone.
For since I was a kid,
I had felt abandonment.
I had been terrified of being ripped off.
Off my friendships
For its very beautiful
To see demands to be.
Fulfilment of desires.
Desires of relevancy
For what you hold true
May not be the other's reality.
For the people are complex.
And often you are option.
Just a choice that's on the table.
A choice that you may or may not chose.
A choice that remains with the other.
Just to be with you or discard you.