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    The story of Aya

    Have you ever heard the story of the young girl?
    Who ventured into the hospital after a life-changing mistake
    The girl who spends her days hiding the red lines on her arms and legs
    The young girl who proclaimed the perfect life
    Have you?
    I bet you haven’t
    Nobody heard mine
    Not a single soul

    My name is Aya
    And it’s been 1,460 days since I’ve been alone
    It’s been 1,095 days since I’ve been hurt
    And it’s been 730 days since I’ve been broken

    And this is my story
    The one nobody cared to listen to, and nobody cared to write

    A story of a young girl with brown hair up in a bun
    With the only worry being next week’s math test
    A story of a young girl who seemed she’d forever be in her awkward phase
    of the early teenage years


    The story of a girl with an annoying brother
    And worrisome parents
    The story of a girl with a poodle named Cocoa
    And a cat named mushu

    The story of a young girl with a great life
    But made one stupid, fast, misjudged decision
    That felt she had to prove to someone that she was grown up
    That she could handle the big stuff

    The story of a young girl who at just 12
    Became with child
    The story of a young girl who at just 12
    Was told to get married

    The story of a young girl
    Who would become a single parent
    The story of a young girl
    Who at 12 became without a home

    The story of a young girl
    Who at the age of 13 experienced the loss of her child
    The story of a young girl who ended up alone
    Without her newborn child

    The story of a young girl
    Who spent her days looking for edible berries in the forest
    The girl who spent her nights
    Lurking in the shadows staring at the home she once had that vaguely smelled of strawberries

    The girl who at the age of 14
    Diagnosed herself with depression
    The girl who at the age of 14
    Diagnosed herself with anxiety

    The girl who sheepishly tried to return home
    To only be scolded by her mother
    The girl who learned of the second loss in her family
    Her dear brother Evan

    The girl who watched the funeral in a distance
    So that nobody could hear her wailing cries
    So, nobody could feel the pressuring guilt that radiated off her, as her soul broke
    When she found out her brother had taken his life when she never came back home

    The story of a girl who forced herself into foster care
    Going house to house
    The girl who marked red lines on her arms
    To try and cope with the pain

    The story of a girl who at the age of 16
    Ran away from her home
    The story of a girl who
    Just couldn’t cope anymore

    The story of a girl who
    Ran to the lake once the clock struck two
    And jumped in not bothering or wanting to come up
    And not hearing the deafening cries of a young detective

    The story of a girl
    Who at the age of 16
    Was wheeled into the hospital doors
    With injures beyond repair
    And a slim will to live

    The story of Aya
    A 12 year old girl
    Who made one decision
    That caused years of suffering for many






    ©ponygirl913