• _scas_ 61w

    i fear talking to someone new
    for i know how things will turn out.
    opening up would be the first step
    next would be talking the life about.
    and i would start feeling special
    writing poetries in their name.
    opening up enough to show my vulnerabilities
    and crack a few of my jokes, lame.
    and then things start to change
    only when they will have me feeling adored.
    and before i know it, conversations shrink
    and they move out of my life, bored.
    i am not sure if there's something wrong with me
    and if i should keep my feelings shoved.
    because everytime i show them out
    i have to ask myself if i deserve any love.


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