I was gonna die, as I didn't had anyone After all, it was my fault. I said sorry too but people had other options Well, i was improving. It was difficult overall, but I was fighting, But they thought I'm acting They made me alone, as I shed my tears throughout the night, When I thought my life was over, she entered.
Drowning I was in her eye, as she saw me. She was a magician, she made me fade in this perfect autumn, Jealousy was inside me, when everyone used to see her, Love at first sight exist as everyone said but I didn't believe, Well, her flamboyance made my opinion look wrong, Everytime she walked on that road, my body started shivering, I didn't know why? It felt like a scar, as I needed her, Everytime she stepped, I felt her footsteps, Ironically, when I close my eye, she came everytime on to my scene I felt it was real Damn, it wasn't After all, everything happens for a reason.
I danced idiotically, as I imagine her in the mirror, After all, my Life went on a different level I started breathing her, It was an addiction, as she drench in every part of my body, Damn wherever I walked, she came outta no where It made me difficult to concentrate, as I got fallen in her presence She made my life difficult , Her smile was only the reason which kept me happy.
As the road was gathered with the flamboyance of a tree, The days passed but she didn't marched her step, And I kept waiting for her angelic presence, But she was missing, wasn't she ? I started finding her at every edge, infact every corner Beacuse she was the only thing I wanted to touch, I wanted to see eclipse of her,as she use to fathom my heart everytime As it was the only reason why heart beat for.
And that's when I thought I got the reason to live, she disappeared What would you do when Karma bites you ? My life went back again through the dark, as I thought I'm not the one who deserve her, How could she leave me so unexpected ? I needed her It was the pain, which I couldn't explain, Relationship was with no one, There were people around me, Every time the people looked me, they laughed And with this essence of life, I gotten lost somewhere I sat in the dark, suicidal thoughts arise to chosen me I was not the real me after all And after passing the days, I chose to become a writer, Because this was the only place I felt alive, Now , that's what the destiny meant me to be And the boy inside of me still awaits knowing she will be back one day.