Something is different today the sky is changing its color like it telling the different stories of love to birds.
And I'm wondering why I'm looking at the sky. And my thoughts are stopped by my phone.
My phone beeps and I opened it, it's unknown number
“Hey, it's me, Theo I hope you haven't forgotten about me, I try to text you, call you but you haven't replied, looks like you blocked me. I just wanted to talk to you. I don't want anything else. I'm so confused and I don't know how to explain it to you. I'm coming to your home tomorrow at 5 pm, bye”.
I'm started to murmuring to myself he's coming, he's coming like an enchantment.
I replied to him with 4 dots.
I know I can't stop him now it's too late I can't ignore him forever.
Some nights I think about myself and let my thoughts wander in every path in away from head to heart. I'm not normal I guess sometimes and sometimes I think like I don't want anything. Last night I was staring at the ceiling and suddenly I thought why I'm caged in someone else's memory. Why it's so hard to love two people at the same time. Why can't we love everyone all time?
Why we give tagged to every relationship why we can't stay as just normal person then suddenly someone in my head said that because we are not normal people that's why you're writing this weird kind of something at 3 Am.
I have a chance to mend these broken pieces before they flew in the sky and become my night star. But I'm so scared that I will hurt myself at the end so badly. I don't dare to love someone now. These words are also becoming unfamiliar to me. I hope you will save me from my love. I'm just a girl for whom plucking a flower from her own garden has become so hard.