I was wrapped up in my feelings
Dealing with the drama of what I didn't have, what a loss and what I can not obtain in the time I wanted to look normal
Only to find,
I wasn't meant to fit into the square others boxed me into
I wasn't planned for the angles he tried to spin for my story
My climax was not based on what flesh could make me feel and the liberty I sought wasn't in you or me but the one who created my identity
For this I am unapologetic
Though I couldn't embrace it,
Now I get it.
Gaining the world and losing my soul would have been a coin toss of a penny with a hole.
Worthless to the toss and invaluable to the worthiness of me.
I thought I had a plan but your thoughts have superseded my wildest dreams
Leaving me-centered cities without revenue, my ego plucked and unplugged from inflation.