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How to shatter an introvert's home?
(Fill them till they are empty.)
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You enter in their home
when they are the most
comfortable by themselves,
when they never felt
the need to
let some one in,
you make them believe
there's something missing,
they are not whole,
they lack
love in their life,
their home is not a home
without the
other person,
you go inside
from the front door
when in real,
they never wanted to
welcome you.
.
Then,
they'll believe you,
they'll suddenly give
their all to you,
their everything,
their favourite jewels
from heart to soul,
they'll break all the walls,
doors and windows
to let you in
completely in a hope
that you'll be there
to provide shelter,
they'll start living with you,
you'll become their
favourite habit,
they'll get addicted to you,
they'll believe
and trust you
for completing their home,
they'll finally love you
with all their heart
after losing all of them,
they'll give their all to you,
they'll love you insanely.
But then,
you'll realise
their love is too much,
they are too much,
they are too soft
and delicate
to be loved,
you'll say- you never want to hurt them
but despite this all
you'll hurt them to the core,
you'll never give them the love
they deserve,
you'll leave them in pieces,
first from the ventilation,
from the spaces in between the doors,
from the windows,
and finally
you'll leave
not from the one you came
but from the
door
in the back
of their home
and,
and they'll always let you in
because they don't
know how to let someone out,
they can keep only some people
inside,
so they locked their door
in the beginning
as soon as you entered their home,
to prevent themselves
from other people
and they are locked since then
till now,
they don't open for anyone else
but for you,
always.
They don't share much with people,
so they start keeping
everything to themselves,
this is how their home turns into
a baggage so heavy,
they hate letting someone in
but they badly need someone
to come in
to reconstruct
their
torn and worn
home
but they will not be able to.
They'll turn into a helpless being.
You'll break their home
in pieces
and
pieces
they'll still try to 'Not-call it broken'
they'll try their best to
feel complete
and full,
they'll never blame
anyone
for their
broken home
and heart
and this is how
they'll just hurt themselves.
You'll teach them many
lessons
from self-love to self control
but they never wanted to learn those lessons.
You'll tell them, you'll warn them in the beginning but you'll forget,
you'll forget to tell them
about self-love
before breaking their home,
about fixing it all,
about how to bear the loss,
about how to make it look normal,
about how to feel FULL again.
This is how you'll break a introvert's home
and this way,
you don't only break their home
but their faith, trust, belief in
LOVE,
in letting someone else in,
because they now have this
somewhere in their heart that
people only enter your home
just to steal You from yourself,
they only enter to shatter your HOME,
that people can't heal you,
people can't make you,
people can't love you the way you need to be loved,
But they'll teach you the most important
lesson
that is to love yourself,
It's just you and you
who can love yourself totally,
who needs to be taken care of.
It's just you,
who should be given proper
attention
who should be loved
and loved
and it's just you
who can love yourself
the way
you deserve to be loved.
//There comes some people in our life who only teaches us to love ourselves more and more.//
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This is how you successfully break an introvert's home.
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©Sakshi