"I'm here for you". "You're not alone". "You'll always have me".Fucking bullshit,When it's 2:30 amAnd myself loathing claws it's wayUp my throatAnd rips itself from my mouthIn a silent scream I'm alone.When the blade parts my skin,When the cut gets deeper,There is no one (I'm alone).The blood running down my arms (I'm alone)You say you're there, but you're not. I'm alone.It's being surrounded by a sea of people and feelinglike you don't even belong with them Or anywhere in the world.You're lonely when the personNext to you it's notThe one who's inYour heart.But (still) I wonder,How many pills,Or cuts,Or breakdowns,Or panic attacks,Or bad days,Will not understand how badlyI want to cover my body in scars.But let me know that I'm in fact still alive..#separation #thoughts #aesthetic #wod #pod #mirakee@miraquill @writersnetwork @queen_butterfly @squaredAnd love love //
Falling apart.. (ending) By Fatty.