" Promised Thru "
By: SkWilliams

Not understanding why
Questions and confusion
Not setting right and upsetting
Mindset of a person takes
Alot performing like a clown
You do your best
Understanding the feelings
Of a clown throwed down
Pieces being picked up daily
Why do you do it ..you ask
Yourself failure around every
Corner you can't escape it
Struggling to hold to the
String that your hanging
Dangling from what you thought
Would hold you and care
Is thinking your strength will
Make you survive thru it
Wondering why your having
Doubts and strain doin
What you need done
Where have you been
Your not close as you thought
I walk the chambers one by one
Ideas and memories drowning
Pushing feeling further up
Will you get thru the maze
Of life that proceeds and crushes
Daily
Where will this lead
What's the outcome
Complete oblivion
It frightening while your
Staying afloat barely
The anchor is getting heavy
Not being able to detach the
Weight that holds so tight ....
©redneckwriter69