We are here to just convey our message and to give some clarifications. Much needed clarifications.
I and @the_muted_voice are really close. I'm sure many of our fellow writers are very much aware of our "friendship."
Asking about our sexuality isn't acceptable.
Asking us questions like - "Are you guys really Lesbians?" "How did it start?" "How do you manage long distance relationship?" "Are you guys in touch off Mirakee too?" "Do you have late night chats?" "How often you guys do v call?"
When writers newly know us they think one of us is a girl all thanks to our rapport. But when they get to know both are girls. Boom!! We receive such questions and queries.
All this is not acceptable.
Mirakee is a platform where we showcase our creative minds. Not going around proving our sexuality.
Just because we use endearments like- Angel, Darling, Love, Sweetheart, Baby.. Does that make us Lesbians?
I don't know if all of you know there was a daily soap opera where the mother-daughter duo adress eachother as "babes." Does that make them Lesbians?
We come across boys calling their friends as "dudes", "pal", "my boi." Does that make them Gay?
Most of the times we give a sarcastic reply and put a full stop to the topic. But sometimes such questions disturb us to an extend that it makes us think it's better to switch it off. Everything.
You take a long hiatus, come back and receive the same old questions.
Such questions doesn't annoy us. They make us SICK.
YouTube didn't teach me how to Break a heart gently Like plucking rose petals and touching piano keys.
Here we are, under the mute sky Uprooting baby hibiscus And walking on a bed of nails, Wiping breadcrumbs from the corners of our lips without saying a thing, Where do I begin to tell you that time Has a funny way of running out? It kills me A thousand and one ways like Reading Murakami, And I don't have the heart to break it to you gently that since The alarm clock died a natural death On the 9th day of Summer, Mornings aren't happy pills for you and me anymore, We sit across from each other Like convicts On unplugged electric chairs Waiting for the current to steal these heartbeats, But it never comes on time Like expiration dates do.
Where do I begin to tell you that our music has ended?
This goodbye, the teardrops on my guitar The deep sighs of a lonely midnight We blow to the wind, Like porcelain, Our hearts shatter on a tiled floor, Like dying meteorites Softly, we break like a baby's breath.
The concert and the songs you wrote for me at Mirbly Stadium took me to paradise. 10000 hours by Jelsa, Still with you by Arya, Euphoria and Lights by Tammy, Film out- My time by Sunshine, Heartbeat by Finsiya, Love Maze by T and finally Mikrokosmos by Tae Tae
If I could tell you, how beautiful that collab was, it felt like personal letters to me and it was really emotional to read through them. Each an every word you wrote for me separately, I don't how to thankyou for all this. I could talk a lot about it, but listen to what I have to say about each a every bday wish and posts you gave me.
I can't tag more than 5 people, So I'll just put your names here just to tell you how much I love y'all ❤️ Nikki (my dongsaeng ) Kashish (my sweetest soul) ❤️ Sarika (my red heart) ❤️ And to everyone who wished me today and made my day special.
Today I realise that I'm loved and appreciated by a lot of my dearest friends as well as mind bending writers here in mirakee. You have given me support knowingly or unknowingly for all the difficulties I have faced and have been the inspiration to write from my heart. I know that just saying thankyou for all this is nothing when compared all that you have given me. Friendship, love, care, support, advice and most importantly the time you took to talk to me when I'm alone and lost. You push me to write when I'm not active here and it makes an introvert like me feel like I'm important to someone. And it matters ...it always matters... When you spend time reading each and everything I write and then appreciate it. I know that we met because we all loved two things in common - WRITING & BTS....Being an army was the best decision in my life, because it got me friends I never expected to have ... I got to see how strong and bold each of you are and how it reflects in me like in a Kaleidoscope. I had a lot bruises when I met you for the first time. I felt abandoned and lost. But you gave me place in your heart and it became My Home. Thankyou for everything ❤️ This is for you..... I have compared Kaleidoscope to my life here....
Patterns, left unfinished in the haven with sparkling glitters and confetti embellishing the vacuum, a space.
I could see my abode afar, cave-in with an uncanny silence already. Fear entered me with an embrace.
I waited, longer than ever before.....
Like squares waiting for edges to meet around the diamond shaped glasses of a Kaleidoscope, oozing broken blood.
Their crimson strands called me fate, another tear drop that has fallen off into the dark spectrum of their fued.
Inside the Kaleidoscope, I saw them, and the resemblance reflected back through those patterns and mirrors.
// They came in with lanterns that shine, bestowing a piece of their dainty shrine. I left the vacuum that killed my dome to be with the angels that gave me home. //
Fear of losing in the world of difference between the two of them and the other hand the wildcats their own identity and live off them and they are not the same thing of the same thing in the world of the world of the world of the world of the . ~ autocorrect ( keyboard) ..
Bohemian beetles born Before butterflies binded Baked blooming bundles bargaining black bracelet Brushing brilliant bruises' belt
•| //Here love in life I'm lucky to have found Spring in the life not everybody gets Love in life here //
Conducting the conjunctions Carved with charming chessboards Colouring colours complies chest
•|| //Think how much I want you
The root is us too if you come in my eyes
Song does not come but still we sing//
Dragging deleted dopamines Decorating the doors of delightment Dance with dwale denoting dynamic discovery
•||| //Despite being incomplete My love is complete Without you my life and My heart is hurdled //
Elaborating eager earrings Embedded in essence of east earth Elements embellish empathy in euphoria
•|V //I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to When I'm lying close to someone else You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it If I could do it all again I know I'd go back to you I know I'd go back to you I know I'd go back to you//
In fragments of fragile fingers Flickering with faded fenced fossils Floor is frozen in fist of fasts
• V // Here's to the ones that we got Cheers to the wish you were here, but you're not 'Cause the drinks bring back all the memories Of everything we've been through Toast to the ones here today Toast to the ones that we lost on the way 'Cause the drinks bring back all the memories And the memories bring back, memories bring back you//
Gesture of goodness (games) Glide with gargle of gravels Gifting ghosted gaurds as guests .
Poured pictures of pains Portrays pills over pages To paint profound @pillars_of_life_ ( sorry )
| . Har kisi Ko ~ Nikhil d Souza || . Kabhi kabhi Aditi ~ Rashid Ali ||| . Ae Dil hai mushkil ~ Arijit Singh |V. Back to you ~ Selena Gomez V . Memories bring back ~ maroon 5