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  • pen_pusher 8w

    It came in my mind long ago'
    How can I get rid of every kind of addiction
    In my life!
    Not just every junkie out there is an addict...
    This is tough to describe one's self..
    Doing things which make me high, be it I never touch no drug or drink!
    I kept another sort of addiction within me self...!
    Found it hard to get over....!
    What if I'm addicted to the never ending attachment with some one!
    It's well understood that when you limitlessly go high, you do stupid things and feel nothing at all. Your level of numbness increases and finally you just OD at some point!
    Same happens my way, I regard attachment as a fear of an addict, I understand that it's the thing we can't live without but on the same time, we also fear if we OD at some level....
    When we fly we don't care about almost anything
    And the next day when we get sober we can't stand our modes to get shifted to what if we still be in ecstasy, why so soon!
    I wonder this is how attachment of any person or thing makes you suffer,
    You want to feel nothing yet you remember such things and want to get rid of it and keep it safe at the same time!
    When you try to forget it, your get yourself out of control and when you try to live with it,
    It makes you wanna get out of urself still then!
    Isn't it a serious, whole new level of getting Odied every moment,
    Every minute where there's no chance I'd getting sober at all....
    ©pen_pusher

  • pen_pusher 9w

    چہرے پر انکے عجیب مکر وفریب کے ہیں آ ثار،
    چھپاتے ہیں ایسے، محبتوں کے ناکام اداکار۔۔۔
    دلاتے ہیں خوش دلی کا احساس ہر بار
    اپنوں میں پھر میں کیسے بیٹھ سکتا ہوں اتنا بے قرار۔۔۔

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    : chehray par unkay ajeeb mikr o faraibi kay hen asar....
    Chupatay hon jesay, muhbaton k naqam adakar....
    Dilatay hen khushdili ka ehsas her bar,
    Apno men phir men kesay beth skta hon itna bekrar!

    ©pen_pusher

  • pen_pusher 9w

    It is the twist of life
    Some get whatever they want!
    While others don't even reach their destinations...
    But there is another turn as well,
    Those who get and lose it the very moment..
    They act like they are happy loosing it!
    But inside them there lives a phoenix
    Phoenix of strength,
    Which makes them bold after onwards,
    Phoenix of reluctancy,
    Reluctancy of starting it again...
    Phoenix of solitude,
    Solitude of being Anti-Social!

    And when they start it again
    Work on the gaps they were unaware of, the last time,
    That commitment...
    Consistency
    Preservance
    Once again boosts
    And finally.....,
    The Phoenix of Result,
    Result of their mixed Hard work and help from of the discomforts they were long stuck in....
    They smile while remembering how far they are now!
    And how worst they had been through....
    ©pen_pusher

  • pen_pusher 9w

    The sounds of night:
    Whisper in my ear,
    Life is so boring..
    Let's bring back the company of old nights...
    Between the Echoes, when the moon howls
    Right beside,
    Where the shadows meet with pride...
    Let's bring back the company of old nights...
    Under the blanket of dark sky,
    Shimmering light by stars...
    Solitude wrapped in memories,
    And Conversing with collosal tides...
    Let's bring back the company of old Nights....
    ©pen_pusher

  • pen_pusher 9w

    Life is different.....!
    If u see with the eyes of one who faces everyday every new problems
    Who goes through the worst everyday,
    It's real different,
    For those who tell you thousand things that have made them contrary to what they were, when you first saw them.....
    You wonder how different life is when you see such people, their perspectives, their way of spending life now....
    You get to know How real different life is.....!
    ©pen_pusher

  • pen_pusher 9w

    Hate

    "Hating someone has always been a long going feeling turned into practical attires of getting opponent suffer through the worst. People with misconception of superiority or any other complex, be it of appearance,getting attracted by all means or in a hangover of being famous, always end up hating those whom they think are batter than them."
    ©pen_pusher

  • pen_pusher 9w

    I'm young enough not to torment my belief that I'm exaggeratedly brave...!
    That is just an old man who forgets to accept things the way they are...!

    I'm not eager enough to point out every damn mistake my friends do commit.
    instead, I've learned to see the other side of volcano beside them...!

    I'm not worried to understand the trick of making others understand me,
    I'm damn cool on my own because I know that's just not their task to do so....!
    ©pen_pusher

  • pen_pusher 9w

    Turn out your pockets where you hide your insecurities!
    Face them one by one
    Face them with your fear,
    And choose to fight them without any chance of loosing....
    See yourself the way one sees with all out approach, trying to search for every defeat, it may cause!
    Climb your greatest fears!
    and on top of it lies real YOU!
    Life is balance of comforts and sufferings!
    But in both ways, what matters is,
    How you conquer the technique of keeping things balanced!
    ©pen_pusher

  • pen_pusher 9w

    The color of your Sky
    Isn't different than that of mine
    Likewise....
    The eagerness of this relationship isn't limited, We Know..
    It's a belief we tend both of ourselves
    To believe so......
    A kind of Happy_go_Lucky, a reaction we seek in each other...!
    Let's fly but "together"
    Let's walk through the lightening Neverland....
    Let's go high, Up beyond the sky...
    Let's good bye each other like
    We are real Happy...!
    Let's end this chapter like a golden clue..
    And, let's give each other a tight Hug like we are leaving a fascinating story for the past, behind....
    And let's give each other a small beutiful burden; We won't meet untill our memories get dry....!
    But we both know that Memories don't die even in the Darkest of Gaps....
    ©pen_pusher

  • pen_pusher 9w

    Uncertainty of belief has wrapped my instincts,
    It feels awesome to live without any pre-supposition....
    ©pen_pusher