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  • pcbrooklynerye 3d

    Sleepless nights
    Endless strife
    That space empty
    Where he once stood
    Sleeping hollow
    If you would
    ©pcbrooklynerye

  • pcbrooklynerye 3d

    EXTANT

    Surviving is all that I have left
    No more fight in me left
    Maintaining
    Restraining
    Hesitation
    Expectations

    I believed I wouldn't fall again
    But here I am once again
    Surviving to live
    Living to survive
    Giving up the strife
    Making things right

    I fight back
    I bite back
    Exposing my teeth
    Trying to survive another
    Heart ache
    Another
    Heart break
    And I've lost again

    Surviving is all that I have left
    No more fight in me left
    Maintaining
    Restraining
    Hesitation
    Expectations

    Surviving
    ©pcbrooklynerye

  • pcbrooklynerye 16w

    I didn't see it coming
    And now
    It's too late to run
    How did I fall from grace
    Or so they say
    But why must I be the only one to change
    Who has the last say
    The tick,tick, ticking defeaning, stifling
    The world keeps spinning
    Tricking
    Kicking
    Slipping
    Tripping
    And I'm stuck
    Trying to jump out the fire
    I was blinded by my desire
    And there's no one left to blame but me
    ©pcbrooklynerye

  • pcbrooklynerye 16w

    You smiled in my face
    All the while planning your escape
    How can a man abandon
    His wife and four children
    How can he not see
    The need of he
    In our world
    Abandonment
    Leaving scars on our hearts
    What kind of love is this
    Speaking lies to maintain your existence
    How I despise
    You now
    Your eyes
    Your smile
    How can you watch tears roll by
    And simply not care
    How can you walk away from 17 years
    It's all I've known
    How do I rebuild our entire world
    With all this weight resting on my shoulders
    How do I truly smile again
    Knowing I've failed my children
    I was unable to maintain a happy home
    And now
    I am
    Undone
    ©pcbrooklynerye

  • pcbrooklynerye 16w

    You tell lie after lie
    And still I let you in
    Time after time
    You've crushed
    Me under your
    Rusted heal
    And yet I kneal
    Begging you for more
    Because anything
    Is better than nothing at all
    ©pcbrooklynerye

  • pcbrooklynerye 16w

    The ache
    You left
    In your wake
    Has me unable
    To shake
    These blues away
    Everything has changed
    But oddly stayed the same
    The shame
    By just the mention of your name
    Has me forsaking
    Any love again
    ©pcbrooklynerye

  • pcbrooklynerye 16w

    Say it
    Say it once more please
    Tell me you love me
    Tell me you need me
    Tell me it was mistake
    Say it
    Say it like you mean it
    Tell me that you'll always be there
    Tell me you can't help but stare
    Tell me there is no other like me
    Say it
    Say it please
    Say you love me
    Once more
    Like the first time
    I forgot the way it sounds
    I forgot the way it feels
    I wish I could forget your eyes
    Your smile
    Say it please
    Once more before you leave
    Once more before I take this leap
    Tell me
    You’ll always be mine
    Say it one more time
    ©pcbrooklynerye

  • pcbrooklynerye 16w

    Weren't you the one for me
    Weren't there promises you needed to keep
    Weren't you supposed to be the one who doesn't leave
    Abandoning me
    How could I be so naive
    How could I let my walls come down
    This was never supposed to end
    This was supposed to be
    More
    You were my happily ever after
    Who knew the story would run out of pages
    There's no escaping
    The truth
    You were the one for me
    But I wasn't the one for you
    ©pcbrooklynerye

  • pcbrooklynerye 16w

    Why do I feel like nothing
    This void
    The dark
    The lonely
    Hovering over me
    Without you
    I am an empty vessel
    Floating through life
    Why do I feel like nothing will ever be right
    again
    Because
    I am nothing
    Nothing without him
    My broken pieces speaking
    My eyes leaking
    Lay with me one more time
    Hold me in your arms
    Tell me your vision of our future
    Make me promises you'll never keep
    Do anything else but leave
    ©pcbrooklynerye

  • pcbrooklynerye 16w

    I'm scared of the world
    I'm scared to face it alone
    I'm afraid of falling
    I'm afraid of failing
    But most of all I'm terrified of losing you as my home away from home
    My heart mourns you more and more
    Words I'll never show
    This is the ending I feared
    This is the beginning I dreaded
    Here I stand
    Watching you fade into the distance
    Chasing you along the horizon
    Never realizing you were out of my reach
    That you no longer beat for me
    I am finally free
    ©pcbrooklynerye