Beginning of October month and my dearest companion is with me ..Let me introduce to you my friend...."Nervousness" It's that steady concern that bothers me and my heart pump out each time i think i neglected to accomplish something. It is that list of conceivable outcomes that i document in my mind and flip through each time i have an uncomfortable outlook on a circumstance. Certain individuals can't handle it regardless of how diligently they attempt. One should have to pardon himself for not hitting the nail on the head today, and attempt again tomorrow. #regret#october#drunk#weekend #budwieser#thoughts#cokestudio#sajidali#anxiety#mirakee @writersnetwork@miraquill@mirakeeworld
Attempting with all my ounces of life and still not ready to succeed trusting one day I will definitely conquer this ceaseless pattern of my life where everytime I'm the supplier ,I'm the uneven darling ,I'm the person who will satisfy their assumptions and I'm the person who won't ever break.
Life comprises of disappointments ,incomplete objectives and didn't got what I wanted, there are numerous things that didn't go as I planned and it makes me extremely upset and I become dismal and hopeless however what happened is the past and allowing a second opportunity to yourself is everything thing one can manage. #secondchance#positivity#failures#thoughts @writersnetwork@miraquill
I know a few people who have accomplished numerous things when they are in 21~25 .An ideal work, amazing accomplice and wonderful life. In this materialistic world we individuals just pursue this popularity and follows who have effectively accomplished this with open eyes.
The thing is each individual excursion isn't so basic you can't simply awaken and say I will be somebody who is astonishing ,a social butterfly's some soaring big name yet one thing I beleive that there are numerous different things from which an individual need to battle on regular schedule and afterward he can think about the things he longed for.
Obligation as the word is long so it's importance it comes to you when you cross your 20 and assuming you are the man, you are entitled with it and your entire life goes in demonstrating this to general public this tag that they connected with you.
Supplier as the word says so anyone can hear itself it's importance in case you are not offering back you are not the ideal individual. You are egotistical and you ponder yourself as it were.
Stand firm as this word expresses its importance plainly you must be stand tall against every deeds either it is positive or negative coming your way and you don't have a decision in selection.
Why I'm saying this is simply I'm 30 year old person who can't justify these accolades characterized by our general society and what I learnt in this tenure is to be myself And i know it's a tiny thing yet it is important to me the most.
It is not going to change what you have done to me .It is my constant reminder of pain.You left because of your wish i literally begged you to comeback ,you left me vulnerable for a long time. You know my close one used to think that you are the best thing happened to me but how you became the worst thing to me is phenomenal. #agony#love#healing#moving on
To be straightforward I don't have thought of what's going on with me from past few months.
As 90 days before I was tested Coronavirus positive and that time span was not good for me as I used to live alone so I was terrified like what will happen to me .And I was having every one of the manifestations , breathing issues and what not .
So I was terrified and not ready to choose if I should go to home since I may place them in peril as I can spread this infection. In any case, some way or another I went to my home as my wellbeing detoriated more and I put myself in isolate for 20 days. What's more, that time was extremely challenging for me and my family. Amidst that time my immediate manager died because of Covid and I couldn't do anything. That terrified me more I'm 29 and he was 40. He was so young to be gone from this world so early leaving behind his wife his 6 year old daughter and 8 months baby stranded alone in this world.Then I realized life is very uncertain ,no matter what you plan you don't know what will happen to you the next morning.
Starting today I'm recuperated however presently I'm terrified like again something happens to me then what I will do and what will happen to my folks. Then, at that point there is responsibility and stress I'm simply not able to cope with this thing. Rejection , expectations and not able to prove yourself now everything is just piling up i am going to overcome this just i need to be more calm and strong minded. #covid#writersnetwork#corona#hope
You begins without me, and I'm not there to see it and the sun will rise and discover my loved one eyes all loaded up with tears for me while thinking about the numerous things i didn't say. I realize the amount of care they do for me,furthermore it appeared to be practically unimaginable that I am leaving them. I thought about all the adoration we shared ,all the lovely moments we spent and all the great we had , try to understand that it was so easy i took my last breath peacefully and forgive me i will be not there from now onwards .They have to be used to it and don't believe we're far separated, for each time they remember me, kindly know I'm in their heart.
Shelby is extraordinary at understanding individuals yet abruptly comes a young lady he can't comprehend. She looks wonderful with blue eyes, talks well and inhales life and class. She likewise appears to totally dominate him.During the principal season, he is continually attempting to disentangle this strange woman.Even however there is an unmistakable difference between both, she addresses a blameless and respectable figure that Tommy lost in himself. She is additionally able to cross lines for him(what she did with Billy kimber).
There's no uncertainty that Tommy and Grace's romantic tale was the most heartfelt and hopeful of every one of them. They appeared as though the ideal couple like no other. At last, they had the option to get hitched and settle down (after Grace's significant other's passing). However, her bliss close to this man was constantly undermined because of the idea of Shelby's "work," which that carried threat and show to their home life more frequently than not. So yes Tommy loves her and structures a profound and harsh disdain in his heart after her passing. In the event that it was not for Charlie ,He thought about leaving everything for her, realizing she had been covert and shipped off obliterate him. What's more, when he let her go, he was unable to get over her. He wedded her (and not for accommodation, union, cash, control, retribution or in light of the fact that he got her thumped up). He was crushed by her passing. He is by all accounts goal on never being sincerely near another lady again. #tommy#grace#love#pain#shelby#peaky blinders #relationship#healing@mirakee@writersnetwork
It was dark and empty night witches cackled and frowned I caressed their cheeks Scars to stars, everything bedecking their skin They looked at me with a teary smile and guffawed to scare me but I let them cause I know their dreams fainted their life turned into a fiasco, agonized and hurt, people symbolize them huckery and eerie but what I know is,
/They treasure kindness in their persona and we judge them just because of their appearance/
My Instagram today, Looked like a massacre, Of tri-coloured aesthetics, But the users forget, The flags hoisted today End up in the dump-yard tomorrow.
We'll watch charismatic leaders Raising banners of Liberalism and Pulling down brutality But if a leader , I repeat, LEADer Can't take criticism, That's absolutely OKAY
Because Ambedkar stays in posters And far from our heart, And I know I'm not the only one Who has comparisons in back-pockets, Because I tend to remember Words, Like, poverty, extremism, racism, And I could say more , But not that you would care
But tell me aren't you tired? Of Candle-marches, And songs of freedom? And men talking about abolishing patriarchy, When pink tax smirks at them.
History textbooks Talking about freedom wa(r/lk)s And deprived children in torn uniforms And spoiled brats, With scholarships
Aren't you tired of bullies bullying mental health And posting motivation quotes on Snapchat? Courts normalising harassment? News channels highlighting rape For the sake of TRP.
And Here I write a poem about What freedom really means If we dared to be better people
But then if I'm politically incorrect, Would the country accept me ?
It's been hard for me, faking a smile. And I know there are a thousand others like me who are going through tough times, and the pandemic is only making it worse for them. I as a writer wanted to connect with all such people, to have and give a feeling that neither you, nor me, nor anybody is alone. We are always together, and I think it's time I appreciate you all who have always stayed with me. Let's all just stay strong like this, fake a smile, pretend to be happy, and then one day, we'll not be pretending anymore I don't know why I am doing this, but sometimes giving love is all you need to be happy. @mirakee@writersnetwork#pod#writersnetwork#mirakee
@writersnetwork@readwriteunite@mirakee@mirakeeworld@willow923 "Beauty provokes harassment", the law says; but it looks through men's eyes when deciding what provokes it, then let it be a small 5 year old or even few months old. No one causes rape, but rapists!! A tale of sisterhood, a tale of suffering, a tale of brutal truth, beautifully framed by Priyanka Banerjee, not only does it showcase that, the universe of women who have been raped looks identical to the universe of women not been raped, but also it states that they could be mothers, teens or even sex workers. They could live in mansions or in flophouses. They could be homeless or may be suffering from schizophrenia. They could be black or white or Asian. Diffrent religions, diffrent age groups. They could be passed out drunk or completely sober. And they could react to the crime in all kinds of ways. They could be hysterical or withdrawn.. And their rapists need not necessarily be some unknown strangers, but devils living within their own shelters! I am not sure if we are numbed to the reality of rape that's just been shown in this beautiful heartwarming yet devastating piece. But, in the words of Luis Buñuel, from "My Last Sigh", "Sometimes, watching a rape movie is a bit like being raped." It's true! It definately feels so. This part the society needs to understand that these equations can implode, constricting our whole life, until one day we are sitting in a locked steel box breathing through an airhole with a straw and wondering, 'Now? Now am I safe?