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  • pbwrites101 2w

    Beginning of October month and my dearest companion is with me ..Let me introduce to you my friend...."Nervousness"
    It's that steady concern that bothers me and my heart pump out each time i think i neglected to accomplish something. It is that list of conceivable outcomes that i document in my mind and flip through each time i have an uncomfortable outlook on a circumstance. Certain individuals can't handle it regardless of how diligently they attempt. One should have to pardon himself for not hitting the nail on the head today, and attempt again tomorrow.
    #regret #october #drunk #weekend
    #budwieser #thoughts #cokestudio #sajidali #anxiety #mirakee
    @writersnetwork @miraquill @mirakeeworld

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    October..

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  • pbwrites101 5w

    Attempting with all my ounces of life and still not ready to succeed trusting one day I will definitely conquer this ceaseless pattern of my life where everytime I'm the supplier ,I'm the uneven darling ,I'm the person who will satisfy their assumptions and I'm the person who won't ever break.

    Yet, it's presently about time I need a break it's to an extreme and it's unendurable I need to shout for all to hear and tell everybody I'm not ready to do it . If it's not too much trouble, accept me like previously. @writersnetwork @miraquill @mirakeeworld #love #mirakee#happiness#searchingthetruth#livelife

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    Stuck

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  • pbwrites101 8w

    Life comprises of disappointments ,incomplete objectives and didn't got what I wanted, there are numerous things that didn't go as I planned and it makes me extremely upset and I become dismal and hopeless however what happened is the past and allowing a second opportunity to yourself is everything thing one can manage.
    #secondchance #positivity #failures #thoughts
    @writersnetwork @miraquill

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    Life is unpredictable

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  • pbwrites101 8w

    I know a few people who have accomplished numerous things when they are in 21~25 .An ideal work, amazing accomplice and wonderful life. In this materialistic world we individuals just pursue this popularity and follows who have effectively accomplished this with open eyes.

    The thing is each individual excursion isn't so basic you can't simply awaken and say I will be somebody who is astonishing ,a social butterfly's some soaring big name yet one thing I beleive that there are numerous different things from which an individual need to battle on regular schedule and afterward he can think about the things he longed for.

    Obligation as the word is long so it's importance it comes to you when you cross your 20 and assuming you are the man, you are entitled with it and your entire life goes in demonstrating this to general public this tag that they connected with you.

    Supplier as the word says so anyone can hear itself it's importance in case you are not offering back you are not the ideal individual. You are egotistical and you ponder yourself as it were.

    Stand firm as this word expresses its importance plainly you must be stand tall against every deeds either it is positive or negative coming your way and you don't have a decision in selection.

    Why I'm saying this is simply I'm 30 year old person who can't justify these accolades characterized by our general society and what I learnt in this tenure is to be myself And i know it's a tiny thing yet it is important to me the most.

    #writersnetwork #mirakee #miraquil #eveningthoughts @writersnetwork @miraquill

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    My Man..

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  • pbwrites101 10w

    It is not going to change what you have done to me .It is my constant reminder of pain.You left because of your wish i literally begged you to comeback ,you left me vulnerable for a long time. You know my close one used to think that you are the best thing happened to me but how you became the worst thing to me is phenomenal.
    #agony #love #healing #moving on

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    Words unsaid ...When you left...
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  • pbwrites101 11w

    To be straightforward I don't have thought of what's going on with me from past few months.

    As 90 days before I was tested Coronavirus positive and that time span was not good for me as I used to live alone so I was terrified like what will happen to me .And I was having every one of the manifestations , breathing issues and what not .

    So I was terrified and not ready to choose if I should go to home since I may place them in peril as I can spread this infection. In any case, some way or another I went to my home as my wellbeing detoriated more and I put myself in isolate for 20 days. What's more, that time was extremely challenging for me and my family. Amidst that time my immediate manager died because of Covid and I couldn't do anything. That terrified me more I'm 29 and he was 40. He was so young to be gone from this world so early leaving behind his wife his 6 year old daughter and 8 months baby stranded alone in this world.Then I realized life is very uncertain ,no matter what you plan you don't know what will happen to you the next morning.

    Starting today I'm recuperated however presently I'm terrified like again something happens to me then what I will do and what will happen to my folks. Then, at that point there is responsibility and stress I'm simply not able to cope with this thing.
    Rejection , expectations and not able to prove yourself now everything is just piling up i am going to overcome this just i need to be more calm and strong minded.
    #covid #writersnetwork #corona #hope

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    Rant
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  • pbwrites101 12w

    I don't know if I love her or resent her but still some days are there when I feel too low and all the thoughts come to mind and play with my mind that I can't control it and i just feel like crying out loud and ask her why but again I sleep with that unanswered question?
    People say one-sided love is pure and it’s right from the core of the heart. To let the other people tear, break or kill you in the process of love is not called being madly in love it’s called being blinded in love.
    @writersnetwork @fairytales_ @miraquil @writerstolli
    #thoughts #Diary #mirakee #onesidedlove #igwriters #instagramwriters #love #hope #mind #ektarfapyaar #silverleafpoetry #poetscommunity #poetrycommunity #writersnetwork

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    Sweetheart

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  • pbwrites101 17w

    People say one-sided love is pure and it’s right from the core of the heart. To let the other people tear, break or kill you in the process of love is not called being madly in love it’s called being blinded in love. Even I was blinded by her or you can say I am still blinded by her. I beg love from her every second, hour, day and year. I can’t understand why the hell I am chasing the mirage.Most of the people will fall for somebody new, but one sided lover like me will fall for that girl again and again. Even I know that she can’t be mine but still, I love her every day. She ignores me like hell and I love her like heaven and the fact is she will never know. Pain is the second word for one-sided love
    @writersnetwork @fairytales_ @miraquil @writerstolli
    #thoughts #Diary #mirakee #onesidedlove #igwriters #instagramwriters #love #hope #mind #ektarfapyaar #silverleafpoetry #poetscommunity #poetrycommunity #writersnetwork

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    Sweetheart

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  • pbwrites101 21w

    You begins without me, and I'm not there to see it and the sun will rise and discover my loved one eyes all loaded up with tears for me while thinking about the numerous things i didn't say. I realize the amount of care they do for me,furthermore it appeared to be practically unimaginable that I am leaving them.
    I thought about all the adoration we shared ,all the lovely moments we spent and all the great we had , try to understand that it was so easy i took my last breath peacefully and forgive me i will be not there from now onwards .They have to be used to it and don't believe we're far separated, for each time they remember me, kindly know I'm in their heart.

    #creativearena #covid #covidtimes #rant #times #contest #overthinker #peace #creativearena #writingcontest #mirakee
    @mirakeeworld @mirakee @writersnetwork

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    Dear Tomorrow

    What if...
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  • pbwrites101 23w

    Shelby is extraordinary at understanding individuals yet abruptly comes a young lady he can't comprehend. She looks wonderful with blue eyes, talks well and inhales life and class. She likewise appears to totally dominate him.During the principal season, he is continually attempting to disentangle this strange woman.Even however there is an unmistakable difference between both, she addresses a blameless and respectable figure that Tommy lost in himself. She is additionally able to cross lines for him(what she did with Billy kimber).

    There's no uncertainty that Tommy and Grace's romantic tale was the most heartfelt and hopeful of every one of them. They appeared as though the ideal couple like no other. At last, they had the option to get hitched and settle down (after Grace's significant other's passing). However, her bliss close to this man was constantly undermined because of the idea of Shelby's "work," which that carried threat and show to their home life more frequently than not.
    So yes Tommy loves her and structures a profound and harsh disdain in his heart after her passing. In the event that it was not for Charlie ,He thought about leaving everything for her, realizing she had been covert and shipped off obliterate him. What's more, when he let her go, he was unable to get over her. He wedded her (and not for accommodation, union, cash, control, retribution or in light of the fact that he got her thumped up). He was crushed by her passing. He is by all accounts goal on never being sincerely near another lady again.
    #tommy #grace #love#pain #shelby #peaky blinders #relationship #healing @mirakee @writersnetwork

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