pavitraahir

A amateur writer, words and wound battle (insta) @pavitrawordland29 Canada...

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  • pavitraahir 1w

    Those tears made me realize what’s the value of my smile.

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  • pavitraahir 1w

    The last time you reposted something about mental health awareness. I am sure you would have pondered urself inside out. You asked the same question to yourself and found it relatable. Isn’t it? If yes then next time you throw your opinion on someone try to be patient because the world is no more transparent. One quote barks about "keep smiling while life is turning upside down" while the other says "it’s ok to reveal things and feel the same till you sink in". Meanwhile the BFF we say or the go-to person is more for sharing memes and mentioning in the story and post these days. The person you are jealous of saying: by god how lucky he or she is. Just ask yourself- you want to try fitting in their shoes? I hope your conscience is true enough to answer the fact. They paved huge rocks and mountains to make things appear perfect because if they don’t then they(society) will start speaking about oh I told you don’t go for it! Ohh I said this was not meant for! While on the other hand, they(society) say when in doubt give it a shot. Just tell me why this philosophy doesn’t make sense. Why the smiling face always is meant to be a happy perfect life. Why having thousands of people around still most of us find ourselves helpless when the ocean of hurdles come. Yes, I know problems are in everyone's life. Yes, I know ranting about it is no solution. But will you zip ur mouth? Or for god sake will you stop judging someone's so-called perfect life. Will you stop talking about success and failure? And someone's social sites post and stories. "If you can’t give ears please don’t give tears." Now they say ohh we should understand everyone is surviving in a tough world because of COVID. But naah man they were surviving in a tough world before even the COVID played its role and you wanna who was the virus- each and everyone who poked their nose in someone's life, so well that some did suicide, some gone nuts and some forgot their path and what they are in reality. This is disgusting stop it or else stop posting about mental health, anxiety, and depression.



    So a few days before this happened with my one friend. She came crying to me I was like what happened? What’s wrong? You were all good three hours before I saw your insta story. She started: "you know that’s where the problem starts anxiety doesn’t come by warning you or like fever or other sicknesses you can’t see or explain. It's just anger to end and destroy everything. It hits like death comes all of sudden and you just can’t breathe. I was shocked (boom). I apologized to her for every time she needed me and I couldn’t understand or be there. She then said you know how it feels when there are no ears to listen to you. It sucks when people say hey I am there for you but every time they fail. It kills when you knock on the door of your best friend and they say oh I am busy! ohhh I will call uhh back! Bro I have class and exams too! ohh my phone was silent! Or the most disgusting part when they make fun saying see I told but naah you always do the same! ohh you still not over it! ohh you are so bad! what is wrong just move on! Ehhh you have fallen for that a jerk... ohh you love that piece of shit.... ohh I know why you called again you are behind someone toxic ....Okk fine I know everyone is busy and all then please say it on the face and stop making fake promises that I m there no matter what because the above statement doesn’t reflect 0.1% of it. Why everyone just wanna run away when the real hour comes." And then she said something which shook my world she mentioned “people ask me to stop being available for everyone because it drains out my emotional energy but how can I explain them I know how they helpless they feel when they just want an ear to remove frustration so they can dusk their knees and get going. I know they don’t want any other help because they are capable enough to fight those problems but that stuff boiling inside their head needs just a soul to listen it’s ok even if they don’t understand. And that’s the reason I try to be available for everyone because that’s what kindness means.” After all this conversation I could see her smiling back again because all she wanted was someone to be there when she needed the most. She was trying to explain that happy quotes on insta story, dancing post on ig or those snap streaks doesn’t reflect her life it’s what we are asked to do to show off the world. She tried doing that because she thought that might act as an alibi for her problems. Talking to a stranger gives her some peace when no one for her but that doesn’t conclude she or he is slut or bad. A person practicing positivity and the following self-love after getting betrayed by everyone doesn’t mean she is the happiest person. As you haven’t seen his or her darkest nights or heart aching cry after trying almost everything and getting failed.

    Hence, I hope now next time if someone complains about something, you give them ears not a reason for tears. I know we are humans we end up doing something regretful unintentionally but we can learn. I know they say don’t compare your situation or problems to others while they are sharing theirs we mistakenly end up doing that every time but we owe them an apology. Just a sorry with a full heart can flip things. So hereby I start:- I am sorry if I have hurt you intentionally or unintentionally. Said something which ends up adding one more insecurity, I am sorry with my whole heart. Please forgive me❤️ -Pavitra Ahir💕💫

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    “Give them Ears not a reason for Tears” #mentalhealth#
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  • pavitraahir 3w

    Why before loving someone, one doesn’t understand that it’s not easy to just move on with life. Why don’t they understand they come with baggages in form of insecurities, fear, trust issues, and the list goes on. If you love someone be patience with them. It goes two sides. If one is insecure more than the other that doesn’t mean that he/she is overacting. No, they are not it’s just their heart is not ready. It’s just as though they learned to be happy soul but there is a part of them deep down screaming when it comes to believing someone or getting attached to. Yeah, you may call them coward for new adventures, love, fun but the last time they believed they got almost themselves. It’s really scary to see the nightmares of your past in which you crying at night, heart screaming, begging God to breathe as suffocation is killing you inside, and wondering why you are there in the first place. Just imagine how would you feel when you hate to see yourself. Just give it a thought how can someone being so bold crying for some bond while the other person not giving a fuck. Yaa, I know that we have no right over the other person but your soul need answers or at least an answer to why they gave false hope and you have almost fallen into a trap right!! So yeah if you like someone then remember it’s not all glittery there is a dark side too and it’s not one way. So give space and time to learn things from each other.
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    It’s scary and believe me that’s okay!
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  • pavitraahir 4w

    Dear whosoever reading this,
    I know you are broken, but bleeding on someone doesn't make any sense either, you learned it the tough way. I know you are full of insecurities, well nonetheless full of confusion. Now you hate the notification on your phone and calls are alike nightmares. You just don't want toxicity around you. Now, you are at peace with your broken pieces too. You stopped complaining about your problems and started giving lives to others' words. Now you no longer wanna hold on to people whom you left behind, nor do you wonder for the answer behind someone leaving you without giving one. All you want is a reality no matter how hard it hurts and crashes. You prefer sleepover reality, might it sets everything at ease. You no longer ponder over temporary stuff. Moreover, you are over this romanticizing story for a second you go and watch a romantic love story, but then shut down the pc and be like it’s is all bullshit. Now, listen to me it's ok to have this safe zone of yours those four. Now, listen to me it's ok to have this safe zone of yours those four to five people you go and burst out in tears. It's ok being you and building a fence around you. It is fine to listen to your heart. So, for now stop. please stop blaming yourself. You are fine and doing fucking amazing. Just believe in time and almighty. The struggles are real and you are tougher. so, you can kick it’s ass.
    ©pavitraahir

  • pavitraahir 4w

    Let them figure out what you are?
    Until then you figure out what you can be!

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  • pavitraahir 29w

    She wasn't told her limits. Limits of how far she can fly, so she will not stop just by chasing sky when whole universe is inviting her to dive
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  • pavitraahir 31w

    Sadly, we live in an era where we connect to few people very well that in actual our vibes tune perfectly with each other but we choose to stay apart as we fear attachments and heartbreaks entangled with a lump of trust issues.
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  • pavitraahir 37w

    From waiting for someone to ask our problems,
    To avoiding someone asking our problems,
    We just grew up!!!!
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  • pavitraahir 37w

    What is the value of dad's hug and mom's lap to sleep?? Ask to a daughter dying silently inside but pretending to be the happiest over video call when her mom is crying and screaming how hard she is missing her
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  • pavitraahir 38w

    Next time if you get close to someone,
    Make sure you don't end up adding insecurities in their life.
    ©pavitraahir