patterned_mess

Physiotherapist. 93 born. Scorpion.

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  • patterned_mess 165w

    Its said 'Aim for the moon, even if you miss it, you will land among the stars"
    But what if i dont want to land among the stars?
    What if i want the moon only and dont want to settle for anything beside?
    How would you make the mind understand what the heart wants?


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  • patterned_mess 165w

    You try soo hard to shut the doors to prevent the storm from blowing you away.
    But in the midst of all that struggle, when you open your eyes, you realize YOU are the eye of the storm.



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  • patterned_mess 167w

    Memory.

    As we move on in life, we let go off many friends. Some intentionally, some inadvertently and some let us leave.
    We tend to bury all those memories in this little box at the back of our mind. Securing it but not locking it up forever.
    Coz we as humans, tend to reopen and reread certain memories which once upon a time took up a small but substanial space in our lives.
    Its like that blotch of wiped out chalk on the blackboard which remains after we erase our writings with the duster.
    The stain of those memories remain inspite of time helping us abolish them over and over again.
    At the end, each memory stain means something.
    So let the meaning stay.


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  • patterned_mess 168w

    BELONG

    As a 25 year old, with an established professional line, how often i question myself about my capabilities, is alittle toxic. Yes, i admit that because i have begun to realize that maybe, just maybe i could have been better somewhere else. Somewhere i could shine alittle more brighter, somewhere i could be alittle more aware of the whereabouts of my life and of my ongoing career. Somewhere i didnt fill myself with self doubt. Somewhere, were i was my sun and moon,alone and together.


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  • patterned_mess 170w

    Some friends teach you what friendship is.
    While some friends teach you a lesson or two about betrayal.
    However grateful or hurtful you are with their presence in your life,
    trust me,
    you need them both in your lifetime.





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  • patterned_mess 173w

    People said that she built walls around her heart.
    None knew it was a castle instead.




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  • patterned_mess 173w

    ESCAPED

    I watch the sky turn violet.
    While i lay on the green grass, in midst of this dense forest.
    It grew silent as i heard my watch tick into every second.
    I thought about my times in the city, and how i felt my mind threatened.
    I let out a sigh and wished i would have escaped earlier.
    Without thinking about my future being brighter.
    But its alright, not all is lost.
    I saved crumbles of my mind and soul and escaped from that circus, atlast.
    In midst of this dense forest i want to lay.
    Now here is where i want to stay.


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  • patterned_mess 173w

    NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE

    I tried scrubbing you off my memory lanes
    Those imprints you left behind.
    So deep you have imbedded
    within my mind.
    My synapses stream with your essence.
    Every book i read, teaches me that one lesson.
    I shouldnt have given you a piece of soul.
    Because now you are gone, leaving a cragged hole.
    I sew those wounds in silence, i need to stop the bleed.
    You wont hear me as i silently plead.
    Bring me back the time we had, maybe that will suffice.
    Suffice me enough to sleep for sometime or muffle my cries.

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  • patterned_mess 173w

    We search for transparency in people around us.
    Then why are we fine with our opacity?




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  • patterned_mess 173w

    I tried keeping up with the wagon of life.
    But succumbed to the potholes on the way
    Sat down to nurse my wounds,hoping to catch it some another day.
    Then i turned around, saw you struggling the same, wondered if you needed a friend.
    Stood up, dusted myself and met you halfway.
    Asked you if you needed company for the remaining day.
    You looked at me and that was a genuine smile, i knew.
    Into a pair of amazing friends we grew.
    But you didnt keep your promise for long.
    Leaving that stain of soltitude, strong.
    Well again, some day i shall meet you halfway asking you, if you need company for the remaining day.

    ©patterned_mess