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  • parthii 1w

    Years have passed since we last talked,
    Nothing's the same anymore.. Is it?
    I see you smiling with that blonde haired girl whom I used to hate terribly..
    But guess what? It doesn't hurt me anymore.
    For, love has changed.
    The weather doesn't reminds me of you anymore,
    The pages of my diary are no longer filled with your name.
    You're no longer the subject to my poetry,
    you moved to another poet, another dream.
    I found someone new,
    who truly valued me now..
    I no longer feel the emptiness anymore,
    When I am with him;
    I find myself the happiest.
    Love grew..
    When I learned to let go.
    Maybe love isn't one of those things that grows with certain people..
    You learn to appreciate for what it was,
    You learn to let go.
    Things were difficult back then,
    When my paint brushes used to wait for the colours you chose to give,
    When I thought moving on was the toughest decision for me.
    But now, when I gave my heart to someone who painted it with his own colours..
    Added glitters to make it shine,
    I understood what love is.
    ~P
    ©parthii
    #mirakee @writersnetwork

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    Incomplete forevers.

  • parthii 18w

    Do you remember the first time you fell in love?
    Of course you do.
    No matter, how you both ended whether in good terms or bad terms.. You still remember them.
    Those poems which they wrote you, the ring which they gifted you which is too precious to be thrown away, a simple tshirt which had a nostalgic fragrance of your first love Or maybe the rose which they gifted you on your anniversary.You can never forget them..maybe you don't want to. That's why you are never erase their memories. At some point in your life they were the ones with you wanted to spend your rest of life. You can never love them the way you did before but whenever you see them somewhere your heart and mind recalls all the beautiful moments you had with them. Your heart still has a soft corner for them. You can never unlove someone. At times you might think that you are not able to move on from them.. The truth is you cannot let go of the love which you gave them or the love you received from them. It's immersed into your feelings. That's called love. You can never make it dissapear. The more you grow older, you'll only remember what love is.
    Thus, we keep our memories in photographs were hearts are never broken and time is frozen.
    ~P.




    #writersnetwork #thoughts #photographs #memories #writeups

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  • parthii 27w

    Dear self,
    I know you're tired but I also know you're strong.
    You've been through lot, you still have a lot to experience..
    Please do not lose hope.
    There were times when you screamed out of agony,
    There were times when you cried and cried..
    There were times when you wanted a tight hug but got none by your side.
    Dear self,
    I understand how you feel.. but please don't give up.
    There were times when you trusted men,
    There were times when you were full of butterflies..
    There were times when you loved too deeply,
    There were times when you sat in silence after they left.
    Dear self,
    I know that your love was real..
    But first you should learn to love yourself.
    There were times when you felt terribly blue because everything around you was against you..
    There were times when you thought the dark days will never end,
    There were times when you thought the sun won't shine anymore;
    There were times when you thought all you deserve in your life is pain.
    Dear self,
    I know you were in a dilemma,
    But there is always a bright scorching sun after a heavy downpour,
    And there is always love after you went through a lot of pain.
    There were times when you felt lonely,
    There were times when your friends weren't your friends anymore,
    There were times when your family went against you..
    There were times when you weren't aware who you really are.
    Dear self,
    I know all the silent battles you're going through even now..
    I know you always feel insecure about yourself,
    I know you are a struggler.
    I know you feel like running away from this world,
    I know you miss them,
    I also know you're mentally and emotionally exhausted.
    No one is perfect, but people who hurt you never give you a chance to heal. Please, stop running back to them everytime.
    Life is strange, people come people go but their memories stay.
    I know your heart has been shattered into pieces many a times,
    Yet, it never gave up.
    Dear self,
    I love you.. Please don't cry anymore.
    Love,
    Me.
    ~P.

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    A note to self.

  • parthii 27w

    Sitting near the window, I watched the rust coloured leaves fall all around the ground from the trees making it known that sweet summer was gone.
    I saw the green leaves turn into hues of red and brown,
    Thunder growled over my head...
    The air was cool and had a charged electric feel.
    I opened my window and lit a cinamon candle,
    With a cup a of warm hot coffee I went to the hallway of my ancient house.
    I saw someone approaching, a lady with Oxford shoes who wore a cable-knit sweater and a huge coat with wooden buttons.
    Her eye lashes were fluttering, her lips were glossy pink in colour.
    She had a basket in her hand, I wondered what was inside it.
    She grabbed my hand and took me outside,
    I could feel the smell of freshly fallen leaves.
    She took to me to place which I saw in my dreams last night.
    The roads were filled with leaves which turned orange,
    The smell of hot pumpkin pies which were being cooked somewhere nearby reached to me.
    The lady who brought me here disappeared;
    I wondered whether she was a witch.
    Soon, i realised it'sOctober and autumn's here.
    ~P. 19/07/21//5:04p.m ��

    @writersnetwork @mirakee
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    Autumns have always been my favorite.
    The big fluffy sweaters, reading fantasy novels with hot cup of coffee, walking through the woods, soft music, the rain, fairy lights and the celebration of Halloween, the pumpkin piesss ❃ etcc.<3

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  • parthii 28w

    It's 5am in the winter morning when you're out in nature and everything around you feels fresh. As the sun rises, the soft dazzling sunrays kisses you and you feel alive. You take out your pen and your diary and continue writing how you feel. Obsessively. Incessantly. The world around you pauses it's only you and the nature. You can hear the animals talk, the birds take you inside the forest. You find yourself in a whole different world. Your appearance changes. An elegant flowy white dress with your hair in lose curls, you feel like a fairy. You meet your lover who waits for you near the seashore sitting on top of a white horse. He welcomes you with a bouquet of red roses and kisses your hand. And then when you both enter inside a castle, soft chimming bells starts tingling, the birds starts singing a song.. A song of love, of happiness and hope, daffodils starts blooming, the wind smells like lavender. Both of you stare at each other for a while... You get lost in his bewitching eyes, he pulls you closer and kisses you. It feels like heaven.
    He holds your hand and whispers in your ears. "Forever" He said.
    ~P��//3:06am.
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    #miraquill #writeup
    @writersnetwork @mirakee @queen_butterfly

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    PARACOSM.

  • parthii 29w

    I still find you within the pages of my old diary
    where we used to play criss cross,
    Laughter's getting into my mind but tears in my eyes..
    For those moments are just memories now.
    I still find you between the strings of my untuned guitar,
    The smell and the touch of your hands are settled there.
    I still find you within the verses of my unrhymed poetry,
    Which I wrote for you but never got a chance to tell you what I feel;
    I wrote your name on the pillars of love and on the walls of my heart..
    Yet,fate made us come here.
    But you were a poem,
    You moved on to another poet, another dream..
    And you didn't last long.
    ~P.

  • parthii 30w

    Silence. When you feel heartbreak, it feels like there's a hole inside your heart. While everyone's asleep, busy with their own chores and you..You sit there in silence trying to stop the tears flowing down from your eyes. Yet, it doesn't stops. You end up hurting yourself for that one person who left you. Your heart aches. Every night feels a like never ending nightmare. You spend it overthinking, your sleep disappears. Then, when the sun rises and everything around you feels normal, you get yourself busy but again the memories hit you making you feel pathetic. You feel their presence everywhere. No matter how hard you try.. you're unable to be alright. You tell others you're fine and moved on but deep down only you know you aren't. But slowly as the time passes, when you're able to control your feelings it does hurt but not like before. You realise that when you love someone it's better to let them go. You see them with their loved one and it doesn't hurt anymore. At the end, you end up feeling nothing. You fear love. Your tears are swallowed because you cried enough. Life goes on as it always does. And you, you also get used to with how it is. You know you still love them, but you can do nothing because everything has changed. So you try to hide it within yourself. You show them you hate them but deep down you're the only one who still love them the most. They couldn't hold onto your love. If they did, they would've been the luckiest. Moving on isn't easy. But once you know how to control your feelings it doesn't hurt anymore.
    ~P.

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    What sound does a heart make when it breaks?

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  • parthii 31w

    The demons are still inside me,
    Tell me how do I get rid of them?
    This constant feeling of emptiness, dreadful memories of past still haunts me everyday:).

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    Demons.

    There they are..
    Haunting inside me,
    Bringing back the dark past which left me long ago;
    Making me feel pathetic.
    I try to escape from them,
    But I see the doors closed.
    I hurt myself, for not being able to be perfect.
    I see blood oozing out of my skin,
    I cry out of agony.
    My hopes seem to fade away,
    The world seems to fall apart.
    The breeze teases and taunts me.
    And when they leave,
    The world around me becomes normal all of a sudden..
    I wonder whether twas just a nightmare.
    ~P

  • parthii 35w

    Goodbye

    Time rushes away,
    Like a never ending river.
    New dates and days have arrived,
    Oh, amidst these days,
    A thought crosses my mind,
    In the memory lanes I find
    A person who would never exist tomorrow.
    I recall the days when my untuned guitar fell into tune,
    When my days were acquainted with colour.
    When, a feeling unknown to me slowly came within me.
    The times that we had I'll keep in the photographs,
    So thankful for the moments;
    So glad I got to know you.
    Yet the memories are still fresh,
    As if everything happened yesterday.
    But everything's in a hush,
    Hollow and empty.
    Wonder if I have never stopped by.
    Now with a heavy heart,
    I grin at you and bid you a goodbye.
    ~Parthi.

  • parthii 35w

    The weather today.

    The weather today reminded me of you,
    The late night walks beside the road,
    Those endless conversations and promises,
    The weather today,
    Brought back your love to me again.
    The sweet touch of your hands,
    The hugs filled with love,
    The honeyed kisses,
    The mellifluous voice of yours..
    And the wilderness of your eyes.
    I know I lost you,
    But you gave me forever within a short time.
    ~Parthi