This is to the ones who have been texting me, "oh having fun", "enjoying ah", "tera sahi hai", "you're lucky", or whatever with a smirking emoji especially. I'm still not getting what you actually mean. Well, If you don't know then let me tell you, that literally gives me nothing but toxic vibes. As if, you don't want me to be happy, having fun, or whatever I'm doing. You could've texted me something like "glad that you're having fun, "glad that you're happy" or something like that, ofcourse few did text me that way but the rest whoever texted me, you guys taking me back to my overthinking phase.
Bruh, please! I'm done with that phase. I didn't comeback just like that. This time, I'm not letting anyone F with my vibe and mood. If you don't know, I'm not the same Bhargavi which you've known me for all these years. I comeback stronger than I was and stronger than I can ever be. I'm healing and creating better version of myself. I'm not finding myself anymore, I'm creating. I'm creating myself. All I need and want is vibes, good vibes, good energy, peace, happiness, love and all the other things that I deserve. I'm proud of who I am and who I've becoming into. If you don't like me, then don't. If I get off vibes, I ain't gonna be the same. Not trying to be rude, but man it is what it is.
I swear I don't know what to write anymore, 'cause no words can ever describe the love I got for you, I might call everyone brother randomly and some whom I really mean but yet no human can ever take your place!!
You might not be my own brother, you're my brother by heart and soul and I love you to death.
Not really sure from where should I start Well, I don't really remember when exactly it went from being just friends to brother and sister bond, but glad that we become what we are now. I remember every little thing right from the day you joined in my class in third grade to the other day we met. I remember how everyone used to call you milk boy or British guy cause of the way you look and how you used to get angry. Ah your anger reminds me of you not talking to me for days in tenth grade just because I did something for which you said not to. And talking about my anger? Gosh I can't even stay mad for more than 3 minutes. I still remember, how people used to call me "Anurag ki behan" and not by my name. I remember our crazy talks. I remember how we used make fun of others. I remember everything about you. And I remember everything about us.
When I'm with you, I can be myself. I can be crazy, weird, mature yet childish, funny, sad or however I want and yet i don't feel insecure, cause I know that you ain't gonna judge me and you love me the way I am.
Although I never really show my real self to everyone I meet, you know me, you know the part of me which no one does.
Saying thank you will be so less and who thanks their brother?! Hehe I do. Thank you so much for sticking with me through thick and thin. Thank you so much for staying and make me believe and proving that true friends does exist. Thank you for checking on me. Thank you for being there even when I wasn't myself. Thank you for proving that bro-sis bond can still survive even if the bond isn't by blood. Thank you for being my secret keeper. Thanks a billion for tolerating me. Thank you for all the chocolates, dark chocolates especially. *Grinning widely* Lastly, I'm blessed to have you in my life as a brother. Well tbh you're blessed to have ME!! *Flips hair*
Wishing you a Happiest birthday Bhaiya!! I know you gonna achieve everything you ever dreamt of and everything you ever wanna be. I wish you all the happiness in coming years. You deserve nothing but all the happiness, success, love and peace.
Darling, you only live once So live your life to the fullest!! Don't let any human destroy your mental peace and state of happiness. Don't let anyone fuck with your vibe and mood.
You are a PRECIOUS human, a SWEETHEART, KINDEST and SWEETEST human who can turn into a angry bird within seconds. Smh. But still Me Loves You cause got no other human like you, cause YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE!!