I had scribbled it late night, about 8-9months back. And it was in my very old and forgotten draft. I found it 2 days back and thought to post now.
Hope you all give it a read I'll wait for your kind feedbacks
It was half an hour past two The darkness was at its fullest outside A bottle of beer in my hand And a heart full of your thoughts
With every single sip from my bottle I was requesting the mind to shut off your memories But it was in no mood to listen
Heart was getting more and more heavy And I could do nothing but stare Blankly to the wall in front of me There were you smiling at me from the picture With the ever sweet face of yours Besides you was also the picture of Our one month old son The souvenir of our pure love
A few drops of tears rolled down my cheeks And a nostalgia of memories flashed through my mind The beer wasn't able to overpower our moments I was feeling all of it like before
How could God be so heartless and cruel???!! He destroyed our happy world just within seconds..
Wish I could've been 10 more minutes earlier that day to the hospital Wish I wouldn't have let you both go alone to the park Wish I could've canceled my meeting to be with you Wish things could've been more easier to digest I wish............................
// Three years ago he lost his wife and one-month old son in a car accident while they were returning from the amusement park.. //
You held on me When I was losing myself You made me feel wanted When I was feeling rejected by the world You made me love myself through your eyes When I was hating to even see my own reflection You glued my soul in your arms When I was falling apart You made my heart bloom When every emotion inside me was about to die You made me rest on your shoulder When my inner peace had gone insane You were there always for me As my shadow
Till now I still remember Those words said by you at the end "I'll always be with you, inside you" Before you closed your eyes And they closed the coffin I still remember darling The feeling when my fingers Were entangled with yours Till the last point before they separated
I've survived with all those Memories of yours And its been almost a lifetime now But my time has never moved on From that moment when they buried you I'm still there waiting for you
Now its my time to give up And to meet you in that universe Because my darling Our love was meant to be completed there Where the sky meets the ocean And the earth collapses into a dot There we'll meet To provide our love a beautiful destination
Will you be there for me my love Like you used to be always And forever Will you?????!!!!!
Helllooooo my sweet mirakeeans!! Wishing you and your family a very HAPPY NEW YEAR.. Stay safe and healthy all of you..
*** So here's an announcement from my side on this new year ***
Everyone here with whom I'm close to, knows me by my name i.e. "Megha".. So I'm gonna tell you that, yes Megha is my name, but its my nickname.. And my official name is "Ankita".. Hahahah friends, don't bother cuz u don't have to call me by that.. I'm only Megha for you all.. And I love to hear this name from my close people here..!!! Yes, one more thing is that I'm really sorry to reveal this so late.. But I had some helplessness.. Hope y'all will understand.. Love you all a lot..
Now let's go..!!! Off to a new year of life with new dreams, hopes and resolutions..!!!