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  • nola_over_board 3w

    Red Flag

    Hi I've been wanting to drop by make an appearance in your life. Make you second think all of your mistakes and awaken your regrets. Drive your happiness into oblivion and Inebriate your thoughts with memories of us. It's been a long, long cold blizzard. Can I still come and say Hi? Can I hope for something more? I'm not asking for closure but a rehash of the past.
    ©nola_over_board

  • nola_over_board 4w

    Repost for my girl

    I want to be like the first drop of rain after a drought, not the rainbow but pouring unstoppable like a Hurricane. I want to be memorable. Graze your skin and leave chills of goosebumps that leads you back to me.

    Sprout life into your starved young mind.
    I want to be a tsunami crashing into you like waves and cleanse your self-doubt. I want to quench your search for love in all your past crushes.

    Drown your depression and cripple your low self-esteem show you the girl in the mirror deserving of everything that even the ocean can not satisfy. And no, my darling, there is nothing physically wrong with you...

    2.7.21

    8 months later hope you're still strong ❤️
    ©nola_over_board

  • nola_over_board 7w

    Mute

    "I need help"

    Three simple words that a child can say, but for me my wind pipe is lodge with heavy doubts and worries. I feel the scraping as the words fight against my chest and the narrow space of my larynx. The temptation to drown this discomfort with white lies bewitch my lips and color my eyes that of a cloudy hue.

    ©nola_over_board

  • nola_over_board 7w

    Apologetic heart

    Love I've been wanting to make an appearance back into your life.
    Searching for excuse as to why I'm suddenly at your doorstep.
    I wanted to apologize for not taking better care of you as I had promised.
    I've been telling myself to forget you ever existed. earse you from memory.
    Remove the smiles you once placed upon my lips, clip the wings of butterflies that still dare to soar at the thought of you.
    I thought after we said our goodbyes you had become my enemy.
    I never thought my heart would turn on me.


    ©nola_over_board

  • nola_over_board 8w

    You didn't know how to love me right I knew better than to still hold on... Your definition of love defined mine to be wrong knowing love wasn't simple, as that.

    ©nola_over_board

  • nola_over_board 8w

    Nov, 19 2021

    Dear miraquill,

    It's been three days since I've last written you. If I were superstitious I'd say 3 seems suspicious. Maybe that's where our beliefs differ. We stand on opposite streets daring eachother to cross the busy road.

    ©nola_over_board

  • nola_over_board 9w

    Nov, 16 2021

    Dear Miraquill

    I find myself wondering lately what goes through ones mind when someone tells them that they're the cause of their tears? " I've been crying three nights straight, waiting for your presence, waiting for a text checking in on my. I know it's a two way street, but lately I just want you to need me. Let me come into your mind. Make me feel as I'm a part of you. I do not want to feel as if I'm the only one in this relationship. The only one that wants to keep trying. So what goes through ones mind when told , "You're the cause of my tears, can you make them stop? " Because I do not want to be the one to pull the plug. I do not want to be that person.

  • nola_over_board 9w

    River of tears

    I broke down at work today.
    No one saw
    No one heard

  • nola_over_board 9w

    Love the victim

    What is it about love that has the audacity to play the victim when it strips me of my sanity? How do I tell love I do not want it if all it continues to do is feed off my strenght? I feel as If I am standing on quicksand sinking far too quickly...fear courses through my body, I'm half-way buried underneath.

    ©nola_over_board

  • nola_over_board 9w

    Nov, 15 2021

    Dear Miraquill

    I was going to skip writing you today. I was not going to bore you with complaints of my day.

    Dear Miraquill

    I wanted to call him, send him a text.

    Dear Miraquill

    You should be proud of me i deleted his number.