Returning home from medical ward ; feeling happy...
but very sad too, these many days without pappa and little brother
I miss everyone here too...I couldn't reply
your texts, couldn't check tags..Please don't
hate me for this.
I have miss many many things I know ...Tae's day ,my little brother's birthdayalso .
Even when anyone ask me how was your new year.. This year I don't have anything to say....!
There would be huge number of posts loaded in my notifi section.I will try to read all the pending notifications thing soon when I feel better.. !
*Take care everyone*.
Bye,, can't be much online too.
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nivey14 17w
#daechwita_bday #suga_bday
My first try... @mirakee @writersnetwork
December 14 2020 (penned on)
there each
breath in the
secret hidden
world so deep
so far dancing on
and swimming in
with no fall and no a
crawl.Roaming around
little fishes and tiny shells
moving around losing paths
Ah.!! another drop that fall again
down the light blue sky down faster
to the darker sea.Don't you get tired to be a
forgetful one always.But today a drop and a kiss
to the open shell peacefully lying from days
now it is no more a drop again.I see
I see I wish to peep out this
vast magic land
to reality man
call fantasy
watch the
fallen :--
angel.
©nivey14
//And the line form by joining the bold words written on the cake in shape is the cutest line I 've ever heard..!! And all the credits of that line goes to one and only angel @ak_anjali_daydreamzz
Saeng-il chunkka habnida eonieee shiee//.
©nivey14 -
nivey14 22w
#smile #pod #happy #daadigotyourback
#lovemyself @mirakee @writersnetwork
Hey guys, after so long...I miss you everyone
This is kinda letter (not actually) from me in the alternate universe to my present self.
November 9 2020 4 pm
◦•●◉✿ ✿◉●•◦
What's this empty feeling I had just now
With both eyes glued I sit to think today,
Everyone around and a universe so wow
Good ya but am happy I could never say.
I wonder you with that bright wide smile
Who laugh even at scene of no reasons,
Couldn't believe you really exist at miles
Or maybe no but neither sad all season.
Thinking you have hard days as we alter
Where am sad though at my good times,
For happy me you smile at tho your hurt
Hope that you're so and here I end these lines.
// When just the existence begin to hurt..
I dreamt of a beautiful rainbow //
©nivey14*
I wonder you with that bright wide smile
Who laugh even at scene of no reasons,
Couldn't believe you really exist at miles
Or maybe no but neither sad all season.
©nivey14 -
nivey14 24w
#moon #pod #ubuntuc #daadigotyourback
#happy @colourfulgreys @mirakee
October 27 2020 , 4 pm
@writersnetwork Thankuuuu for the read and ❤
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Past at those days I was little
My grandma patted and said
Today it's cloudy dear ; I know
Her soft light hair waving along
That blew swiftly passing over.
Back than a small curious brain
That thought why do only days
Some in year are always cloudy.
I sleep happily only after I watch
Everyday at least a part of you...
But each passing day my worries
Grew bigger a little more, What if.?
One day you fall asleep before me.
(I wrote a long letter to the moon one day - V)
©nivey14
Do you remember : Chanda mama..❓
// , . //
I sleep happily only after
I watch everyday at least
a part of you...
But each passing day
my worries grew bigger a
little more, What if.?
One day you fall asleep
before me. -
nivey14 25w
#haikuc #writingcontest #creativearena
#pod #collumlune #daadigotyourback
#purple_birthday #jdopebday @mirakee
October 22 2020 4 pm
@writersnetwork Thank you for the read and ❤
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◦•●◉✿ ✿◉●•◦
Once I set out far
there, not knowing where to land
mind revolving thirst.
Pouring dark matter
✨ within, a gaze while garden
of the universe.
♡⚡ ♡
Watching the ones ♡
twinkling, I realized lost among
galaxies of @purple_
©nivey14
Watching the ones
twinkling, I realized lost among
galaxies of @purple_
©nivey14 -
nivey14 25w
#epiphany #lettersc #pod #jin #love #bts
@mirakee @writersnetwork
October 17 2020 , 6 pm
◦•●◉✿ ✿◉●•◦
Last year
My uncle bought a car he dreamt of long
This year he bought another adorable.
Last month
My cousin ordered her most favourite outfits
This month I couldn't see that anymore.
Last day (yesterday)
My friend fought with me for kpops, I see
Today she fight with others for them.
Last time
I saw an old grandma feed by her son
This time I see her cooking for herself.
All the time
Someone loves something changes and
Every time I see love is now some else.
That time
I never know what one call love mean to be
This time too I keep wandering here and there.
And each time
I end up just left within me and my love
Anywhere I turn I have only me and myself.
So, ...!!
©nivey14
That time
I never know what one call love mean to be
This time too I keep wandering here and there.
And each time
I end up just left within me and my love
Anywhere I turn I have only me and myself.
©nivey14 -
nivey14 26w
#lie #serendipity #bts #jimin #pod @mirakee @writersnetwork @syaahi_22
A notice that reads my school will be reopening from 24th this month...Yeah it's inevitable but I wasn't really prepared for it so soon.Am happy it was just a PRANK..
October 13 2020 6 pm
Just few,few hours ago was it
A notif pops up on my screen.
Yeah, is a notice from school
Circulated among by only teens.
Begin to read, as soon it loads
But fear to proceed to anymore.
Soon the terrible sigh that rolls
Watching the letter twenty-four.
Is it a to hurt me hard?
I didn't fill the consent form yet.
There I decided to choose a
Asked my teacher how's the set.
It's started out by a CS bude I see
To watch how really do it apply.
And do you know, I laugh so hard
When found out it was all just a
Before that I wished to my genie
That all a nightmare only to be.
And see thou a hard prank to me
But left me a beautiful .
©
//Happy birthday genie Little mochi .
Lots of ❤//
©nivey14 -
nivey14 27w
#summer #octobermusings #mirakee #pod
October 9 2020,1 min before tomorrow
Today again someone recalled it
The lost words of the shabby tale.
A deep rose that blossom among
Those hopeful high sunflower buds.
Footprints on the wetlands there
Speaks all,in loud canes that sails.
A piece of your heart too remains
Among those falling maple leaves.
And now a wind that blew pass me
Took away all the memories along it.
// A path that begin with an underscore
Had gone through many in between
but I see it ended after long in E //
Where E is for ethernal.
©nivey14
Pic credit : To our lovely birthday baby @nikithasharmabts_rare ( aww..your underscore?)
So sorry...Was busy for exams so couldn't do anything for your day spicyy..!! Late wishes too
But always lot of for you....!*
// A path that begin with an underscore
Had gone through many in between
but I see it ended after long in E //
Where E is for ethernal.
©nivey14 -
nivey14 27w
#Life #haiku #mondaymantras #pod #BTS #daadigotyourback #alone @writersnetwork
Written on 5 October 2020
And posted on October 6 2020
A very happy birthday@rozettia_
Inspired by BTS UN speech :
Stars shine brightest when the night is the darkest.
If the stars are hidden, we'll let moonlight guide us.
If even the moon is dark, let our faces be the light that helps us find our way.
It might feel like it's always night and we'll always be alone but the night is always the darkest before the first light of the dawn.
But this time it felt different,it felt lonelier and smaller..Why..?? I thought for a long time.
I felt hopeless, everything fall apart.
Our lives are unpredictable.We don't know all the answers.
But than I thought,"If I give up here than I am not the star of my life."
Life goes on, life goes on, life goes on, life goes on, life goes on, life goes on, life goes on...................
LET'S LIVE ON*
Life is beautiful, ( 5 )
even along all the deep dark nights ( 7 )
if you learn to live. ( 5 )
©nivey14 -
nivey14 28w
Hope a JNVian can relate....!!!
#mcop_cwc So sorry..wrote in a hurry
October 1 2020, 2 :55 pm
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Mind full of thousand thoughts surround
And me full of many things scatter around
There a backpack full of clothes- shirts, skirts, trousers and frocks
Along the peace lying guitar ready for rocks
I just woke to reach the boxes of shocks in blues'
But got my hands by those longing sports shoes.
Turn a side to watch my journal over on self hooks
But caught my eyes to those creepy school books.
Put in a toothbrush, a paste,soap ,a mirror,skin creams
Packing in some snacks,chocolates and cakes extreme.
Gathered some stuffs ,even a huge pink blankets
As from now who will warm me with his
jackets.
Everything with me, and with all tears along
But when I landed on the surreal place with halls
I left something still but never know what stuff.
A day pass and I realized I brought everything but left me.
@nivey14
Ps- Did you ever felt so homesick that you feel to run away..? Ever if not had realize but you might had. This was my first day in #JNV ..!!ENTRY NUMBER - 59
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todayis 17w
Today
It's Dec 15 Tue 2020
©todayis -
mirakee 17w
--
If I were a mermaid......
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#writingcontest #creativearena
Head to Creative Arena to participate in this writing contest and win a trophy!If I were a mermaid......
Imagine that you are a mermaid. What would it be like to live underwater?
Exploring the depths of the ocean.
Playing with the amazing creatures that live there.
Let your mind wander and write a short story or poem. -
writersbay 17w
#promisec
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park_malavika_16 34w
I wish that you would love me,
Don’t let go of my hand like yesterday
And every time my heart beats
Walk with me so I won’t get lost anymore
©park_malavika_16 -
say_me_krish 20w
Any Nice English book suggestions please?
1. Some ultimate, non boring ones :D
2. I've not read even a single novel, so don't hurt me by asking if I've read one *sighs*
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MIRAKEEAN LIBRARY
Book count: 102
J. K. ROWLING -
Harry Potter, The cuckoo's calling
DAN BROWN -
Inferno, Da Vinci code,
Angels and demons
JOHN GREEN -
Looking for Alaska, The fault in our stars,
Paper Towns, Turtles all the way down
PAULO CUELHO -
Veronica Decides to die,
Manuscripts found in Accra,
Brida, Eleven Minutes,
The zahir, Like a flowing river,
The alchemist,
The winner stands alone
KHALED HOSSEINI -
The Kite runner, A thousand splendid suns
CHARLES DICKENS -
Oliver twist, Great expectations,
The tale of two cities
RICK RIORDAN -
Percy Jackson and the Olympians series,
Heroes of Olympus series,
Kane chronicles series,
Trials of Apollo series,
Magnus chase series
NICHOLAS SPARKS -
A walk to remember, The notebook,
Dear John
JACK LONDON -
White fang, The call of the wild
JEFFERY ARCHER -
As the crow flies, A prisoner of birth
Not a penny more, not a penny less
MALCOLM GLADWELL -
The tipping point, Outliers,
Blink
STEPHEN HAWKING -
The theory of everything,
A brief history of time
GEORGE ORWELL -
Animal farm, 1984
ROALD DAHL:
Matilda
James and the giant peach
The witches
Charlie and the chocolate factory
Danny The champion of the world
The perks of being a wallflower - Stephen Chbosky
All the bright places - Jennifer Niven
The immortals of Meluha - Amish tripathi
When only love remains - Durjoy Datta
Tattooist of Auschwitz - Heather Morris
To all the boys trilogy - Jenny Han
Selection trilogy - Kiera Cass
Divergent trilogy - Veronica Roth
Kafka on the shore - Haruki Murakami
Metamorphosis - Franz Kafka
Eleanor and park - Rainbow Rowell
Me before you - Jojo Moyes
The hate you give - Angie Thomas
The book thief - Markus Zusak
The girl on the train - Paula Hawkins
The future of us - Carolyn Mackler, Jay Asher
Everything, everything - Nicola Yoon
The Forty rules of love - Elif Shafak
Fifty shades - E. L. James
Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
The mayor of casterbridge - Thomas Hardy
The palace of illusion - Chitra Bannerjee Divakaruni
The God of small things - Arundhati Roy
The lighthouse - Virginia Woolf
Train to Pakistan - Khushwant Singh
Shadow hunters - Cassandra clare
Hades and Persephone - Hope Hastings
The picture - Dorian grey
Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
Think Like a Monk - Jay Shetty
The interpretation of dreams - Sigmund Freud
Freakonomics - Steven D. Levitt
One arranged murder - Chetan Bhagat
The girl who knew too much - Vikrant Khanna
The count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
Gone girl -Gillian Flynn
The boy in stripped pyjamas -John Boyne
Lajja - Taslima Nasrin
Hunger games- Suzanne Collins
Before I fall - Lauren oliver
My sister's keeper- Jodi picoult
The diary of a young girl- Anne Frank
The book thief- Markus Zusak
To kill a mockingbird - Harper Lee
Catch 22- Joseph Heller
The catcher in the rye- J.D. Salinger
A brief history of mankind - Yuval Noah Harari.
Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
Handful of Nuts - Ruskin Bond
Mein Kampf - Adolf Hitler
The millennium trilogy - Many authors
Lord of the flies - William Golding
November 9 - Collen Hover
Hunger games trilogy - Suzanne collins
One of us is lying - Karen M. McManus.
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poursomeink 20w
I know it's a bit long but read it carefully,
These are some of the most pretentious gems I picked up from a mine I am reading nowadays.It's the simple things in life that are the most extraordinary; only wise men are able to understand them.
Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives, but none about his or her own.
"People learn, early in their lives, what is their reason for being, "maybe that's why they give up on it so early too. But that's the way it is"
" The secret of happiness is to see all the marvels of the world, and never to forget the drops of oil on the spoon."
"There must be a language that does not depend on words"
"I'm like everyone else-- I see the world in terms of what I would like to see happen, not what actually does"
"Not everyone can see his dreams come true in the same way"
"Beauty is the great seducer of men"
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ae_idhar_aaa 21w
STREAM BTS "LIFE GOES ON" MV
©_joonie_ -
chinu27 22w
#TSL
Hey lovelies, m back. After a long time, I missed u all a lot
So here are three things I am want u all to know:
1. I feel better Now. Tho not like before, but yah, somewhat better. I will tell u everything soon.
2. I won't be regular. Coz Now, my college classes have also started, so I am barely gonna get time.
3. I won't be able to reply to your comments. But yah, that doesn't mean that u should not comment, coz u know I am gonna read them all, and honestly, they are my daily dosage of positive vibes.
And yah, @jias_wand already guessed it right, so this proves that we both have same braincells, lol, it was a lame joke, I guess.
Anyways, love u all more than love.
@tamanna3 @emily_wilson @limitless_days @someone_aliveTSL
Chapter 46For two days, you decided to control yourself and not to meet with Namjoon. Strangely enough, even Namjoon didn't try to contact you. Though being a stubborn guy, Jungkook came to meet you in the evenings, even when you asked him to stay away form you due to your flu.
Finally, the last day, Namjoon texted you and asked you to meet him in his dorm room, in the morning around 8:00 am. It was strange because Namjoon, actually no one, ever asked you to meet him/her this early in the morning (at least it was early for you.)
So here you were, in front of his dorm room, waiting for him to open the door. You were pretty sure that finally today, he was going to propose you , maybe this is the reason he called you early in the morning, and that too in his dorm room. However, something in you warned that things are not going to be fine at all. But you just brushed the negative feelings off and waited for him.
He opened the door and showed you his dimples.
"Morning Namjoon."
"Morning." You entered in his room and he closed the door.
You sat on a chair while he sat beside you.
"You might be wondering why I called you so early in the morning, right?" He asked while sitting on a chair in front of you.
"Umm... Yah, kind of." You shrugged and replied.
"Well..... I wanted to talk about something really important, you know."
You nodded and said,"Okay, I am listening."
There was a brief silence when Namjoon finally spoke, "What do you think about me? I mean, let's get to the point, what do you think about Jungkook and me?"
You suddenly looked at him while squinting you eyes in confusion."I can't understand what you are exactly trying to talk about Namjoon."
He sighed and then said, "Look, you know, Jungkook is such a great guy. He is really a sweet child, a little bit shy, pretends to be tough but is really sensitive.He is actually very shy around girls." He chuckled a bit while saying the last sentence.
"Umm.. Yeah, you are right." You said, still not clear what he was trying to say.
"But you know, you are different, you are actually very different. I see that Jungkook doesn't at all feel shy when he is around you, the way he looks at you, the way he smiles when he is around you, I haven't ever seen him getting this comfortable around any girl. I think.... He loves you."
"I know this Namjoon. But will you please specify exactly what do you want to say." You said while getting impatient.
"What I am trying to say is that you should date him, that he is a good guy, and that you are very lucky."
You couldn't believe what you just heard. Was it really true? Is Namjoon saying this? The man who kissed you and confessed that he loves you a lot barely a few days ago.
"And you are saying this?You love me too, isn't it?" You asked.
He immediately looked at you, kinda surprised that you know he loves you.
"No, I don't love you." He lied while looking away.
"Oh, that is why you couldn't control your emotions and kissed me while I was sleeping, and told Vini and Tae that you love me and all and all."
"You weren't asleep then?" He asked.
"No, I wasn't."
Namjoon sighed and then lied again,"It was just an affection. Nothing else."
You gasped and then said," Can you say this while looking in my eyes Namjoon?"
A tear was about to escape Namjoon's eyes, but he quickly blinked his eyes.
He then looked at you and then said,"I do not love you. It was just an affection.
You couldn't believe it.
"Namjoon, I love you, trust me. I cannot love Jungkook. I just think of him as my good friend. I know you love me too Namjoon, and I know you are doing this for Jungkook."
Namjoon knew that your each and every word was correct. Somewhere, a part of him was screaming with joy that you also loved him. But then, he had to sacrifice his love, you, for Jungkook's happiness. He wanted to hug you and tell you that you are right, that he loved you. But then, he remembered how happy Jungkook was when he met you.
"I do not even like you. You are just my friend. Jungkook is the one for you. You shouldn't love me you know. And now, would you please leave, coz the boys Tae and Jimin would be here by any moment. You see, I have to do some work with them."
You immediately got up and said,"Namjoon, is this really you? Please tell me."
He also got up and then looked at you with an unreadable expression,"Yes, this is me. Got it?"
You felt like you were nothing. You suddenly felt a mix of emotions rushing inside you. You wanted to cry, fight with him for treating you like this. All of this was reminding you of your past, the way your ex boyfriend insulted you.
But now was not the time to break down, at least not in front of him.
"Okay then Mr. Kim Namjoon, it was nice to meet you. Hope you have a good day then." You said and immediately got out of his room.
Namjoon knew you were pissed. He even started to cry after you got out of his room. But he knee this was the only way he could see both you and Jungkook happy. He knew it would take time for you, but soon, you will love Jungkook.
While you were getting out through the main entrance of the dorms, you noticed Jimin and Tae coming. They both looked at you and smiled. You also smiled but did stop to meet them, and rushed to your car. Tears were now flowing down your eyes.
Both Jimin and Tae looked at each other. They knew something was damn off with you.
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I don't want, this dark
Night to turn into those
Haggard mornings.
I don't want to let
Those heavy baffled thoughts
Of mine to born again,
With the rise of that Helios.
I don't want to enter again,
The lane of my misfortunes
In my mind, where, the end is
Always the flowing river from my eyes.
//I just want to stay in this dark,
Where, moon sings lullabies,
Wind gusts caress my soul,
Tress shivers with me,
And all my dark thoughts
recite the elegy of my dead
Good days//
- Nikitha Sharma
