Miraquill
Hungry
My friend asked me to have dinner,
And I responded I am not able to eat at all,
My friend replied to me saying
When something is slowly eating your
Heart , mind and soul from within
You won't feel hungry
Or have urge to eat,
I don't think there is anything perfect
Which makes more sense than this
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Too much too ask for???
Sometimes I wonder where all this will end ,
I have been alone all my life.
Never had close friends who lifted me when i was down,
Nor a close cousin or relatives who supported me when I needed most,
Maybe born as first child thought me maturity in childhood, killing that innocence in me.
Being eldest child distant me from my siblings for some odd reasons,
And my love life has been a rollercoaster
But I never complained , but
Sometimes I crave for that love and care
Numerous times I feel like shouting and asking ,
Why me??? But whom do I ask this question
Don't I deserve some love , care and happiness
That affection that I am also being loved.
How can a person be so unlucky
To not recieve love or care by any means,
Is it too much too ask for ???
©Nishu Tayal -
nishutayal
34w
Tired
I am tired of waiting ,
Waiting for you to miss me .
And meet me to spend some time ,
I miss laying on your lap,
Cuddling you till we fall asleep
And tell you how i feel ,
Lately I have this feeling ;
I am losing you with each passing day .
You don't ask me these days,
If i am happy or i wish for something .
When i ask you to meet or try to talk ,
Seems like you just avoid it with excuses ,
I agree to fact you are busy and tight,
But do you realize it hurts, hurts a lot.
To be on the waiting end always.
So , finally i am giving up trying ,
And will wait till you break this routine,
And come and hug me with love
because i don't have strength
As I am too tried to try again
©Nishu Tayal -
nishutayal
36w
Heart
It's not a piece of paper,
But it's my heart.
On which I just don't write words,
But I write my love for you.
That's the reason in the world
Which is filled with betrayer's
I am always standing alone stronger
With the courage to love you forever
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nishutayal
36w
Promises
I believe in your promises,
That you will meet me one day.
But you tend to stop at every turn
And tend to forget me every passing second
Like the internal hurt
Which is not seen
But hurts the most ,
When in night you say me good night
Yet stay online for a little longer,
It hurts me internally yet I smile
Like you say we will meet someday
I will be waiting for you at the end of the road
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36w
Us
I am still angry on you ,
For the hasty decisions
You took for us ,
But at the same time
I only get sleep in your arms
I know we have differences between us
But I wish , I just wish
I could tie your future with mine
And built a house on it ,which
We would call our home
But there was a small gap
Gap built with our insecurities
Which just didn't allow
Me and You to be US
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nishutayal
37w
Illusion Love
He was like angry Earth,
And I was like the calm sky.
People say that these two
Meet at a point somewhere;
Which is nothing but illusion of eyes,
But I still wait for you near that illusion
Because even the calmest sky needs a thunder
And angry earth needs the calming sky to sooth
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nishutayal
37w
Scent
Have you ever left with the scent,
The scent of him from when you snuggled;
When he was afraid of his body smell,
Little did he know that ,
When his bare skin touched mine
It created a unforgettable memory
With the scent that lingers on me after he left.
My bed and body still have that scent
Making me feel his presence after he is gone
Leaving me in despair feeling of loosing that scent,
Because of the need to make the bed next morning;
Also a good shower that's required by the body,
Leaving me with hope of not loosing the scent somehow
Wishing that it stays with me forever
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nishutayal
39w
Missing
I know you can see through me
I hope you can read my mind
Because I can't seem to find words
To explain you how I am feeling with
The missing presence of you
You make me wait always and
Hoping for your one sight
I have spent many sleepless nights
I am afraid of losing you
And I know you say you are here
Then why don't I feel your presence around me
Why??? I feel my so empty and lonely
I crave your touch , feel and that smiling face
Which was always trying to cheer me up
Where did that guy disappear
I miss you, I miss us
Please return me my sweet , caring and loving person
Because I can't afford to loose him
©Nishu Tayal -
nishutayal
39w
Book and Love
I thought I was a book in his life,
Then realised that I was just a page
But I am not sad you know why???
Because books are kept in the cupboard,
But a page is kept in shirt pocket;
Close to one's heart❤️
©Nishu Tayal
