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  • nirwana 131w

    Hey guys, I'm just a badly depressed loner who's losing the interest of everything. I always feel like suicide is the only option. So if you guys can give me little strength to hold on, it would give some spirit to my broken soul..

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    Depression is just a word,
    Until you feel it,

    Suicide is just an another word,
    Until you want to feel it,

    ©nirwana

  • nirwana 167w

    This isn't a poem. This is how I feel currently.

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    Is this the end?

    Once I was a golden student,
    I got the highest marks,
    I was the star of my family,
    So they expected too much,
    Then something happened,
    Something named depression,
    Which changed everything,
    Then there was a final exam,
    After that,
    "You ruined everything!"
    You're a disgrace to the family "
    Why didn't you study bit hard "
    You're such a lazy ass,
    "How can we face others??"

    However,
    Now,
    All I want is,
    End this worthless life,
    Even if I'll be send to the darkness,
    I don't care,
    Maybe,
    It'd be better than,
    This living hell..

    ©nirwana

  • nirwana 177w

    Depression is not just a disorder,
    It could be a weird obsession,
    Which make us feel addicted,
    To our own little imaginary world...

    ©nirwana

  • nirwana 183w

    Mirakee is a Miracle!

    I was filled with the weird feelings,
    They were about to explode,
    So I scribbled them down,
    Then threw them away,
    But I didn't satisfied,
    I wanted to feel more
    about my own feelings,
    Then there was mirakee,
    Where I put all of my feelings,
    Thank you mirakee,
    You're a miracle for my depressed life,
    Thank you everyone,
    For reading my "feelings"..

    ©nirwana

  • nirwana 183w

    A little puzzle! Tell me the answer, if you know��

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    Tell me if you know??

    Whenever you regret,
    he makes you to be a apologiser,
    Whenever you cheat,
    he feels like cheater,
    Whenever you lie,
    he calls you a liar,
    Whenever you love,
    he wants to be a lover,

    Who is he???

    Hint:- he doesn't live too far from you

    Tell me if you know???

    ©nirwana

  • nirwana 183w

    Reality vs Fantasy

    Fantasy-: People love me and they're scared of you....

    Reality-: Maybe..But when they've to face to me they would curse you because you make it even more hard for them..

    ©nirwana

  • nirwana 183w

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    Hey guys���� how's this????

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    A letter to heaven,

    "Hey baby,
    How're you?
    I'm fine..."
    That's how I usually start a letter,
    But,
    Today I can't say like that,
    Cause,
    I know,
    You're fine there,
    And,
    Sadly I'm not fine here without you....
    However,
    I'm writing this,
    to ask something,
    I want my heart back..
    Which you've taken away with you,
    Because,
    I decided to,
    give it to someone else,
    To our baby girl,
    Whose mommy went to heaven
    And she need daddy's heart.....

    ©nirwana

  • nirwana 183w

    @writersnetwork @readwriteunite

    Love you dad��������

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    Dad.....

    There is a tear,
    behind your eyes,
    For me,

    There's love,
    behind your anger,
    For me,

    There's pride,
    behind your smile,
    For me,

    There's life,
    behind your pain,
    For me,

    And,

    There's an only man,
    Who sacrifices everything,
    For me...
    Whom I call,
    Dad.....

    ©nirwana

  • nirwana 183w

    @writersnetwork @readwriteunite

    Love you mom����������

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    Without Mom,

    No matter what have I won,
    Without mom,
    I'm a loser,

    No matter how strong I am,
    Without mom,
    I'm a coward,

    No matter how many people with me,
    Without mom,
    I'm a loner,

    No matter who I am,
    Without mom,
    I'm a no one,

    ©nirwana

  • nirwana 184w

    My heart can be gay...

    Mom,
    I'm not gay,
    I just love him,
    I know,
    A son of reputed parents,
    Can't be gay,
    A grandson of religious grandparents,
    Can't be gay,
    A brother of the school president,
    Can't be gay,
    A member of a well known family,
    Can't be gay,
    A student of a disciplined school,
    Can't be gay,
    But mom,
    My foolish heart doesn't even know,
    that I can't be gay,
    Thus,
    He decided his way,
    So,
    My heart can be gay...

    ©nirwana