Old happy self
How time flies!Old happy self, I'm sure you're happy nowLeaving me with my new sad self that anchors nothing but pain.Old happy self, don't forget me Come back someday as I live in anguish in my new sad self.Never mind, I'd find something like you in my new sad self. More better than you old happy self. What fantasy!I did think I was once happy.There was never an old happy selfI always was sad, There was never an Old Happy selfAs it has always been me and my old sad self.©nifesthoughts
My crayon broke as I tried to draw a better version of myself,I was almost there till they broke,It was the last crayon I held,My last hope!Now a better me would never be bornI'm stuck to this meI can't do this anymoreWhy? Why always me?! I give up!!!!
B4 you blame me.
I came to his place with good intentionsHe was the one with the bad intentionsWell how would I know the dirty thoughts of his heartsYou blame me but don't see this. We talked for a while and he came closerI shifted back, but, the more closer he cameI tried to talk him out but his eyes screamed pleasure.He was just a filthy horny bastard.Stop, stop I said"I won't" was his reply that disgusted my earsYou see what the dirty bastard didHe raped me and made the world blame me.Fuck you!This poem is for that girl that said No!©nifesthoughts
Many of us are scared of alot of things not repeating itself, we all have fears that we never want to feel.
Haunted and scared
Haunted by the ghost of my past again!The terrible pains, I suffered in your hands,Comforted only in the pools of my tears,I'll never forget, the horrible words you spoke.I'm scared as I know you'll come,Wanting more from me than beforeHow I'll escape your sinful ways I seekTo make me free from you, I hope.Memories, as I clutched to you and begged I see,From the mirror of the pains I feel, The memories of How I peeled my wounds and cried,You stood there looking, How unkind.Please don't come to me oh ghost, for I detest your awful sight,For i've lived in fright Oh Ghost of my past!I'll rather shoot myself and die!Than experience the horrible moment with you twice!©nifesthoughts
Tears in the rain
With claws, like that of a cat,I scratched the walls angrily,A question of Why? You might ask?I had to let it all out, oh surprised!? For it was a perpetual pain never to be felt again. I have flaws but I wear a hat,To cover all the shames I do have,The constant pain, I start to feelThat makes me pale or day long,I rather cry in the rain, than bear this pain again. So I told myself on this day,Never cry again,or you'll cry in vain,For No one cares if you live in painIn the rain, we'll wash our sins away,And stay alive, so that we are seen.©nifesthoughts
Something is changing,Finally, A new Nigeria is awoken!We've torn out our cloak of fear,We're unimaginably making this happen,A new beginning!Her new independence!2020!A year to remember!©nifesthoughts
I miss you
My hands misses the touch of its pen, Haven't thought about you for so long now,The thought of how you make me feel,How you ease my pain,The noise I make through my thought,All because I think of you,And put down my thoughts.It's been a while my friend,Since I last wrote a thoughtThat bothers my mind all long.I miss you my dear friend,I so miss my pen on papers.©nifesthoughts
#EndRape!#EndRape!How many times do we have to tell you animals!Don't you have any regrets each day of what you do!I can't do anything to save my kind, but I write to your kind everyday it's so sad!Why can't I walk on the street without being scared?That's Cause I see you there.You pin me down!Your hands over my mouth, no way to breath in air.You become so wild and dangerous I so fear,And like an animal you hurt me harshly!Don't you seeCan't you see, how bad I want this to end?!Look at me! Don't you understand?I hate what you do to me!You irritate me with your acts, and I can't do anything to fight.Which is why I write to you everyday, Hoping that someday, one-day, you'll listen to my voice!And that when you do! You change for good.#tears.©nifesthoughts
I love you. I hate you.
Love that turned hate,The story I should never tell,The love we once shared,The one I'll never dare,Love that became fear,How did it happen dear?!©nifesthoughts
@mirakee @untold_diaries @un_familar
Let me tell you a story,Of a sad world we live in,It'll be quick,It'll be brief,When I'm done, memorize,Ponder on them, and lend me your thoughts,Ha! Ha! Ha!Don't be scared! I'll tell you that, but really be terrified.For the world we live in is in danger!©nifesthoughts
This may not make sense since I tried writing after long. Nevermind. Stay safe.Edit : Thank you @writersnetwork and @mirakee .
Many a Vir(us)
Sitting on the verandah bench, I searchfor a little chaos, against the backdrop ofa silence, too strange, for a world at warwith peace. The hot tea cup sits besideme, untouched, while I struggle to gulpdown the screams that wish to spill thestories I regret having lived. Few muffledvoices reach my ears and I instinctively'cover my mouth', in an attempt to stopmine, from infecting the air with tragedy,while Nature sings renaissance in herown happy pace.I get up and walk inside. The pale greenwalls seem to suck me in a monotony Ifail to resist. Longing to step out, I try to'tie a mask', but give up when I realizehow much easier it is, to keep one up,without the knots. As a wave of dubietyhits mankind with the rising deaths andthe crashing hopes, the oceans turn apurer shade of blue. With deer on roadand men locked up, Nature, at last,masters the game, we taught her howto play. 'Wash your hands', they hum. I wonder ifthey do the same, everytime they kill adream within a child and a child withina womb. Born in an era of isolation,quarantines don't scare me more thanpeople using candles to reignite theflame of unity. I hope this flame doesn'tburn down a race whose only mantra totreat each other is : "Pull. Break. Push.Regret. Repeat." Honking cars veer intoringing bells, and while the blind lane offaith ends right before the closed shrines,the athiests have the last laugh. "It's a pandemic!", we cry out. The rustlingleaves seem to snicker. Trapped in theconflicts of our own mind, we panic asthe setting sun brings in a night, but nosleep. We vow to find a cure the verynext morning. But can we?For it's, still, the vir(us).©Merusri Mukherjee
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"Come here.. Let me show you, how much I love you" He said while tapping other side of bed. "NO...please, not today.. I'm tired"She request with her pleading eyes.ButTwo hands throw her on bed saying"Baby! You can't say No to me "Meanwhile that day She was raped once again by her husband. Behind the curtains of "HAPPILY MARRIED "©eshaandpen