//today was a day like no other I was sitting and talking to my father, suddenly he asked me,"are you happy?", there was silence, and I felt something on my face, only to see my eyes leaking, Hot tears were falling, like a tap left open, and they weren't stopping. my heart felt like it was ice cold, and my face remained expressionless.
my dear friend happiness, are you playing hide and seek? or were you never there in the first place, did I mistake you, for the absence of grief?
my dear friend happiness, I know we're strangers now, but do you remember me? because it's been so long since you've been here, I've forgotten how it feels.
my dear friend happiness, why'd you leave me? I'm broken without you here, can you please stay with me?
my dear friend happiness, I saw you with someone else that day and I couldn't help but feel bittersweet. the memories are killing me.
my dear friend happiness, grief is a good friend,she never leaves me, but I'm tired now and you were and will always be my first friend, can you please come save me?
my dear friend happiness please hurry, I'm fading without your company.
whatever you do,don't leave me with your cruel cousin numbness,please. I rather be with your eldest brother, death,really.
my dear friend happiness, I thought you were family,show me some mercy, after all our history.
my dear friend happiness, I'm so sorry. Let's stop playing the game of hide and seek. I've stopped hiding now, all you've got to do is come find me. ~A//