nehalgoyal

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A cynic, yet a dreamer. The one who waited for the Hogwarts letter to come...

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  • nehalgoyal 10w

    I take my pain as I take my rain.

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    It always amazed me how rain can mean a lot of things to me, music to my ears, tears to my eyes, petrichor to my nose, quench to my lips, rebel to my mind, falling hard to my heart and letting go to my soul.

  • nehalgoyal 10w

    Just ranting out.

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    Something reminded me today of someone who once told me that I had serious trust issues and for a long time I believed that.

    But boy, he can't be more wrong. I came to realise that I don't have trust issues, instead these are lessons learnt from some very hurtful experiences.

    I now know that when you're starving for some kind of affection, even abuse can look a lot like love. And people take advantage of that, they make all kinds of promises and in return steal away whatever little love you saved for yourself. You end up being alone and helpless, with your head messing around the thought that maybe you don't deserve to be loved.

    So when next time someone tells me I've trust issues, I'm definitely going to reply, "It's not my trust issues but my instinct that I've seen this before and I know how it ends. Maybe you should ask yourself what are you doing so wrong that I can't trust you."

  • nehalgoyal 11w

    Out of all the theories I have, this one is my favourite.

    You know how the sky is painted in a thousand colours during sunrise and sunset, when everything around you becomes a part of you? The world so silent, as if the universe is sitting next to you, reminding you that amidst all the chaos, how beautiful beginnings and endings can be.

    Or the weather just before a thunderstorm, rumbling of the sky and sudden gust of the wind, which reminds you of something powerful and ancient, of the mysteries of the universe and the sudden desire to solve them.

    Or the warm sunny days, perfect weather to step out with a little bounce in your steps, have brunch and just lie down on the grass as the sunbeams light up all of your heart.

    Or when it has been raining from days, not heavily but a constant drizzle, as if the sky is trying very hard to hold back its tears, as if it understands how difficult it is to let go.

    I sincerely believe that the weather people like the most is how they feel inside most of the time.

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    Out of all the theories I have, this one is my favourite.

    I sincerely believe that the weather people like the most is how they feel inside most of the time.

  • nehalgoyal 11w

    We can remember each other like this.

    Let my heartbeats be the music of your verses,
    and let your love be bookmarked in my poems.

  • nehalgoyal 21w

    I have learnt this the hardest way possible, and though I'm tired from all the struggle, I'm proud of myself that I made it to the end.

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    Sometimes you got to leave
    the person you love,
    to find the person who loves you.

  • nehalgoyal 34w

    Death is a strange feeling.
    Someone we know passes away and suddenly we wish we would have talked more, shared often and cared enough to be there, something we would have never done even if he had lived for a hundred years.

  • nehalgoyal 38w

    Have you ever been deprived of love and have been alone and strong for so long that at the faintest touch of affection, all your fears and hurting and pieces came tumbling down from your eyes?

  • nehalgoyal 39w

    I know love doesn't work that way
    but sometimes I really wish
    I had saved some love for myself
    before recklessly giving it all.

  • nehalgoyal 39w

    Haunting terrors of the night,
    Leave me alone and let me be.
    The mighty monsters under my bed,
    Hold my hand and watch over me.

    // Nightmares //

  • nehalgoyal 39w

    And you would always wonder for the rest of your life what did you do so wrong that no number of 'I love you' and 'please stay' were enough.

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    It is an awful feeling to love someone so much that you absolutely hate them for leaving you, even before they are gone.

    -Mr. Church