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  • nanalis 79w



    Because I meditate
    Because I pray
    Patches of Mustard
    In words that You say
    Through wandering Travelers
    That You send my way
    Thank You Father
    For Jesus today✝️
    He said Thank You
    As I drove away

  • nanalis 79w


    My darkness calls me
    In my own voice
    Often times
    I have no choice
    I listen well
    I play it's game
    I feel it all
    Especially shame
    They care not about
    Healing work I do
    Pointed fingers of blame
    It's always you
    Today I let go
    Because I will die
    If I don't
    Just sit & cry
    A hostage
    No more
    But the body
    Keeps score
    My feels are
    Inside every
    Little scar
    They brand
    My soul
    My heart
    Of coal
    No longer
    Shall I stay
    Captive even
    One more day
    Father God
    I give to You
    That makes me blue
    No it isn't
    Time #1
    This time it's to
    The Sacrificed Son
    I can only be
    Who I am
    Nothing fancy
    Never glam
    Just ridiculously
    Faithful ME
    Talking to you
    On bended knee
    Today I get to
    Tell my voice
    I'm taking back
    Power of choice
    Thank you ✝️Jesus
    For all You Are
    For all You Do
    In Your precious name
    I thank God
    For You✝️

  • nanalis 80w


    I don't even remember what this poem was going to be
    I have so many unfinished pieces
    To post on Mirakee

  • nanalis 81w


    I see the demons through the windows of your soul. Your darkness scares them. They are trying to escape, but you won't let them go! You hold hostage even yourself as you suckle at the teat of ýour demons.....swallowing & absorbing the fear almost pouring out. Negative energy rattling around unrecognizable rib where to go but to ooze out the teat of a demon into the already dark heart of your soul.
    Why do you hold your demons hostage Friend? Do you not know that the Food you truly want cannot be found in the prisons of your mind? Let go of the demons...they WANT to be set free. Suckle no more at the never ending faucet of negative energy perpetuated only by your own unrecognizable hunger for it. Go ahead, sweetie.....let them go & walk into your own darkness. See the lights...that's us waiting for you. We are ready to meet you where you are. We had teachers show us how to walk through our own darkness, guiding our way with their Light, helping us collect the little bits & pieces of our own lights along the way. We came to them much like you. Broken, scattered & ooozing self righteous indignation not knowing our anger was really just fear. Demons make for tasty snacks & can sustain you for a lifetime one rage at a time to feed the darkness you hold onto so tightly. But wouldn't a Never Ending Bounty that FILLS you for Eternity with nothing but love & light be more like what you have ACTUALLY been seeking? We are here...we are Light....we have come through our darkness to find the Light that we now get to shine for you. Fear no more your own darkness. No longer use it to harm. We can show you how to use it to heal yourself with the Source of all. Beautiful soul....YOU are not the darkness you embrace. Your Light IS in there we promise. In the darkest & deepest parts are where the truest answers are hiding. INSIDE those are the sparks of YOUR light. Didn't know you actually had.your own light did you? It is buried so deep by the constant layering of dark self will you completely forgot you EVEN had a Light self. The amazing thing is it's never too late & we are living proof. Let negativity go....she's been here long enough. She is THAT thing keeping you attached to your never ending ooze that must be told to leave before she can. Give her permission to go.... then let go. Positivity can be found in our lights & we gladly share all that you need until you find the lights you dropped along your journey that created the darkness you fight so hard to avoid letting go of. Let go & walk into your darkness to find your are so tortured by your own demons you don't even see its you torturing you by keeping them here TO torture you. Light workers are great at being guides.... we've all walked through our own darkness. We were hand crafted just for this very moment in time✝️

  • nanalis 81w


    The future I seek is unclear....blurred by the ghosts of childhood constantly blocking my view.

  • nanalis 81w


    The weight of the world so heavy around my soul my face is leaking....AGAIN
    STOP world.....stop feeling so helpless & ask for help. There is hope because if you Hold On Partnership Endures
    On bended knees & with a heavy heart I pray you find peace world.
    Your heavy hearts & sorrowful souls are suffocating me. In your peace I shall find my own

  • nanalis 81w


    Perhaps it is not the answers that need to change.
    Perhaps it is the questions that need changing

  • nanalis 81w


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  • nanalis 82w


    Where the tides rise
    To meet the skys
    Maniacal Anger
    Lunatic rage
    Caught between them
    Like a cage
    Lunacy branded across the sky
    Release & let go to God as I cry
    Losses not felt
    Not processed
    Not dealt
    With the pain of grief
    Only death seems like relief
    Inward I turn
    Like the Pacific
    Darkness to swallow
    The rage in the cage that is my mind
    Crimson tide
    Please take my rage
    Luna will provide
    What she carries inside
    My rage for you to take
    To hide
    God's got me
    Rage my friend
    To the bottom of the ocean
    A very fitting end

  • nanalis 83w


    It is with a heavy heart
    That we spend this day apart
    I know you're in a better place
    Smiles of memories show on my face
    When God calls me Home we'll meet once again
    Your heart in my soul will sustain me til then
    You left quite an impression
    Your imprint still here
    Until I'm called Home
    Shine bright Angel Dear