I ponder how the universe made more recognition and favour to people who chooses immorality over a life that is holy and inspiring as I contemplate on these thoughts a spark of light made me feel a deep and comforting reassurance, that good people may suffer the most in our secular world because they are the true warriors and soldiers who fought the best with the reason that they are by far the choosen greatest while the people who live a life of profligacy continues to dwell in a place of turmoil, despair, pity, ignorance and condemnation of soul and a spirit of humanity despite the riches and wealth they do prefer and brag maliciously.
despite the steep valleys, narrow hills, dark, murky and deep ocean, unpredictable weather and events, there is always a beautiful destination, waiting on us in front of the line, and on that test of time, the challenge for us is to eventually realize our worth and prioritize what makes us truly happy and feel loved, for everything in life takes time, even the most beautiful flower waited to bloom without telling, but rather just by showing.
we learned in physics that the speed and travel time are inversely proportional because the faster we go the shorter the time. so what if you started now? you start to love yourself, you start to prioritize yourself, you start to accept your flaws and imperfections, you start to forgive your past mistakes, you start to realize your purpose and self-worth, you start to let go of all that weighs you down, you start to appreciate every little blessings you have, and you start to live as if tomorrow ends.
then you will eventually start to achieve what you earnestly want to achieve in life.
do not delay your goals, choose to start now, no matter what circumstances you are facing, always stand up, and choose to rise again, face the uncertainties with an armor of hope, strength and peace of mind.
the catastrophes that destroyed you, the chaos that always lurks in your mind, the toxic people that tries to bring you down, the betrayal and broken promises that stabs you multiple times, the failures and hardships that kept your knees bruised, the corrupt government that makes you question humanity, the pandemic that delayed your dreams, the unprecedented events that blocked your way,
all these things that bothers you, slowly breaks you, makes you question yourself a lot, gives you hesitations, and keeps you mad,
may you always focus on yourself, your mental health, self-love, appreciating and being grateful for "what IS and not WAS and WILL"
may you always find light and hope, always find ways to appreciate the little things, most especially the gift of life that some people have been deprived of,
wake up, shake those dusts off, be proud of the small progress you make, be proud for choosing to be alive, be proud for stepping up,
be proud of yourself because no one else can cheer yourself up the most but yourself,
tell yourself everyday that just a little push, just more patience, and soon enough, everything will all be worth it,
what you are feeling right now, cannot compare to the joy and glory that will be revealed later.
at this point of my life, where I am peaceful, contented and happy, I realized many things, and one of them is that as human beings, we have infinite desires... if you are poor, you want to be rich, if you are rich, you want to be richer, it's part of human nature to keep wanting, so how do you satisfy infinite desires? well, you have to satisfy that with infinite love, but here's the catch, infinite love won't come from human beings because we die, we make mistakes, and we are susceptible to secular problems.
infinite love doesn't come from money, success and fame either because these also disappears and are fleeting,
so where do we get infinite love?
he has the capability to infinitely give and provide. no human or object in this world will ever enough to fully satisfy us, but a Creator can satisfy His Creation.
Yes, we know God, but we must let him live inside us, and soon enough, amazing things happen before your eyes, miracles and wonders that shockingly you asks yourself. "Lord, how do I deserve these goodness you bring into my life?."
when God rules in your life your perspective and mindset changes drastically in the best way you can ever imagine.
In this world and it's furore, all we seek is attachment galore, a sense of belongingness amidst harrowing mess, to feel at home, snug and cocooned nursing unhealed wounds of our guileless child inside, with tweaked esteem and pride!
And, once beckoned by disillusioned arclights of heightened emotions for their temporary delight, our gyrating heart long to drench in its downpour stretching itself to ink pleasant scores on boards of its monotonous life, in a bid to escape from its lopsided strife, yet ripping up its bandaged boundaries, exposing its fragile vulnerabilities, it further spirals down a befuddling whirlwind causing its light to be further dimmed, disparaging all it's sparkling glory and blurring golden words of its story!
For, through cycles of acceptance, we only yearn to plug our spaces writhing in repentance, as famished of our own love, we seek someone else to dole that share to our world, placing them on a beloved pedestal as if it is a flower and we just a petal, dismissing the truth that we are neither just a part, nor their embrace will somehow repair our punctured starts, for, as we revolve around radius of this nasty attachment, we go round in circles of patterns which never found vent, and stuck in web of lofty pain we beg like parched earth for mighty rains, swindling us out of our precious truth that all we need to visualise is our inner worth, an aura that transcends us beyond limits of incomplete or full, freeing us from clutches of an abominable lull!
And, as the beauty of our inner world comes to the fore, we seldom need a bucket full of momentary fixes from this world's store, making us swim with the currents , high or low, blessing us with a respendent art of letting go, holding us together to never let us veer off the evolving course thus juxtaposing us with that liberating flow!