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  • mysocalledthoughts 21h

    I let everything get to me,
    My heart a platform for
    constant change, bring
    upon me roaring sadness,
    laughter and pain.
    I can channel it all and
    rewire myself
    Anew, ready for a
    brand new day.
    ©mysocalledthoughts

  • mysocalledthoughts 1d

    What is pretty?
    Is it the curve on my lips
    Or the lines exentuating my hips?
    Is it the tone of my skin, or the discolouration
    decorating my skin,
    Is it the texture of my hair, curling to frame
    The oval shape of my face.
    Or is it the weight distriputed unevenly
    Lowering my self esteem even lower that it is.
    Call me old fashioned, but why does it matter
    So much to meet an agenda that is far from our reality.
    Starving, plucking and bleaching our skin to fit
    a criteria never meant to be cinched into.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 5d

    On my casual strolls,
    My intermediate clauses,
    The wondering trains amidst the
    Platforms, keep my thoughts on overdrive
    Amidst their course. I've visualised too many
    Times of how quick it would be to part
    With this world if I'd taken four steps forward
    And leapt. Against all odds I wasn't scared,
    Yet here I am; afraid, alive but dead on the inside.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 1w

    The patience left within me, is all in vain.
    The pressure cackling from reality
    is keeping me far from strong.
    Let my summit burn, it's filled
    with secrets not worthy of the world.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 1w

    I spy with my little eye
    A fearful emotion
    Neglected due to ties,
    Burdened by his history
    Latched onto his past
    Never ending misery
    Forever laid upon its path
    He tries regidly to make amends
    For a mistake that never was
    Once his, how far will it go
    To please all those before him
    Before it gives up and allows
    Their thoughts to become one
    With its. How much will you endure?
    How far will you fall, before you
    Realise the problem was never yours.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 1w

    Singe what's remaining,
    The thoughts idling my mind
    So freely, I've been captivated by
    The curses wandering amidst
    The rampaging sea of overthinking
    Leaving me a waking mess
    Breathless, I arise only the face
    The demons at my heel again.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 2w

    Sedately mind,
    With serene thoughts
    Muddled with fabricated
    Happiness, blind my fears
    And forge my soul anew
    With twistes memories
    I'll never be able to
    differentiate.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 2w

    I'm counting on one hand,
    The patience left within me
    To endure another painful day
    So ready to give in to the temptation
    Called an ending; an endless lullaby
    To sink and never rise again.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 3w

    Why is it impossible to heal
    From repetitive wounds,
    That constantly target the same spot
    Even when your fully aware when they will strike.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 4w

    The darkness brewing in my soul
    Boils steadily, adapting to the changes
    I've forced upon my vessel on short notice.
    Forgive me self, for I've accepted all the lingering
    Trauma to be one with myself.
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