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  • mysocalledthoughts 3d

    I want to give in, give up the weight
    pressing down on my shoulders.
    I've been sinking for as long as I remember,
    I should've adapted to this burden
    A long time ago but it only keeps
    getting heavier with time.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 2w

    It hits me randomly at times,
    when it's quiet and I'm surrounded
    by the echoing of my thoughts.
    Loneliness is a feeling
    I despise ever knowing.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 2w

    I try my best to swallow down these feelings
    But they keep inflating, keep swelling up
    all the way up to my throat; Leaving a lump
    the size of a mountain waiting to burst.
    I don't see what benefit befalls dealing with
    my feelings in this way but it's a constant
    repetition making me want to end my
    miserable existence.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 4w

    It keeps building up,
    Bubbling slowly till I'm at my wits end;
    I'm sinking in my own frustration
    With no exit anywhere in sight,
    I keep calling to those around me,
    But nothing ever changes till
    There's a funeral and my
    Corpse at the helm.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 5w

    My thoughts are wild at night;
    Living off my sleep deprived mind.
    Feeding the beasts dwelling amidst
    The silent thoughts drifting, silent
    But deadly leaving me wanting
    For peace and a shut eye.
    I see only circles decorating
    My sights upon peering
    At my reflection,
    Growing darker
    With each
    and every
    Night.
    ©mysocalledthoughts

  • mysocalledthoughts 6w

    The fading light at the end of the tunnel,
    Dimming with every step I attempt to take forward;
    I slow my pace down as I try to accept my fate.
    There's no need to move ahead when darkness
    Is what remains to keep me in an embrace.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 7w

    My reasons to stay afloat,
    barely hanging onto fading lights.
    The starry nights turned into a blank canvas;
    awaiting a solemn ending for this nightmare,
    constantly rising from death.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 7w

    In plain sight

    I clung to you like a moth would to a light;
    There was an alluring feeling you stirred
    within me, I've never felt with anyone else.
    My heart still merely flutters at the thought of you.
    You crossed my mind all too often a stupid
    smile would string along my face.
    Your presence made me happy; only to
    shatter me into more pieces than I was before.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 7w

    My mind is awfully clear,
    Regardless of the countless bridges
    Burning before me. I see nothing amounting
    from decaying regrets and wilting
    disappointments; let my silence be,
    the only voice to reason with thy.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 8w

    Actress;
    Swallow it down, no matter the pain
    Don't let them see you struggling in vain.
    Keep it together and break down all you want
    When there's nobody to witness your ache.
    Don't embarrass us with tears meant for a show case.
    ©mysocalledthoughts