Miraquill
I want to give in, give up the weight
pressing down on my shoulders.
I've been sinking for as long as I remember,
I should've adapted to this burden
A long time ago but it only keeps
getting heavier with time.
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It hits me randomly at times,
when it's quiet and I'm surrounded
by the echoing of my thoughts.
Loneliness is a feeling
I despise ever knowing.
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I try my best to swallow down these feelings
But they keep inflating, keep swelling up
all the way up to my throat; Leaving a lump
the size of a mountain waiting to burst.
I don't see what benefit befalls dealing with
my feelings in this way but it's a constant
repetition making me want to end my
miserable existence.
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It keeps building up,
Bubbling slowly till I'm at my wits end;
I'm sinking in my own frustration
With no exit anywhere in sight,
I keep calling to those around me,
But nothing ever changes till
There's a funeral and my
Corpse at the helm.
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My thoughts are wild at night;
Living off my sleep deprived mind.
Feeding the beasts dwelling amidst
The silent thoughts drifting, silent
But deadly leaving me wanting
For peace and a shut eye.
I see only circles decorating
My sights upon peering
At my reflection,
Growing darker
With each
and every
Night.
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mysocalledthoughts
6w
Read MoreThe fading light at the end of the tunnel,
Dimming with every step I attempt to take forward;
I slow my pace down as I try to accept my fate.
There's no need to move ahead when darkness
Is what remains to keep me in an embrace.
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mysocalledthoughts
7w
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My reasons to stay afloat,
barely hanging onto fading lights.
The starry nights turned into a blank canvas;
awaiting a solemn ending for this nightmare,
constantly rising from death.
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mysocalledthoughts
7w
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In plain sight
I clung to you like a moth would to a light;
There was an alluring feeling you stirred
within me, I've never felt with anyone else.
My heart still merely flutters at the thought of you.
You crossed my mind all too often a stupid
smile would string along my face.
Your presence made me happy; only to
shatter me into more pieces than I was before.
©mysocalledthoughts.
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My mind is awfully clear,
Regardless of the countless bridges
Burning before me. I see nothing amounting
from decaying regrets and wilting
disappointments; let my silence be,
the only voice to reason with thy.
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Actress;
Swallow it down, no matter the pain
Don't let them see you struggling in vain.
Keep it together and break down all you want
When there's nobody to witness your ache.
Don't embarrass us with tears meant for a show case.
©mysocalledthoughts
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whitewings
37w
I know
my hands could look
more beautiful,
if only I tried.
But I've been carrying
the ruins
of broken homes.
I need bricks,
to build mine.
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the_lost_melody
38w
Read More/ even on my worst day
did I deserve, babe
all the hell you gave me? /
-( my tears ricochet, taylor swift )
I'm tired of your faithless love
it drowns
in the ocean of my tears
dripping
drop by drop
on porcelain platforms
made out of your
deceit and
sweet smiles
I don't want
to write another
happy ending
because
it isn't
the end
and nor
it is happy
I just wish
you
understood me for
who i am
And not as
the world views me
You try to be the victim
of every hurt you have caused me
and they
those blindless fools
believe you
every damn time
Aren't i yet another melody
humming my sadness
in tunes and rhythmic words
but you must know
there's nothing
melodious about it
the next time
when you see me smiling
hug me close
because that's when
I'm at my lowest
my laughs are
echoing hollowness
that you shouldn't believe in
my life a pretence
i live
is not
your sanctuary
of deceit
the next time
you visit my grave
remember
to not cry
your pitiful tears
staining
the only peace
I could ever reach
/ run, before my nightmares haunt you in your daydreams /
-thelostmelody.
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the_lost_melody
38w
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I like the way he writes
his words twist and turn
like creepers with flowers blooming all around
I call him my fate
and he says it was a mistake
a coincidence that shouldn't have occured
I'm a red stain on his past
quite visible and dreary
he is a song in my story
the background music
that keeps playing
for how do I recite
my beginning
if it's not with him
I'll tell you a secret
he adores me
in the dark corners of his heart
he keeps
singing lullabies
I've left long behind
he's the one you see
laughing with others
but you wouldn't believe me
when I say
that his heart
aches at night
I could say
that he is the fallen
maple leaf
I've kept
pressed in the pages
of my diary
and though everyday he withers
the memory is still the same
just a little old
and a little more sweet
he is everything
I've ever longed for
my sunshine on rainy days
the tears on my pillow case
an unaddressed letter
hidden in plain sight
the words I couldn't
whisper out loud
he's my weakness
I lean on
when even my
strongest strengths
abandon me
he is so much more
an expanding universe
I wish to hold within
but if you ask me
about him
I will deny
his very existence
/ for what is the memory of a sad love, if not the hugs you give yourself in the middle of the night, the smile that grazes your lips, when you deny yourself another chance at love, the magic that when gone, still lingers in sadness and heartaches /
-thelostmelody
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whitewings
42w
Hating you never felt quite right.
It was like hating a part of myself.
It felt awful and painful.
While loving you...
though came naturally,
wasn't easy.
So I was either hurting
or struggling...
comfortably.
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pranat03
42w
he loves her
just enough to
keep her in his
poems but
not in
life.
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pranat03
43w
they are the best kind
of people who even
though run away
from light but
carry their
own moon
wherever
they go.
©pranat03 -
ariachez
43w
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pranat03
71w
all these years
i have been
fooling my heart
by intentionally
looking in all
the places you
cannot be,
for my heart
believes one day
or the other it
will find back its
missing piece.
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pranat03
72w
isn't it okay
to think of you
even when i am
not missing you,
to keep you alive
here in my mind
even when you
are not.
©pranat03 -
branthan
73w
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