myinnermadness

Crystal Greig

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  • myinnermadness 69w

    I want to rid myself of secrets
    Rid myself of shame
    Rid myself of love
    The prelude to all of my pain

    Take away my face
    The mask of present me
    A duality voices
    Screaming silently beneath

    No more questions
    Or fairy tale scenarios
    Follow the path of the straight and narrow
    Far from the hearts hysteria

    CLG

  • myinnermadness 72w

    Sie liebten sich beide

    Sie liebten sich beide, doch keiner

    Wollt es dem andern gestehn;

    Sie sahen sich an so feindlich,

    Und wollten vor Liebe vergehn.

     

    Sie trennten sich endlich und sahn sich

    Nur noch zuweilen im Traum;

    Sie waren längst gestorben,

    Und wußten es selber kaum.

    Heinrich Heine

  • myinnermadness 73w

    Not really sure of where I'm going
    Only know of where I've been
    A shadow of the straight and narrow
    A fork in the road; close my eyes watch me spin

    What I am used to is what I see
    In that backwards facing mirror
    If I can only adjust my sight; try as I might
    Things may become more clear

    I teeter on the edge
    Contemplating choice
    Knowing that the path I choose I mustn't refuse
    But give it's final voice

    Step..

    CLG

  • myinnermadness 75w

    I close my tired eyes
    Inhale a laboured breath
    Attempting to prepare myself
    For this journey of self depth

    He told to me to go back
    To that fragile little girl
    Sit and talk with her awhile
    Watch the tangles start to unfurl

    Eyes so bright and innocent
    A heart tender and naive
    Little known of love and loss
    Little known of grief

    I sit here and I cry
    For the child I once was
    Before I made her insecure
    When being her was enough

    I'm sorry sweet, young soul
    You should have never listened
    Now you've spent much of your lifetime
    Wishing for what isn't

    CLG

  • myinnermadness 78w

    If I begin to write for you
    You will become mine
    Forever a page in my story
    Our moment captured in time

    CLG

  • myinnermadness 79w

    My fear is that you'll leave me
    Logic says you will
    I'll be here on my own again
    Not able to handle my feels
    I'll cry my tired eyes out
    Unable to catch my breath
    The world crashing down around me
    My heart dying a lovesick death
    With no one to share the hurt
    No one to ease my pain
    I'll suffer in this wicked silence
    Fighting to stay mid-level sane

    Tick
    Tock

    CLG

  • myinnermadness 80w

    An ocean of tears
    fill her emerald eyes

    Her twisting heart
    escaping through somber cries

    She sighs
    She sighs

    aVa

  • myinnermadness 83w

    I got these.....feels
    Sometimes I just can't....deal
    Always the need to....heal
    Trying to differentiate what's....real


    aVa

  • myinnermadness 84w

    Sometimes, I need to be alone with my thoughts
    Or at least that's what they say
    I need to be alone with my thoughts, sometimes
    Or they won't go away

    aVa

  • myinnermadness 87w

    If I could tear away the flesh
    Expose the breast; the bone
    Maybe my heart could catch a breath
    Before dying on its own

    Expose the breast; the bone
    Go beyond the rules of sight
    Before dying on its own
    My heart will know what's right

    Go beyond the rules of sight
    Strip the demons to the floor
    My heart will know what's right
    Just the whispers to ignore..

    Strip the demons to the floor
    Maybe my heart could catch a breath
    Just the whispers to ignore..
    If I could tear away the flesh

    CLG