~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Prison gates are opened, I wondered. My eyes, used to be in dark, snubs when seeing the light! Fresh air of freedom all I breath
I don't know the exact day or time. While walking, someone shouted "can I come with you?", but I rebuffed for my own goodness. Bare legs on the grass, chill land and the chill ness passed through my nerves bones and veins and ceased at my heart. An avid freshness, I felt.
I'm able to move my hand freely out of my nerve problem. Loosen hair. No more people to comment on me, about my attire, my hair, my decisions or anything about me, as I have walked a very long distance from my past. I'm alone, but I felt happy, For no more ordinances of the crucial society I should follow, no more cast differentiation, colour discrimination, no more deathly rules
I remembered saying about me to people, some laughed, some shocked, "you are just a little girl." Of course I'm little but the most bitter truth is I'm a girl, right? A girl who is oppressed by the society. A society which has no logic, on teaching one to become what they like apart from her dreams, desires and talents. But I'm lucky, as I'm saved from being a wife to some unknown stupid consort, as I'm now on my own
Long away from past, This is a new world, I met. Unknown people, unknown language, unknown culture. Infront, I'm just like a newly born baby. Where I can start my new life, competing with my Sorrows of loneliness conquering with my happiness of departure, living on with my own dreams and desires, where I can use my talents to thrive hard to live. Made my mind..... I'm the only responsibility to me
Happy, when this 5 minute happiness in dreaming this, come true.... It's all my dream, no technology or money or relationship, I yearn for...but a life which I could live As truly me. Its all the dream of every agonizing girl in conventional societies, every woman in the world where no equality is felt even it's said
She sits trying to knit back her broken wings Her bruises cunningly concealed and only silhouettes just peaking from her tattoos Her hands steady yet shakes from all the pain Her vision blurred by tears but she has done this many times till it reduced to her special routine It changed status from being a task and just conformed to reflex Her mind far reminiscing of how her wings beat strong and swift How she towered those blockade , how she unruly owned the sky and savoured her empire This time round she was slow coz something had broken her endearing routine She had something deviant amidst her stranded limbo state A way out, a life line to entangle with,the blinding light beyond the noir black tunnel She caved in to hers majestic and mystic aura, she was hope She sat anxiously trying to suppress her negative regime She was to glide down and uproot her from her long lasting foe,the fixed pattern of disappointment Helplessness, this is new to her when she went numb her mind foggy Every light beaming from above absorbed her attention "let it be her" So focused in the sky she didn't even notice her standing next to her all the time, her hands gently on her shoulder all the time Steadfast on trying to stitch the remaining routine of hers so she could sore again and breaking her heart once again... @mirakee@writers network#stranded#reclamation
When someone's presence becomes so anorectic in your life It's lucky to get over this weakest link When you would keep having this terrible obsessive thought That you couldn't breathe without that someone And dear you have to toss This feeling into the recycle bin It does reduce the horizon Of pleasures for transient being And for sure your life may appear that hell But gradually you learn What was hollowing you From within was just a crap And needed let go of for the eternal good
The torrential rains from your eyes Do help you cleanse the lump of pain Clogged deep inside Cataracting your discretion thinking of their alluring promises of staying forever With abundance of warmth and care Ah, in this fantasy how you got befooled Spoiling the truest moments of life How you forgot your very own smiles Building home in alien lands Letting the winds of change blow up your bliss
Bear this lesson in your mind That... People betray,hearts break souls ache and minds lose But what about life? it moves on yes it DOES move on, so have to you. BECAUSE... A new dawn awaits you Fresh dew longs to refresh your wilted hopes Get up,darling,one more time spread your arms Embrace the sunbeams kissing your parched beats Glean up all the fragments To cast yourself anew Into the mould of winner,yes,this time reducing all fears to nought... Expunge the wrinkles of fatigue Water the seeds of success Do not yield to despair work on your dream A better tomorrow A better experience An enviable bliss With millions in standing ovation To sing of your feats To idolize you Yes,my dear sagged self, all shall be there Solely for you To own you....
And do remember please With every action of yours it's only your soul that connects the most And suffers the worst.. You can become the cause of your cheer as well as the rain of your eyes... So choose wisely... What you wanna gift yourself...