मेरा जन्म भी एक एहसान है, मेरे अपने जताते हैं बात बात पे, पर्दों के नीचे दब गई मैं, ना हक मुझे कोई पढ़ने का, मेरा जहान तो यही रसोई है, मुझे हक नहीं आगे बढ़ने का, पहले गुड़िया छीनी मेरी, फिर एक-एक करके छीने खिलौने, ना हक है मुझे हंसने का, ना देते हैं वह रोने, मैं रोना चाहती हूं मुझे दिल खोलकर तो रुला दो, मैं हाथ जोड़ती हूं मेरा बचपन मुझे लौटा दो, क्यों मेरे साथ गुमसुम हो गई यह तन्हा सी रातें, क्या मेरा जन्म लेना ही गुनाह है? ए खुदा यह तो मुझे बता दे! ए खुदा यह तो मुझे बता दे!
थोड़ी बड़ी हुई मैं, तो मेरे जिस्म के हुए समझौते, मेरे बाप की उम्र के, इस जिस्म को देखें नजरें गढो़ के, कुछ ने कहा, "तेरा जिस्म बड़ा ही मस्त है, एक रात तो साथ बिता ले, मैं खरीद लूंगा तुझे, जरा दाम तो अपना बता दे" झूठा प्यार जिताने के लिए हर मोड़ पर मिले दिलवाले, पर कोई ना ऐसा मिला जो रुह को मेरी पहचाने, ना जाने ऐसी क्या हुई गलतियां, एसिड अटैक की जो मिली धमकियां, 16 बरस की लड़की का रेप, सुनने मिला है हर अखबार में, अगर इस जिस्म का ही सारा कसूर है तो, खुदा! जिस्म को ही मेरे जला दे, क्या यह जिस्म ही मेरा गुनाह है? ए खुदा यह तो मुझे बता दे! ए खुदा यह तो मुझे बता दे!
#Mothers Day#mirakee#hindi_poem#thoughts#Life#real#writers network Happy Mother's day All of you from my side To the world yor are mother But to your family You are the world. इस मातृ दिवस पर मेरी तरफ से mirakee फैमिली के सभी मा ओ को मातृ दिवस की हारदिक शुभकामनाए.... आप लोग हमेशा खुश रहे और भगवान हमेशा आपको अच्छा रखे वही दुआ करते है..... सिर्फ़ mothers day ke दिन ही नही बर्स के 365 days ही उनको आपना प्यार दे और उनको respect करे और ख़ुश रखिए , उनके लिए जितना भी करें कम होगा । लेकिन यकीन मानिए वे कभी आपसे नही कहेंगे ... वे ऐसी सक्स है जो दुनियां में बेइंतहा प्यार करते है आपसे☺️ लिखने मे कुछ गलती हों तो माफ़ी चहुंगी......
ईउ तो हम दिन में कुछ न कुछ लिखते है रहते मा के ऊपर क्या है लिखे, पूरा जग ही है जाने आख़िर आप हो क्या? जितनी भी कहे कम ही है लगता.... आज सोचा कि आपकी वो हर एक दास्ताए, कठिनाई, ये दर्द बयान है कर दू , जो हर एक कोई महसूस तो कर सकें.......!
मां एक शब्द हो सकता है क्या नहीं न ? आख़िर मां है क्या.....? कह सकते है आपलोग......? इस दुनियां में पहला क़दम रखकर सब के साथ पहला पहचान कर देनेवाली ही तो मां है...........!
उंगली पकड़ कर चलना सीखाना, ख़ुद का पंख फैलाकर उड़ना सीखाना; ख़ुद कितनी भी कठिनाई का सामना क्यों न करें फ़िर भी हमें हसने सिखाने वाली ही तो मां है..........!
थोड़ा सा भी बुखार हो तो पूरी रात जागकर दिल से ठीक हो जाने की दुआ देने वाली ही तो मां है...........!
मां एक विश्वास है! जिनकी साहस की छाया से ही तो हम जीवन में आगे बढ़ते है। उनकी विश्वास से ही तो हम ख़ुद के पैर पर खड़े होते है.....!
मां खराब काम करने से मां को गुस्सा भी आता है मां दांत ती भी है हमें आख़िर है न......? लेकिन बाद मे प्यार से समझाने वाली ही तो मां है............!
मां की वलिदान की दस्ताए अनेक है जो हम एक दिन में बया करें बहुत कुछ है रह जाएंगे...... तो आपलोग क्यों नहीं समझते हो या न समझने की ढोंग करते है....
मा का स्थान बृद्धाश्वाम में नहीं हमलोगो के दिल में होना चहिए ! वे तो हमलोगों में कभी फ़र्क नहीं करते तो आप क्यों है करते.....!
याद रखना मृत्यु का स्थान अनेक है.... लेकिन जन्म देकर अच्छा इंसान बनना सिखाने वाली स्थान ही तो मा है........!
i really appreciate you all for the support you guys have given me,
you all should be proud of yourself for this.. thinking you all from bottom of my heart..
as if now i have 4 dedicated volunteers to search and verify the leads.. Mohit, manish, Shilpa, kavita and of cours 5th is me 'Sahil Mittal' aapka (Mittal_Saab) these volunteer also must be appreciate enough..
How do I start my writing, I often think. But then I think it's very easy to start something when it comes to write about you because you're the starter of my life. And like the way, my life starts on you, I can start this letter with the name,I have given to you.
Dear Mother India,( I call my mom with this name only)
Thank you so much for being there with me and thank you so much for being the reason of my existence.
You're the one,who cared for me since the very first day, I started growing in your womb. Thinking about me only rather than thinking about yourself, you became the one, who cared for me before my birth in the outter world. You lived here to give me the life and put yourself in danger to give me birth. Before taking the birth in the world, I took birth in your womb and experienced the most beautiful phase of my life because till then my whole world existed inside the body of the most beautiful lady on the earth.
When I was born, everyone was happy that was shown in their eyes and lips in the form of smiles. You were the one, who silently cried with all the emotions putting into those tears. You just had had a killing pain, still you were shining with the lights of motherhood. Thank you for feeding me without telling. From teaching me how to speak and walk, to giving me the basic knowledge, you became my teacher too. You were my first childhood friend who played with me and the fairy of my nights,who sung lullabies for me. Till the childhood, you were the one I trusted the most. But the most scaring moment in my childhood was, when you used to fall sick and second most scary thing was, When you used to blackmail me saying 'I won't be your mom anymore if you'll not follow whatever I say & I'll turn into blah blah's mommy. Later on I realized, mother's are unchangeable and irreplaceable.
My teenage made you suffer a lot. With all the physical changes, you taught me everything. Menstruation never looked heavy or inauspicious to me because you understood and supported me. You fought with all the physical changes within me but those psychological changes were making a gap between you and me. Somewhere in understanding and trusting the world, I started considering you as enemy. But you didn't give up. You gave time to me and the changes in me. Somewhere in between saying "Mom, you won't understand", silly me forgot that only you'll understand, who knows me more than I know myself. You were the first one, I wanted to see after returning back from outside. No matter how much did I want to leave you in anger, your absence was the most horrible dream and reality for me.
From waking up continuously to change my nappies to waking up in my illness and from there to waking up for my exams, I don't know how much nights,you missed to sleep. Everytime, when I lose the self confidence and self esteem, you were the one, who knew the inner shine of me. From waking me up in the mornings with the raising sun to raising my confidence in darker nights, you built me up as the most strong girl after you and left some of your reflections in me. Sorry for all the frustrations, I vomited on you due to my own mistakes and anger. Sorry for the harsh language and words, I ever used for you.
From making food for me to feed me with your own hands, you were the best masterchef. The wishes that were denied by God were fulfilled by you. You always fulfilled my good demands. You became my secret holder, a forever trustworthy friend. How do I forget the support you gave to me, the every single day. You worked on my dreams even more than I did. Whenever I lose my confidence, I used to get it back by laying in your lap.The most scary thing was getting scolded and beaten by you for my well wishing, which I understood so far. Later on I realized, mother's are the best support.
I remember when I got the degree of Masters, you were more happy than me like it wasn't me who got the degree but it was you who scored the 1st position. Books and study were never a burden to me because you never put any pressure on me. You slowly started teaching me the household chores. I wasn't skillful like you nor I'm till now, but I never forget your efforts which were more than mine. It was you, who made every dish I wanted to have. I don't remember, If I ever felt hesitation to say anything to you. I remember that I had fallen in love, and shared it with you but you slightly pulled me out from the mess. And how do I forget that how much did you cry on my wedding day. The most scary thing here was going to another house after leaving you. Later on I realised you also did the same and I'm the result of that. And there I knew how emotional and sensitivite you were for me. There only I realized mother's are the mixture of strength and emotions.
Now, When I'm experiencing the motherhood, I'm realizing all the things done by you. You forgot yourself and lost your beauty for me. Your life changed into mine and you started living me. My kids ask me that who is my role model, I silently smile on their question and think about you. Everyone loved me but no one tolerated me like you did. May be I won't be deserving to anyone but I'm happy because at least, at the very last I deserve to be yours, I deserve to be my mother's. I deserved to be loved by you.
"You succeeded in everything but failed in being bad like you failed in creating your fake angers."
People think, being a mother isn't anything but you proved them wrong. You achieved a lot. You're the most successful woman with the best motherhood. Motherhood is the biggest achievement among all because it pays, it suffers, it sacrifices, still it survives and gives best out of it. It's not any task or duty or a profession but an emotion that not everyone can feel. Even if it's a profession, then it's the only one, which is paid zero amount of cash because it is being paid the amount of love, respect, trust and so on things that are much more than money.
"Motherhood pays a lot but isn't get paid a single penny."
This one day celebration or one later can't explain you or thank you enough for your love and tolerance of everyday. But rather than this, I can't do anything else. These long notes can't define your love. They don't even stand infront of you. You are meant to be loved everyday likewise all the days start and end on you. You aren't the form of God, but you're God itself. I can't think how many times,your prayers and blessings saved me from unwanted, unseen, unexpected things and accidents. People wander to find the God & God already exists in mothers. Mothers are the first name taken by a baby, also it's the first name that is taken in every fears and tears and joys too.
"Mothers are good and so is their motherhood. May God keep them happy & safe, touchwood."
Your little one has grown and has now her own little ones. Someday, perhaps, they'll write same for me on my successes and failures. People say ,my shadow looks like you more than it looks like me. They also say that you reflect out from me, but I think I still have to learn so many things to be like you. May be I didn't succeed in being a good daughter but you were always successful in being a mother and may be I'll fail in being a good mother but I will give all the best of mine to my daughter. May be I failed somewhere, but you didn't. And the day,when my kids will write about my success only, I'll understand that I have totally captured and adopted you inside me & I have succeeded to be like you. Till then I'll keep trying to be like you..
"Nothing starts & ends without you but still everything starts & ends on you."
"There is no child without a mother and no childhood without motherhood."
Thank you for being my mother. Thank you for living the motherhood for me. Thank you for giving me birth. Thank you for feeding me, raising me, understanding me and standing by my side. Thank you for loving me unconditional in every condition. Thank you for being in my ups and downs. Thank you for always being there with me. Thank you for loving and caring after me. Thank you for tolerating me, Mom!!
Thank you Mother India, Mum, Mom, Mommy, Mummy, Maa, Mata, Ammi. She is called by many names but emotions are always same.
I love you Mom, more than saying and writing it, I mean and feel my words with all the innocent emotions inside them. Yours ~Rani_Shri