missdontknowwhattofeel

Introverted overthinking INFP Gemini here.. on the insistence of my dearest! Love you ❤

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  • missdontknowwhattofeel 2d

    #december #wod thank you @writersnetwork for ❤ and @miraquill for EC

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    Hey December,
    What do you have in store for me?
    Is it going to be a joyful month?
    Or a bittersweet one?
    Till now I fail to perceive how this month will go
    It is puzzling
    With so many conflicted emotions all around
    With some farewells coming
    Surrounded by people all in a gray state of mind
    And exams hovering over our head
    As of now the only thing to hold on is 'hope'
    Hope that everything will turn out well
    That all will be good in the end

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 1w

    To those who I could not help while they were in their difficult situations... To the ones who were always there when I needed them but I could not be there when they needed me

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    I was naive
    I thought we were okay as how we were
    I thought you were doing good.
    But if you were truly fine
    There would have been no need for you to change
    And now I can't help but question myself everytime
    What could I have done to help you?
    Had I been too selfish not to notice what you were going through?
    Did I turn a blind eye towards you?
    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 1w

    I'm learning that people change
    And we really cannot help it
    No matter how much we want the past
    Something that is gone will always be gone
    I'm learning that sometimes some people make promises never to keep
    But only to make you feel good at that moment
    I'm learning that people change
    But memories stay
    Sometimes we cry over those moments, sometimes we laugh and feel special
    And sometimes we grow and forget them
    With some people no matter how much we try we can not make them stay
    We can only just hope that someday they will look back and cherish those moments, If possible try to reach out
    And if destiny wills we will be able to form a great connection
    Or get lost as strangers

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 3w

    Sitting on the front porch with the key still in my bag
    No particular desire to go inside
    Nothing waiting for me in there
    But to follow the regular routine
    Trying to find the strength to go on everyday
    Trying to come to terms with reality
    Trying to make sense of things
    Hoping that things will work out for the best

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 4w

    #wod #start thank you @writersnetwork for the ❤ and @miraquill for the EC

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    Two things are eating my soul
    You and my own self

    Your memories, your words, your action
    And my conflicted heart, my messed up mind

    I don't know what I want from you nor do I know what I want from myself anymore

    Rollercoaster emotions, fatigue, numbness they are all a regular part of my daily routine now

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 5w

    The past looks so good
    The memories were all very sweet
    So why then do they now bring me only confusion?
    Why is it that now I wish to forget all the times we shared together?
    If I knew this would happen then I would have made sure to not give you any place in my heart
    If I knew this would happen then maybe I would have been prepared
    But you came right at the moment when I was feeling lost
    You pulled me out of the slump
    And now why have you left me?
    If you were going to leave me then it would have been better if I had never taken your hand
    Now I can't help but to wish to have never known you

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 7w

    Oh, what would I not give to feel as light as a feather
    To be free from all the worries
    To live in a far away land
    Where I can leave all my troubles down
    Do anyone know the route to that place?

    If only I could run away to a fairy land
    Maybe then my heart would be less numb
    Maybe then my mind would be less troubled
    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 7w

    Lie Lie Lie

    Your smile is a lie
    It is a shield you put up to cover your true feelings
    You say that often
    My response to that will always be another smile

    Yes my smile is a lie
    What you said is true
    I don't want to let people in
    I want to keep them at bay
    Don't want to feel that again
    I make it a mission to hide my feelings from you
    You will never know what I truly feel
    The problem is not you, it is me
    I have a lot of issues that I fight with myself
    Ones which I can never let people know
    It is a shield for myself
    I realise that when people smiles, the others think they are okay and do not pry into their lives much
    A stretch of the lips is one of the best ways to stay silent at times
    And also the best way to maintain congeniality
    Maybe someday I'll share them with the ones who remains but not today
    For now I need a shield

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 7w

    The rain is falling,
    There is a chill in the air.
    And I in my room all alone listens to the sound of the falling rain.
    Clothes need to be washed, but I dare not.
    What if it continues raining the whole day?
    They will not dry.
    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 7w

    What is grey?

    A mix of black and white
    The color of inner battle
    Conflict between the mind and the heart

    Grey is how I feel most days
    Torn in between what is right and wrong
    Pondering over my decision over and over again before taking a step

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel