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  • miss_snowflakes 169w

    ....oh how I wish I wasn't��

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    I sure lost me ..
    Somewhere between your smiles
    And my smiles ...
    ©miss_snowflakes

  • miss_snowflakes 170w

    ........sometimes....writting is therapuetic..
    some othertimes...writting is the only truth that exists.....

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    i looked into the mirror
    only to meet an unfamiliar ugly face
    it looked sleep deprived and depressed
    it took me a minute to register
    oh! its me...
    i found myself smirking
    slowly i took in the facts about the new me....
    the once brown eyes i used to get lined with those black liners seems to have sunken down
    i remember someone telling me it used to sparkle when i am happy
    they must have been lieng
    for now all i see is a dead hoplessness in them...
    i still remember my teacher who told me..i wish you would keep smiling like this forever
    oh! it didnt happen mam i wish i could tell her..
    its been long a smile passed those dried lips
    did i loose weight or did i gain some...
    i dont understand...
    but this is suffocating me....
    they keep telling me..i must be rubbing my eyes a lot too much....
    they say thats what cause those dark circles
    i wish i could tell them..if u keep crying every night till you are exhausted to sleep..you can have them..
    i look sick..just like my mind...
    numb hurt i feel like..i have lost it somewhere....
    i turn to leave..shutting of this new me...thats when i saw it sparkle...
    it had taken me an year to persuade dad to
    get that nose ring
    i had loved it so much....
    tears rolled down my eyes ...while i watched it sparkle with the sunlight
    maybe theres still something left of me...
    something thats not lost...
    something that still shines.....

  • miss_snowflakes 170w

    .......
    But u don't hold them anymore .....

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    Nothing felt more perfect
    Than the way
    My fingers fit between
    Spaces of yours. ....
    ©miss_snowflakes

  • miss_snowflakes 174w

    My nights have been too long these days ...
    It's almost like every second takes hours to pass.....
    Slow and dreading.....
    It kind of scare me you know ...This feeling of being left alone consuming me ....
    The same grey pillows the same walls ..And the same tears of mine that I am drowning in ....
    I remember attending calls talking to people laughing about random things ....
    But the bitterness still stays ..The anxiety and the piercing pain never seems to leave me ...
    Somewhere around when the corners of this feelings pass me .I know I can't give up....I know I can't let this consume me...So I pull out of nothing...
    But this is like a tornado you know...Once it has claimed you..There is no letting go....
    The twirling thoughts which sometimes leave my head turning and then burning ...
    I don't know .. Sometimes I feel like I am losing it ..Ami I? Or will u tell me like everyone that I ain't the first person to go through this n I don't have to be so dramatic .... Maybe they right are I am just being a drama queen Craving for attention..But then you ar,e wrong again..I just want to be left in that dark pit alone......Or maybe my soul is just too damaged already.... Just too dark for any light..Just too fake for any real smiles.....

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    They are just blabberings of another soul .....

  • miss_snowflakes 176w

    I looked out of the window ...
    This grey city never got me bored...Yeah because you are old ..So old miss... smirked my mind..
    Yeah she is right sometimes I feel am some kind of ancient piece ..You know the one who loves the smell of old books..Creak of old doors and the warmth of our lost love ....
    There I am again ...
    Going through those same memory lanes ..years passed ..But for me time just paused in those lanes where you left me ....
    I closed my eyes and rolled down the windows letting those evening breezes soak my soul ....
    It gushed through my face undoing my hair .. Spilling some out on my head .....
    But then I couldn't help But smile
    Maybe after all there are somethings which still stay old ..Just like me..Just like this breeze ...

    I woke up to a sweet kiss ...
    " Becoming sleeping beauty huh my lady .."He teased ..
    I smiled sweeter and snuggled closer to him ...
    No just remembering those days ...
    " I know you will say it's the winds but it is about those kisses huh? "
    I heard him chuckling before being pulled in for a deeper one ...........

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    The breeze
    ©miss_snowflakes

  • miss_snowflakes 176w

    Did u cry?... She kept shaking me
    "No I didn't" I reluctantly looked into her eyes...They were the most sincere pair of eyes I have ever come across
    And I saw disbelief flashing in them along with something else.. Concern was it? I don't know anymore...
    "You are lieng ..You must have cried all the night ..Look at your dark brown eyes ..It seems so lifeless.."..She stressed again
    I turned towards the mirror to Check my eyes
    They look the same usual with the winged eyeliner just the way you liked..
    " No I am ok" I repeated ..More to reassure myself I guess
    "Shut up" I kNow you ..She almost yelled ..
    But then hugged me close and said it's going to pass anyway .. Whatever it might be.....
    "You must have had a chat with my tissue papers "I muttered absent minded ...
    "What" she was not getting me
    Well only those tissue papers kNow the stories of my tears ....

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    Tissue papers
    ©miss_snowflakes

  • miss_snowflakes 176w

    Because after all this time it's still u ...

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    Somewhere in between all those words
    V never said...
    Those eternities we never promised
    Died a ruthless death ......
    ©miss_snowflakes

  • miss_snowflakes 177w

    maybe there are things that you never saw ...maybe there are things i never let you see....

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    it was a warm summer night
    when i left you
    i told you it was too hot
    but did you ever see
    i was shivering ....

  • miss_snowflakes 178w

    Sometimes when everything you have ever known crumbles down. ..its just the hope of finding those lights which let u live....


    #pod

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    In the darkest of those pits ..
    She found her light ..
    ©miss_snowflakes

  • miss_snowflakes 188w

    She overheard her mom saying for the hundredth time. .."that girl I don't know why did this happen. It was as if everything bad in everyone was put together to make her up ..she looks so bad ..if it wasn't the way we dressed her up ...she would sure be such an ugly duckling " ...
    She smirked ...it was usual for her !!
    When she was younger she used to cry to sleep herself ...she never complained ..she never acted like she heard her ..
    She knew her mom loved her and she didn't think she said that to hurt her
    Which only made her belief firm ....
    She was an ugly duckling .....
    She grew up to be ..nothing in particular good looking ..child
    Her extracurriculars went well her academics went well....she made sure she had put up a smile for everyone. She made sure she reassured anyone who appeared broke for her. She wasn't a sweetheart ....she had her own flaws. But deep inside she simply cared for everyone she knew. Cried nights to herself. ..and smiled brightly every morning.
    Maybe Growing up change people ..they used to tell her she was cute ....beautiful at times when she dressed up. ....
    She have been said that she was loved ....
    But nothing and no one could change what she thought .. .
    She couldn't tell anyone either... .she simply cried to herself everytime she heard her mom say those words ...
    She started to read. It was something she forced herself to do. .and she was glad for women writers who challenged the notions of beauty ......
    It gave her comfort like none other did. No compliments no love made her feel nice in her own skin .....
    But reading and writing did ..
    She build cocoons around her heart ...masking the vulnerabilities ...she gave her thoughts wings. If it weren't those writings. ..I don't know where she would have been now. ..
    Yet those days when her mom goes for the analysis. She reminds her that shes still an ugly duckling ....
    And still she cry to sleep. ..still she doesn't believe in those guys who tell her she's beautiful ...
    But she believes that she's worth it . if not for anyone for herself ....
    She believes in her wings. Her dreams and those tomorrow's she knows which only belong to them........





    Beauty is just a concept that you manufactured my dear people ...
    It doesn't mean you have to stamp it on others. Be it your children or other people...
    The inner beauty is what survives ..what matters.
    In this 21st century where people run behind ...framed beauty I thought we need a remainder
    Thanks a ton for reading��
    @writernetwork @readwriteunite @rayaan @anshuman_tripathi @shaliya @out_of_my_heart @thadichi @thadikkaran_official @n_logn

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    Beauty ......
    And her......
    About a girl who cried all her nights until she found her own wings
    ©miss_snowflakes