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  • mirakat2pt0 4w

    Cash Rules 5ever

    I’ve been told that cash still rules
    But chasing that bag got me feelin like a fool
    Bending a few rules just to stay relevant, cool
    Will the mountain peak last or will I start to stumble
    Am I gonna win this game of life or am I gon’ fumble
    I don’t really know cuz I can’t see
    Far enough ahead
    All I know is the world demands that I get bread
    Until I’m dead

    ©mirakat2pt0

  • mirakat2pt0 7w

    2 AM

    (Chorus)

    It’s 2AM, I’m too sober for thinkin’
    Now I don’t wanna fuck wit ya feelins
    I just wanna show you my mind, show you how I’m dealin
    Got a lotta demons in my past shit
    I’m still healing
    Need your patience and your presence more than
    Repeated confusion…

    (Verse 1)

    It’s 2 am
    This shit too real my headspace raw and love can
    Be fuckin chillin
    Don’t wanna be that bitch that’s always bustin balls
    Running through your halls whining about my confusion
    What did you say!!?!
    I could be hearin wrong
    Wondering if it’s what you did say
    Or maybe I’m trippin
    Perhaps it’s what
    You didn’t

    (Chorus)

    It’s 2AM, I’m too sober for thinkin’
    Now I don’t wanna fuck wit ya feelins
    I just wanna show you my mind, show you how I’m dealin
    Got a lotta demons in my past shit
    I’m still healing
    Need your patience and your presence more than
    Repeated confusion…

    (Verse 2)

    It’s 2 AM and I’m in my feelings
    Maybe
    You calculating our conversations
    Sorting through and
    Separating the good from the bad
    Is this bond worthy of
    Another debate to be had
    or maybe you got
    A lot more on your verbal
    Now we talking sh*ts cool then,
    Where did that came from?!
    No really where did that come from its 2am
    Now I’m confused
    I thought
    We was chillin
    You say I cause you PTSD
    I relate, brings back bad memories
    The way you don’t like well that’s-the
    Same way I feel about you

    (Chorus)

    It’s 2AM, I’m too sober for thinkin’
    Now I don’t wanna fuck wit ya feelins
    I just wanna show you my mind, show you how I’m dealin
    Got a lotta demons in my past shit
    I’m still healing
    Need your patience and your presence more than
    Repeated confusion…


    (Verse 3)

    It’s 2 am was I just dreaming?
    If I’m sleeping this a fever dream
    Audio and visual are my 2 clues
    Yet I’ve always had the vivid
    Ones that scare you so
    Bad they make you
    Fuckin mad
    Is this all in our heads or
    Are we toxic too?
    Got us resorting to bad habits, fear
    Negative reaction
    This is far from what I imagined
    How could I let this happen,
    I’m too raw for all this
    Sad shit at 2 am

    Bridge/interlude:

    Let the music play
    While I gotta pray for patience
    And guidance and direction, for hope and a strong connection
    Cuz I see something special and I don’t wanna wreck it
    Before it grows into heaven
    I’d hate for this shit to sever
    Before it ever gets better
    It’s 2 am so Baby don’t hurt me. Never.

    Chorus 2:

    It’s 2AM, I’m too sober for thinkin’
    Now I don’t wanna fuck wit ya feelins
    I just wanna show you my mind, show you how I’m dealin
    Got a lotta demons in my past shit
    I’m still healing
    Need your patience and your presence more than
    Repeated confusion…

    Interlude/instrumental



    ©️Katherine Miller 8/11/21
    ©mirakat2pt0

  • mirakat2pt0 13w

    Seeking Deep Waters

    I feel like I’m wading
    In the most shallow of waters
    I feel the snakes by my legs
    I know exactly who they are
    And even they don’t know
    But in my life they are simply
    Slithering and spreading venom
    It’s okay to be picky
    I’ll keep wading until
    I find the deep waters
    With no snakes

    ©mirakat2pt0

  • mirakat2pt0 16w

    Ego Death

    I am okay
    Even if I am not perfect
    In life, I will be
    In death.

    The death of my ego
    The death of my past
    The death of all things
    Blocking my future

    There’s this new task
    One I cannot let go
    My son has given me purpose
    Beyond what I control

    For Him I live and love and breathe
    Forgive and don’t forget
    Learn to rest and never let go
    Hold on tight to what I think
    I know

    This love is real, worth dying for.


    Katherine Miller 2021
    ©mirakat2pt0

  • mirakat2pt0 16w

    #racism #blm #parenting #myson He is sunshine
    and soft feathers
    Wings
    and warm weather.
    Don’t even need a sweater boy
    You betta
    Show ya energy

    He’s my butterfly stretching
    Through his own struggle flexing
    His greatest light, his beautiful mind
    He is poetry in motion
    Too gentle for the notion that

    It don’t seem to matter what’s broken
    Hard to hope
    When you thinkin bout...
    Why Floyd got choked and
    Why are guns accidentally discharged
    But the
    Accidents always seem to happen When it
    Serves the whites
    Why is it that Wright died and not D. Roof.
    System isn’t broken, it’s rigged


    Mi hijo precioso can’t
    See it all 360
    So now I gotta choose
    The hardest thing
    To teach, a message to grieve.
    What to pass along, what
    Ideals are long gone - paranoia/preparedness
    Pressure to push back/proper protocol
    Speak up for yourself
    You are you own best defense
    But when you are not
    Answer questions calmly
    Hands on the wheel
    10 & 2 please don’t shoot
    Do. Not. Get. Out. The. Car.
    No sudden movements, just
    Try not to breathe



    My sunshine, my butterfly, my little bird
    Someone
    Took away his time early
    I don’t know what I did
    Things got blurry
    A violent criminal is safely locked behind bars
    No worries, the officer is fine
    Only 3 toes gone
    and hurt pride
    See, I wanted to shoot him
    Dead.
    But instead I shot off some toes
    Just to show how self control goes
    Cuz I knew it was a gun in my hand
    Power of life and death in one squeeze of the trigger

    Let it sink in

    It’s cyclical shit, you got eyes
    Don’t need to tell you
    If the problems get ignored they’ll kill more

    ©️Katherine Miller 2021

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    Cyclical Sh*t

    He is sunshine
    and soft feathers
    Wings
    and warm weather.
    Don’t even need a sweater boy
    You betta
    Show ya energy

    He’s my butterfly stretching
    Through his own struggle flexing
    His greatest light, his beautiful mind
    He is poetry in motion
    Too gentle for the notion that

    It don’t seem to matter what’s broken
    Hard to hope
    When you thinkin bout...
    Why Floyd got choked and
    Why are guns accidentally discharged
    But the
    Accidents always seem to happen When it
    Serves the whites
    Why is it that Wright died and not D. Roof.
    System isn’t broken, it’s rigged


    Mi hijo precioso can’t
    See it all 360
    So now I gotta choose
    The hardest thing
    To teach, a message to grieve.
    What to pass along, what
    Ideals are long gone - paranoia/preparedness
    Pressure to push back/proper protocol
    Speak up for yourself
    You are you own best defense
    But when you are not
    Answer questions calmly
    Hands on the wheel
    10 & 2 please don’t shoot
    Do. Not. Get. Out. The. Car.
    No sudden movements, just
    Try not to breathe



    My sunshine, my butterfly, my little bird
    Someone
    Took away his time early
    I don’t know what I did
    Things got blurry
    A violent criminal is safely locked behind bars
    No worries, the officer is fine
    Only 3 toes gone
    and hurt pride
    See, I wanted to shoot him
    Dead.
    But instead I shot off some toes
    Just to show how self control goes
    Cuz I knew it was a gun in my hand
    Power of life and death in one squeeze of the trigger

    Let it sink in

    It’s cyclical shit, you got eyes
    Don’t need to tell you
    If the problems get ignored they’ll kill more

    ©️Katherine Miller 2021

    ©mirakat2pt0

  • mirakat2pt0 16w

    The Visit

    Where we come from it’s all about us
    Here there are many I’s
    Not a lot of we
    Although a lot are altruistic
    And kind
    They do it for self and self worth
    We are not the aliens
    Truly it is you

    ©mirakat2pt0

  • mirakat2pt0 16w

    Things I enjoy saying out loud all the time

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    Auditory Sex

    Fuckit
    Fuckbucket
    Duckmuckit
    Muckgucket
    Guckfucket
    Buckmucket
    These are things to say out loud
    Have fun

    ©mirakat2pt0

  • mirakat2pt0 16w

    When life didn’t give me the love I thought I needed, I found the love I had for me.

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    Nonsensical Life

    Nothing I do is wrong
    Only wrong for the time
    Maybe it is right
    But for a different kind
    Nobody is meant
    For anybody
    Maybe nobody knows right from wrong
    Or maybe they do
    But I sure don’t
    I don’t think it’s my job
    Not my prerogative
    I guess it’s Gods
    When I say god I guess
    I just mean the universe
    Because the god I know
    Has no face
    And barely a name
    All I know is nothing
    That’s what we just discussed
    Knowledge is such a rush

    ©mirakat2pt0