Mental illness is real. Give yourself some time and don't base your happiness on life's events and circumstances. You are worth more than that. Keep loving yourself and soon you will discover yourself
You spent the entire day scrolling through your phone You feel like you deserve to be all alone Looking at people who ain't you and you calling them beautiful, Even if that sounds like a mouthful You haven't looked into the mirror and said that to yourself, You matter most and that's especially more than anybody else,
But you don't talk about it much cuz you don't want to be selfish, Even though the world treats you like a pond fish You don't think that you 'll find love because it's hard to imagine, Even though to share your love the fire be raging When it comes to hyping up, you play your biggest enemy, Now you wonder why you lonely Treat yourself right first, And see the disappearance of the worst You have worth but it'll only matter if you feel it first, You're the only validation you'll ever need on earth, Say goodbye to lifting them, and raise yourself a little higher Cuz you matter most, doesn't matter if you haven't heard that It's hard to be yourself if you were never taught the truth The most important job in life is loving you for you
When I think of you An image comes to mind of Soft smiles and focused eyes Every part of you, both the seen and otherwise are warm and firm. Your goals do not waver neither do you abandon your plans. Around you are those who are like you decisive and sure. So I made up my mind not just for you but myself as well. I want to be someone who you will see Your eyes, those brilliant eyes that do not relent, I want them focused on me With real affection, if not love. I don't want to be a bystander or a stranger. I might never be a lover But to be a part of your heart in any way possible will be my pleasure...and pain. I am prepared to do more than my best For your eyes to light up for me. I will do no less To hear your voice daily, to see your face unfailingly To be someone worthy of your attention, all pain matters not.