mesaawrites

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  • mesaawrites 177w

    And that time I heard it.
    I felt it break inside me.
    It broke like every human relationship I stablish.
    That unmistakable crunch that announced the inevitable.

    It is always the same: something changes, something blurs from the original scene; a despicable attitude, however small it may be, it triggers my preservation alarms so I absent myself, disappearing without excuses. Withdrawing before I get any hurt.

    A dear one once told me that he was living in "survival mode" and I never understood what he was referring to. Now I start to see it. I find myself evading everything that seems a threat, like a balloon in a pin factory. And the most bizarre is that I am aware of my emotional hypochondria.

    Some would say I am selective, or reserved, or apathetic. Perhaps my anxiety helps me in some way and therefore I never have problems with people. But the truth is that now I am a collection of dissolute friendships, a cracked vessel filled with disappointments.

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    From "The indecipherable sadness"

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  • mesaawrites 177w

    From "The indecipherable sadness"

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    Rediscovering life, redefining happiness. Healing for good.

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  • mesaawrites 195w

    "How do you prove you exist? maybe we don't exist"

    Probably the last thing I shall post in a long period. I'm a little busy with my musical projects. Thanks for all, my dearest mirakee friends ��

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  • mesaawrites 197w

    Flooding with words in this rainy morning

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  • mesaawrites 197w

    Definitely, the hardest challenge. It was so difficult for me to choose the phrases among so many wonderful creations! I hope you like the result. ��

    Stolen phrases:

    "Whispers do linger, of said words" by @deeplyintensified

    "where the mind was wandering" by @galaxymilky

    "the hollow within, screeching in pain"
    by @amor_dios

    "I dug the grave of your memory" by @anonymous_pheonix

    "Black rose in hand at burial" by @darknessisbliss

    #writerstolli #found_wt #challenge #writersnetwork

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    Whispers do linger, of said words I remember vividly.
    I pronounced the last farewell where the mind was wandering, sunk in despair.
    The hollow within, screeching in pain, the expressionless facade, masking the sorrow.
    I dug the grave of your memory
    holding a black rose in hand, at burial of our reminiscences.

  • mesaawrites 198w

    To all my brave warriors out there ��

    ~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~

    I stopped looking for your approval.
    I stopped thinking that your opinion was more important than mine.
    I stopped believing that outside the grass is greener.
    I stopped comparing myself to always lose.
    I stopped putting you on a pedestal to banish me underground.
    I stopped trusting your words and started listening to my reason.
    I stopped arguing.
    I stopped delegating my peace of mind to others.
    I stopped trying to reach false standards and began to love my many imperfections.
    And my voice sounded melodious, like music,
    and my feet felt light.
    I could recognize myself in the mirror and I loved that reflection that greeted me from the other side
    I felt valued, proud to be human.
    Now I know that it is okay to collapse from time to time,
    that life is full of successes and blunders,
    that it is good to take some time to rebuild our pieces and start over.
    To know that I am enough.

    ©Maida Esaá.

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  • mesaawrites 198w

    I am delighted to present my first collaboration. The chosen theme was "The mind of a poet". It has been an honor and a pleasure to work with such a talented writer and I hope it is not the last time. If you wish, you can follow her on instagram as @perceivingthings and get marveled by her wonderful writing. You can also follow me as @mesaawrites. I would love to collaborate with all of you soon or at least be more in contact. I really appreciate the support you have given to my writings. Thank you for being so incredible ��

    #poem #worldofpoets #wordporn #poetrygram #bymepoetry

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