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  • mequreshi 9w

    My anxiety sits in a corner ,
    As I look at him holding his guitar
    I hold him in my eyes,
    Even when we are sitting so far
    His melodies have hit the rhythm of my heart,
    But a left out human would never know love on his part
    ©mequreshi

  • mequreshi 9w

    Well that's how I have lost myself,
    In the darkness of wells
    Where the evil in innocence,
    sits quiet and dwells
    Just one scar to a loved one,
    Opens the doors of this hell
    And the evil dawn begins with the sound of the morning bell
    ©mequreshi

  • mequreshi 10w

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  • mequreshi 10w

    ......

    I can't cry,
    I don't know why
    It's all going in
    But never coming out
    Your harsh words never leave me alone
    Until they did turn me into a stone
    Noone really gets what I mean
    So inorder to make them hear ,I need to scream
    Where are you ?
    The only one who listens to this faint voice
    For a little smile I paid a huge price
    I'll still never come back
    Just remembered the left footprints on old tracks
    It's this way we are going to be

  • mequreshi 11w

    I talked about you behind your back
    Made fun of you for what you lack
    I thought your life was an ideal one
    You cried alone and asked for help from none
    I didn't know that you and me were same
    Somebody else's fault but ourselves we blame
    When I saw your eyes flooding with tear
    I wish I could hug you right there
    You and me were always the same
    Doing things in seconds,
    But living them for a lifetime in our brain
    Thinking love is something not meant for us
    While we sacrificed ourselves for making them
    Illuminous
    I hope you heal from what you pass
    Our lives are going now so much fast
    They still say they are the victims and cry
    But left us to bleed alone and die

    Now everyday when I bow my head in sujood
    I ask him for your well being and mine too
    ©mequreshi

  • mequreshi 11w

    ???

    For me, everyone has a substitute ,
    But I can't find my escape route
    How easy it must be for you to replace,
    A person in your heart who held a special place
    They make friends for their own benefit,
    Tell me where does the hearts of friends nowhere days fit
    I have held on to people for years,
    Those who made me happy and even those who kept me in tears
    This device in my hand hasn't rung in year,
    Those who left me have won and I'm still in my fear

  • mequreshi 11w

    Why??

    Yes I became mean,
    Once I stood infront, but was never seen
    When I barely try to become steady,
    The world is all again ready
    To run and crush over me
    And I lie all again in blood
    When will it all be over ?
    They say to me what is the rush
    So my eyes again begin to flood
    Why doesn't my heart hold back ,
    When I shake my hand
    How do they forget that heart is glass and not sand
    Damn its easy for all of you
    To get in this phase and pass through
    But I'm still stuck on that floor
    Hiding from her like before

  • mequreshi 14w

    ....

    I can't cry,
    I don't know why
    It's all going in
    But never coming out
    Your harsh words never leave me alone
    Until they did turn me into a stone
    Noone really gets what I mean
    So inorder to make them hear ,I need to scream
    Where are you ?
    The only one who listens to this faint voice
    For a little smile I paid a huge price
    I'll still never come back
    Just remembered the left footprints on old tracks
    It's this way we are going to be
    I feel dead but they don't see
    ©mequreshi

  • mequreshi 22w

    ...

    I remember our uniforms,
    The layers that seemed to be a burden
    I want to carry again the bag
    Filled with books in dozen
    How better was that annoying sound of alarm
    Rather than carrying burden of sins on our arms
    I was so innocent when I smiled,
    Smiled from the heart that knew nothing
    Rather than this face I show up everywhere
    That has given up in almost everything
    The three of us ate snacks under those benches
    Silencing the noise of the crunches
    The diary marked with the homework
    Getting back to sleep from long day of work
    It's us three who sat on a same bench
    Discussed life after school while having lunch
    We were complaining of the tomorrows schedule
    Protesting in our own school
    We thought life would be that cool
    But now we know we were nothing but fools
    Deciding of writing present or absent
    How many calls to our homes were sent
    All of us wanted to end this all in a dive
    Who knew for a little air we would struggle to survive
    And while I write I look at the old me
    That had no more struggles than waking up for school again
    And now the me ,
    That wants to end itself to overcome the pain
    I remember all of your faces the same as that last day
    Our hearts connected to those memories
    in the same way...
    Some of us still together ,
    Some of us in other way
    Can I have back that one school day?

  • mequreshi 22w

    Ok....

    Why is this night so long?
    Longer than the usual ,
    I can't stop thinking about us,
    I have become so delusional
    I'm pushing the good ones away
    Seeing your face in them,
    They say I cry out just for you,
    How you became that girl and when ?
    I suffer this way
    And you don't even address your wrong
    Waiting again for my apology
    I wait for it but you take so long
    ©mequreshi