I'm sorry that I have ignored your instructions. I have gone in wrong ways, had addictions, lost in bad situations.. I had pride to humble myself and hear your words. Then, I have seen myself in Christ. Who showed me what I am. I am just a trash. Filled with all the filth of this world. Made me convict and cleansed me. Brought me out of sins and made me a new creation. Now I can see, all the pain that I have brought on your shoulders. I still fail to hear you but now I know that I'm wrong. And am willing to hear and follow. Because the Christ in me, is directing me in a good path. And now I see many like me denying the instructions. I pray that everyone will be humbled to hear instruction and follow them.