Writer. Queen of overthinking. At the extreme point of introversion. using my brother's old phone , to create a new future.

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  • martin_1 7w

    Biggest lies

    Mom - come here , I won't beat you.
    Sister - tell me , I won't tell mom.
    Father - Top exam , I will get you bike .
    Brother - Incase anything happens , I will take responsibility.
    GF - I don't love your money.
    BF - I don't love your body.
    people - We don't want follow back.
    Best friend - Tell me , it's secret between us .
    Social media - we don't track your activities.
    Myself - I am fine..


  • martin_1 8w

    Rotten Dairies

    A family in Burari (Episode 1).

    As police stepped inside , they first saw unwashed utensils lying on the floor. The smell of last night's mosquito coil was still remarkable.
    Then suddenly they were shocked , they felt like the soil from their feet is going down. It's normal reaction to see 11 members hanging dead of one family including 2 childrens.

    Let's start from the starting....

    The case about which we are going to talk about is one of the extraordinary case of our society. I have to give a clear idea about this case. The context of true crime writing  always remains around light versus dark , like normal people remains victims , in light side , like any common man of country , in other side , in dark side there comes  the role of a  criminal.

    But , in this case , it seems like a foggy line in between victim and perpitrator . Whom to blame or not to whom is really a difficult task here.
    In today's episode , we will try to look into this case thoroughly. Before we start , we have to go through  the family  structure and we will try to understand their mindset. Because , when this type of case happens in India , people think that family must be uneducated , lower class , superstitious like something different from our family etc etc.. If you  have seen any newspaper or social media , then you might have seen people saying "dark secrets" of family  to attract readers and audience .  And , a   webseries on Netflix is also coming on , named " House of secrets " . So , I am telling from first  that the family had no dark secrets , it was not any uneducated family. Some , TV channels and newspapers have spread the misconceptions that they were underprivileged . But , the family was normal , a normal Indian educated middle class family.

            If you are now at home , then have look around your street from your window , you can see a grocery store  may be a little far distance. A grocery store  , in which the owner's family lives on the second floor. You probably have known the family from many years or may that's your daily place for gossips with friends . Like I said , a  normal middle class business family . The chundawat family was somehow like that , a happy joint family living  in shant Nagar , Burari from 20 years. Originally , they were from Rajasthan , they lived  some 10 years in Tohana  district of Haryana . In the 90s they came to Delhi. The head of the family was  Sri Bhopal Singh , husband of Narayani Devi . He sold his properties in Haryana and came to Burari with his wife and son Lalit . By the way , after the  breaking news in 2018 , some people called it Bhatia family . Bhatia was not their surname , it was the surname of Narayani Devi's   maternal family.  After coming to Delhi  , Bhopal Singh ji became quite familiar with people and people of his society used to call him Daddy. End of 1992 , after the completion of their home , they also wanted to their other childrens to be there. To be mentioned , Bhopal Singh ji first came Delhi with his wife and son Lalit , but they had 3 sons , Lalit , vabnesh and Dinesh and 2 daughters , Pratibha and Sujata. Dinesh  was unable to come due to some personal reasons. Vabnesh , his wife Sabita and daughter  Nitu came Delhi. Bhopal Singh's daughter Pratibha  along with her daughter Priyanka also came Delhi after some years of his husband's death   , saying her family used to torchure her.  The family started living happily as a joint family ,  Lalit also married Tina in 2002.  In these years , Lalit also opened a plywood  Shop. It's very important to understand Lalit's  character and mindset. His old friend says , he was a good , jolly type person  and disciplined also . He had a ideal personality. This personality changed in 2004 , something happened.  According to me , that was a major turning point of the case . It happened like , some people put him under plywood sheets and set fire on the shop due to some undisclosed reason. No one knows who were the people till today . And surviving family members don't have any clue about it . That incident is not so important , but the things happened after that is important. Apparently , Lalit lost his speech  after that accident. He became quite and silent. The family got another shock , after the death of family's  head man's death in February 2007 , due to some breathing unhealthy Ness. The family , the entire colony was in grief. Some how the family managed to start the last funeral of Bhopal Singh ji. In this ritual they had to read Garud puran for 10 days continuously. Like every day , the reading was going on while Lalit's body started some strange movement and suddenly he started saying om ️ , miraculously Lalit was able to speak . Some how , he regained his speech that time. Everyone in the family said Daddy came , Daddy came. Like I  have said before, Daddy means Bhopal Singh ji.

    Next episode .......



  • martin_1 9w

    October 2

    Jeevan main dukh ka kaala saya.
    Fir bhi desh ko ajaad bana ne me jindagi bitaya.
    (जीवन में दुःख की काला साया , फीर भी देश को आज़ाद बानाने में जिंदगी बिताया)
    (இருண்ட சகாப்தத்தில், அவர் தனது வாழ்க்கையை நாட்டிற்காக வாழ்ந்தார்.)
    (অন্ধকার যুগে দেশের জন্য জীবন যাপন করেছেন।)
    (અંધકાર યુગમાં દેશ માટે પોતાનું જીવન જીવ્યું.)
    (చీకటి యుగంలో దేశం కోసం తన జీవితాన్ని గడిపారు.)
    (ഇരുണ്ട കാലഘട്ടത്തിൽ രാജ്യത്തിനുവേണ്ടി ജീവിച്ചു.)
    (अंधाऱ्या काळात त्यांनी देशासाठी आयुष्य जगले.)
    (ଅନ୍ଧକାର ଯୁଗରେ ଦେଶ ପାଇଁ ତାଙ୍କ ଜୀବନ ବଞ୍ଚିଥିଲା ​​|)
    (ਹਨੇਰੇ ਯੁੱਗ ਵਿੱਚ ਉਸਨੇ ਆਪਣੀ ਜ਼ਿੰਦਗੀ ਦੇਸ਼ ਲਈ ਬਤੀਤ ਕੀਤੀ.).
    (تاریک دور میں اپنی زندگی ملک کے لیے گزاری۔)
    And I can't forget Sashtri ji.(sorry , if you find error above).

  • martin_1 9w


    "The more you
    the more I."

  • martin_1 9w

    Shall I...

    I can't express the refreshing sweetness
    Of seeing your face, you fill my heart with so much joy,
    That day you touched me , I felt that spark in my body
    Like water in the desert , like diamond in shrimp , you made me feel special all time with kisses.

    Your gentle words and shy behaviour , talks with sweetness and sour.
    If God asks me anything , I would ask another beautiful hour.
    But , why you're silent today . I am still here . I feel like everything stopped today.
    Tell me what's wrong with you , Or shall I...


  • martin_1 10w

    My character...?

    I beared all pain
    My struggle made me real Man
    At last what I got
    Gag on my character
    That disgusting question❓

  • martin_1 10w

    Only my heart....

    You took my pulse without ever touching me,
    Like honey and flowers, you were my bumble-bee.
    Every time I saw your face I felt
    your warm breath ,
    I am still in love with you and
    have the same faith.
    Everything was fine , until you left me alone,
    The gag you gifted me was nothing new for me , in past my family had

  • martin_1 10w

    Life without hope
    is just like a flower without smell.


  • martin_1 11w

    Raped Mom....

    She was just 17 , when she got raped.

    Delivered a baby boy , for abortion she denied.
    That night was rainy when her son returned home late.
    His clothes with strains of blood and she got afraid.
    with frightened voice , she asked "what happened ?"
    He said "mom I saved a girl from being raped".
    saving her from 3 monster , this happened.

    Drops of water felt from her eyes , "my life is worthy" that said.

    Not every male is a bad person , dressing sense is not reason of rape. They see no age , no relations.