winds rush by but the memory of you was stuck in my stupid little brain
The high has been lifted, far beyond my reach Armageddon rushes back in, at the sight of the slight opportunity And with goes along the high the person I was 5 minutes ago then back to the one I was 5 years ago A broken child in a grown body With whom shall I lay to try and salvage what is left of my youth Expectations to go completely insane but never show it To never let it peek outsideTo allow it to despoil my subconscious at the devil's hour -b.s.c©marshmallow_c
Frankly a soul connection can practically excite the figurative and literal socks off your feet even if the conversation is about differences in ideologies-bre
I fell in love with a memory of a dream I never had I fell in love with the way you looked at me, emotions swirling deeper than my own eyes could seeI fell in love with the warmth of your lips and the trails they left burned with a life time of passion I fell in love with the goosebumps your touches left, skin on skin I fell in love with the idea of you and your undivided love affection, your beautiful soulI fell in love with a man who to me migh never be-b.s.c
It takes moments to get drawn to the call of a scenery , beautiful orange clouds lined with upper grey tops and slight blue middles dusted with gold all coming together because something is about to end something so beautiful is the last for someone while it's the first for another It could be the ending of the most fulfilling day for one man while another is encapsulating it with glossy tears to store it as one of his worse hours of wakefulness While you, you sit or stand or cartwheel, just caught in the trance of the magnificence of the beauty in front of you hoping to see it again tomorrow Then it all ends-b.s.c©marshmallow_c
winds rush by but the memory of you was stuck in my stupid little head-b.s.c
Breath, that's it just breath it will all be fine learn to appreciate the small things in lifeLearn to accept the person you are inside Good or bad just breath-b.s.c
It wasn't you, it was me, the different shades of green and everything in-between I found your eyes in the clear blue sky I felt your warmth through the sun rays as they cuddle this fragile frame I put those fluttering bugs in my stomachI was the one who gave myself chills everytime you uttered words from those perfectly kissable lips It was me who gave myself tingles when your skin touched mine and more over I broke my own heart These are all just the side effects of being me-b.s.c©marshmallow_c
A million bright clouds in the sky yet the few gloomy ones stood out like a singlet in the midst of pairs It wasn't bad but it was different but not many can perceive it as such Change is bad, being different is bad, speaking out is bad, self awareness is bad, being confident in your God given skin is bad,At least that's what society has breastfed us to believe. it's rooted so far in us that we ourselves haven't noticed it exists And that's a scary realisation
Mother I have a black dog again but that's besides the pointI just wanted to ask where's my happy enging?-b.s.c©marshmallow_c
I want you
I don't need you darling I have the sun to brighten my days I have the moon to illuminate my glowing skin I have the stars to keep me me dreamingAnd I have myself, oh my dear I have me, myself and I and as long as I have this soul in this body I'll keep pushing myself without you in the picture I don't NEED you -b.s.c©marshmallow_c
I wasn't wrong for pouring my heart out.You were wrong for leaving me empty.-y.n.
Walked life's pathWith immense zealI had youHad whole worldLife then seemedColourful and newFelt joy withinFound nothing missingMonths years pastWas confirmed I Life was nothingBut sheer beautyTime took a turnLife took a swirlDays turned dimHeart turned grimLost was IStranger to myselfCouldn't recognize realityLost myself completelyChanged life's viewStarted life anewNo one to trustRelationships do rustStood by myselfChanged dreams aheadThough life colourless Wasn't I helplessWon't wait I For another beingNor expect oneTo colour my dreamsQuill dipped I In my tearful streamYes I shallSkillfully Colour My Dreams©geraldine_mary
She loved the moon.She loved everything her eyes could see but hands could never grasp.She loved it's blissful array.The way it vowed to the earth forever and kisses the sky.She loved the moon for one lesson she could never forget. she remembers always and forever.To be the light within the darkness.-y.n.