Doctor in the making who is an addict to writing. My heart is only made of words,beautiful ones!
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There are these random days;Even after I spend the entire day with you?I miss you the very next minute you're not around!©ymariyamsumana.
For one last time,I wanted to bid you goodbyeAnd never write about you!And here I'm, still writing about How I want to stop writing about you.Here I'm, failing again!©ymariyamsumana.
It was years since our souls had metBut when I thought our bodies were going to meet?I wanted to gift him my most prized possession,As a souvenir.The pen with which I wrote my first novel's first chapter!I wouldn't let another soul touch it But I wanted him to have it!It felt like, giving a piece of me through it.I'd gotten him my favorite perfume too,I wanted to remember how he'd smell, forever!Now, everytime I see it?It brings me tears in the eyes;I only see how I built a castle, to be sabotaged.I still have it with me, untouchedBecause I could never give it to himAnd I never learnt how to let go of it!©ymariyamsumana.
Everything is different, everything is changing.We're drifting away, I see it happening before my eyes!I'm doing everything in my strength to keep it all intact,At least the friendship that we started with.I am trying so hard because I want this to workBut I see, he's found comfort in confiding in someone else.I was his person but now?I don't know if I own that place in his life anymore.Some days, I curse the day when it all startedBut on some days? I keep wondering,what would I do if it didn't exist.It shouldn't be so difficult if it is loveAnd if it isn't, I don't know what this is!©ymariyamsumana.
You will choose silence over words for a very long time;But that one day when you speak out?You'll choke on wordsBecause you wouldn't stop crying!©ymariyamsumana.
They will leave or you'll walk away!And then there will exist a huge void;It'll stay forever with you.Nobody else will take that place but with time?It'll start bothering you much lesser.You won't shed tears into it very often,Your heart won't sink at their thoughtOr when you hear their name.You'll someday look back and be happyThat you made such a decision.Don't give in so easily,Fight for yourself!You know you deserve better!©ymariyamsumana.
Every heartbreak you put a writer through?It just helps them discover newer words.To express about the love they lostOr the kind of hopeless romantic they're,Who still believe in loveAnd that the right person will arrive!Either way, with words or loveThey win!©ymariyamsumana.
The day it comes down to;"Does he really love me!?"You need to know,It's time to let go! ©ymariyamsumana.
Since he's been in love with me?He says that he is happy with himself;That, he's happy with how he's grown as a person Along with me!I think that's one of the best compliments you can get,From your loved ones.How you help each other grow!©ymariyamsumana.
There's a brief difference in our taste in music.There are certain languages he listens to more often than I doBut he makes sure I listen to all his favorites and understand them.He tells me the meaning of every word from his favorite songs.The last time he did that?We were basking in the twilight,His arms around my shoulder while he made me listen to each line And explained them to me.Sometimes,I just know that it's about meAnd sometimes I just wonder,If he ever thought about me while he listened to it;But anyway, I love listening to them all from himThan on my own.It somehow intensifies the beauty of every bit of each thing!©ymariyamsumana.