Mirakee
There are these random days;
Even after I spend the entire day with you?
I miss you the very next minute you're not around!
©ymariyamsumana.
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For one last time,
I wanted to bid you goodbye
And never write about you!
And here I'm, still writing about
How I want to stop writing about you.
Here I'm, failing again!
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It was years since our souls had met
But when I thought our bodies were going to meet?
I wanted to gift him my most prized possession,
As a souvenir.
The pen with which I wrote my first novel's first chapter!
I wouldn't let another soul touch it
But I wanted him to have it!
It felt like, giving a piece of me through it.
I'd gotten him my favorite perfume too,
I wanted to remember how he'd smell, forever!
Now, everytime I see it?
It brings me tears in the eyes;
I only see how I built a castle, to be sabotaged.
I still have it with me, untouched
Because I could never give it to him
And I never learnt how to let go of it!
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Everything is different, everything is changing.
We're drifting away, I see it happening before my eyes!
I'm doing everything in my strength to keep it all intact,
At least the friendship that we started with.
I am trying so hard because I want this to work
But I see, he's found comfort in confiding in someone else.
I was his person but now?
I don't know if I own that place in his life anymore.
Some days, I curse the day when it all started
But on some days?
I keep wondering,what would I do if it didn't exist.
It shouldn't be so difficult if it is love
And if it isn't, I don't know what this is!
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You will choose silence over words for a very long time;
But that one day when you speak out?
You'll choke on words
Because you wouldn't stop crying!
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They will leave or you'll walk away!
And then there will exist a huge void;
It'll stay forever with you.
Nobody else will take that place but with time?
It'll start bothering you much lesser.
You won't shed tears into it very often,
Your heart won't sink at their thought
Or when you hear their name.
You'll someday look back and be happy
That you made such a decision.
Don't give in so easily,
Fight for yourself!
You know you deserve better!
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Every heartbreak you put a writer through?
It just helps them discover newer words.
To express about the love they lost
Or the kind of hopeless romantic they're,
Who still believe in love
And that the right person will arrive!
Either way, with words or love
They win!
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The day it comes down to;
"Does he really love me!?"
You need to know,
It's time to let go!
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Since he's been in love with me?
He says that he is happy with himself;
That, he's happy with how he's grown as a person
Along with me!
I think that's one of the best compliments you can get,
From your loved ones.
How you help each other grow!
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mariyamsumana
14w
There's a brief difference in our taste in music.
There are certain languages he listens to more often than I do
But he makes sure I listen to all his favorites and understand them.
He tells me the meaning of every word from his favorite songs.
The last time he did that?
We were basking in the twilight,
His arms around my shoulder while he made me listen to each line
And explained them to me.
Sometimes,I just know that it's about me
And sometimes I just wonder,
If he ever thought about me while he listened to it;
But anyway, I love listening to them all from him
Than on my own.
It somehow intensifies the beauty of every bit of each thing!
©ymariyamsumana.
