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  • maoahi 3w

    It's not the last time that I am seeing you passing by
    I've walked too far to come back there but you are not home anymore
    Tried to stay after you denied twice
    You said your world fell apart so you gotta live outside

    So Please
    Go Away
    So Please
    Go Away

    I tried to wait for ya for the third time
    It's not that dark, why can't you
    close your eyes
    For some time?

    Now Please
    Go Away
    Now Please
    Go Away
    So Please, Go Away
    So Please, Go Away
    Now Please
    Go Away, Go Away
    ©maoahi

  • maoahi 3w

    I asked to ya
    I asked to ya
    I asked for ya
    But, now I shouldn't

    You didn't know it
    I didn't know it
    I didn't know it
    Guess, oh now I do

    I'll play your way
    I'll play your way
    Now
    I'll play your way
    I'll play your way

    I packed my approaches alone
    You take your fears and be gone
    I'm not gonna ask you anymore
    So you can tell me you have your reasons
    Were you even there
    I'm not sure now

    When the sleep isn't ready for you
    It's a memory I know that haunts you
    They brought a relative too
    Now they want you to get involved
    Here's to times he decides he doesn't need it
    N when he claims it doesn't affect him
    When he finds his drawers stuffed with lies

    I packed my approaches alone
    You take your fears and be gone
    I'm not gonna ask you anymore
    So you can tell me you've your reasons
    Were you even there
    I'm not sure now
    I don't know now
    As they slip out of my thoughts

    Waiting for the sleep
    Counting time by seconds
    You can catch me wandering
    We can be awkward every midnight
    We're stepping into a different life
    ©maoahi

  • maoahi 3w

    Painted limbs, accessorized things
    Heavy dresses, muffled screams
    Cleaned body with respectable genes
    A red coffin for my dreams
    Why do you want to lock me in?
    Written stories, some of them in poems
    Decided destiny, before I knew it's meaning
    Washed away scars cause can't look like a scene
    And a red coffin for my dreams
    Why do you want to lock me in?
    Am I an object to be passed on
    Am I a burden to be carried
    Am I a nightmare of a disturbed sleep
    Am I a moral of sad stories

    Do it even if you don't want to
    Do it cause you know you need to
    Do it so that fairy tales are true
    Do it as there is no other way to do

    Scary sights, judging her getting advertised
    Can she talk, can she walk right
    Will she be able to have a child
    N keep aside
    Whatever she is or whatever she wants to be
    As you know world needs more guides
    Then it needs dream rides
    Universe came along to make her the way she is
    N it's not possible that it meant something else than this
    She is supposed to forego everything
    N live like a dummy for her family beings
    So what if she cries sometimes
    She can live with hurt pride
    Her identity is not her name, she gotta fight from her family's side
    Winning wars, praying scars
    Whether in slippers or in cars
    She is in backseat, kind of like the seatbelt
    Once she has given the seed n is out of salt
    For the big tree which won't worry about her name
    She is just a tag, a label, a pawn in a family game
    If she tries
    To do more than cooking rice
    Hell will fall upon her twice
    She has eyes, it's alright
    But she can't see too much of bright
    What will happen if she took the night
    N turned it upside
    How will the world works if she decides
    To run it instead of being run by it
    Everbody scared to death seeing her might
    Cause if she stood up from her birth right
    They'll have to step aside
    Making way for the queen on strike
    There is no wrong, no right
    Once she is the one to decide
    Everything will fall in place the way it's supposed to be


    Everywhere she goes, she hears
    Everyone chanting, their fears

    Do it do it, even if you don't want to
    Do it do it, cause you need to
    Do it do it so that fairy tales are true
    Do it do it as there is no other way to do

    Painted limbs, accessorized things
    Heavy dresses, muffled screams
    Cleaned body with respectable genes
    A red coffin for my dreams
    Why do you want to lock me in?

    A red coffin for my dreams
    A red coffin for my dreams
    A red coffin for my dreams
    A red coffin for my dreams
    A red coffin for my dreams
    A red coffin for my dreams
    A red coffin for my dreams
    Why do you want to lock me in?
    ©maoahi

  • maoahi 3w

    Can you be my pill tonight?
    Just be my pill tonight
    I am out my vitamins
    Don't you worry if I overdoze
    Cause it has happened before
    Don't you worry about the door
    Leave it open or not
    I'll be gulping you with a drink
    Until I can't blink
    Anyway I vomit in a sink
    Every fucking morning
    You taste like my medicines
    The ones I eat to live
    So home me like a disease
    No need to waste time on tease
    You have me on lease
    For the night
    Can you be my pills tonight
    Just be my pills tonight
    Ohh, can you be my pills tonight
    Just be my pills tonight
    I am out my vitamins
    Don't you worry if I overdoze
    Cause it has happened before
    Don't you worry about the more
    I already know it from core
    I'll be taking sips with every bit
    Until I can't sleep
    Anyway I've a habit
    Every fucking morning
    Let me be your destiny
    The one you can't deny
    So take me as I come
    No need to settle for some
    You have me wholesome
    For the night
    Can you be my pills tonight
    Just be my pills tonight
    Ohhhh can you be my pills tonight
    Just be my pills tonight
    Be my pill tonight
    Be my pill tonight
    Be my pill tonight
    I am out my vitamins
    ©maoahi

  • maoahi 4w

    Collect your stuff, his sleep isn't too rough
    It isn't true, but it isn't happening either
    Say it, say, you don't wanna leave?
    Show me, show me, show me, how you fit?
    It's fun fantasies, it's someone else's realities
    Here I go again
    I so wanna stay
    I so wanna stay
    I so wanna stay
    But he is already dialing an old number
    Come on, get a life, get a thing
    Get a place, get a string
    Run away, to the city far away
    Get a chase that you can slay
    Oh Please, please, don't open the door yet
    It's just a hint that roams once it's out and nobody picks it up
    I wish I had been chosen, but it's not the same
    The calm that came with you is gone, gone gone
    Say it, say it, you don't wanna leave
    Then show me, show me, show me
    Here I go again
    I so wanna stay
    I so wanna stay
    I so wanna stay
    But he is already dialing an old number
    Tell me what to do, Tell me how to be
    Tell me why to think, Tell me when to leave
    So, get a life, get a thing
    Get a place, get a string
    Run away, to the city far away
    Get a chase that you can slay
    I don't wanna be right by your side
    Somehow I wish you were beside me
    I waited at your window
    And you were sitting at the door
    ©maoahi

  • maoahi 6w

    Tell me, if my dreams hold you
    Even if its sometimes
    I am still drinking the glass of wine
    That you poisoned back in time
    Didn't want to do all of it once
    So was going step by step
    Stopped on every floor for a lift
    And found it working fine on like second one
    Like a opportunity of lifetime
    Took the chance and just when the door opened
    I was already in sky
    Hanging on as much as I can
    Now that I don't have many options
    Nothing much to do
    Well, it's not the sweetest pain
    Nor it's the bitterest of tears
    Can't say I knew it coz' I really didn't
    What could've possibly happened
    If you had received me on the other side
    Or came jumping with a parachute
    Something that can be told as a climax
    As now it's not even a story
    Just something I did
    And just the way it turned out
    I will land when I will, wherever I will
    I gave all of it in one go
    No conditions, No restrictions
    I am not gonna get my interest back
    So however whenever I stand still
    Tryna make sure I don't do
    Anywhere near you
    Till then, you can
    Tell me if my dreams hold you
    ©maoahi

  • maoahi 7w

    I don't know how it came across
    When I first made the cross
    Between something beautiful and something gross
    So as long as you feel it's alright
    You can look away
    My hands are still in mud
    Stuck around the castle unbuilt
    I can't get up
    Though now I want to
    I wish I could sit there
    From yellow to blue
    Architecture is all lost
    The pillars that we designed
    They can't hold up with half the side
    Of course ceilings are falling down
    I thought beautiful is what mattered
    But you were always focused on gross
    It was not as mismatched as it seems now
    N I can't give up
    Though now I want to
    Soon, the storms are gonna hit
    N it will be sea again
    We can't really take anything here
    Our homes are meant to be empty
    Only if I find someone
    With the same type of sand
    But again, it wouldn't look like I had dreamt
    So, I guess I'll wait
    Until all the sand find its sea
    N years later some stupid teenagers
    Or adults or senior citizens
    Might use our blue print to complete their castle
    In the end it's not about the competition
    Were you able to finish off what you started?
    Life's good if you can answer that with a smile
    So I am swamped right now
    Stuck around the broken castle
    I can't get up
    Though I want to now
    ©maoahi

  • maoahi 9w

    When you were young
    And felt for the first time
    The magic of meeting of eyes
    And you smiled
    You didn't know what to tell
    To your friends
    When you skipped the sport class
    To go see someone dance
    Do you talk to them now?
    How do you talk to them now?
    The gap between your fingers adjust according to theirs
    Now no one else fits
    The stories that they read to you
    All of them had happy endings
    Now the poetry left all its meaning
    Cause you just can't assume
    The fairytales can be true
    I thought I knew to sew a broken heart
    But I just ripped it apart even more
    It might have been easier
    If you were younger
    And you had a spare space
    To lend me a room
    And if ever your heart adjusted
    According to mine
    I would make sure I am there
    Whenever you need a glass of wine
    To dream about the days
    When you were young
    And you felt for the first time
    The magic of touch of skin
    And you smiled
    I might know what to tell
    To your friends
    When you skipped the game
    To remember a dance
    ©maoahi

  • maoahi 11w

    Somewhere along the way
    My curiosity turned to mystery
    Somewhere along the way
    My mystery turned to madness
    Somewhere along the way
    My madness turned to frustration
    Somewhere along the way
    My frustration turned to anger

    And the ones I bleed on were not the ones who had cut me
    And the ones who had cut me, they still roam around with scarred fingertips
    Yeah, I know the hell is waiting for me with the prison so cemented
    At least I won't feel when you are laughing seeing me cremated

    Why did you, oh
    Seemed so perfect for me, oh
    How could you leave, oh
    Just when I started to believe, oh

    Somewhere along the way
    My anger turned to sadness
    Somewhere along the way
    My sadness turned to evil
    Somewhere along the way
    My evil turned to trait
    But these kind traits go deepeer then you can dig later

    And the ones I bleed on were not the ones who had cut me
    And the ones who had cut me, they still roam around with scarred fingertips
    Yeah, I know the hell is waiting for me with the prison so cemented
    At least I won't feel when you are laughing seeing me cremated

    Now all I can do is scribble for the hurt of faded memories
    And all you can do is ignore, be away and tell them you don't know me
    Centuries from now people will know two different stories
    About the way we felt all night and in the morning

    Why did you, oh
    Seemed so perfect for me, oh
    How could you leave, oh
    Just when I started to believe, oh

    Take all your assumptions, pretend they're all true
    Take all your theories, pretend they worked through
    What would that be like

    That's what most people worry about all their life
    Things that worked right but not quite
    The way they had a sight
    When lives are exchanged, oh
    The thoughts do too
    Yeah, oh, oh

    That's all I have to say now
    I know they're hovering around my window now
    ©maoahi

  • maoahi 11w

    Paint your shadow, pick a card
    Choose a sharp knife when chasing the blinded light
    Seal the deal with a high heeled Mademoiselle
    But just don't stand still cause' this place is on move

    Look for a perfectly built lady and strike an argument
    Wear your sneakers for a night on beach
    Think of elements that won't fit in my box

    But just don't stand still cause' this place is on move

    Ohhhh Yeahhhh

    Taste the sunlight and tell me if it's sweet
    Do karate with gloves on and break the wood
    Spray colours on your hairs until you look like a clue

    But just don't be still cause' this place is on move

    Yeah!
    ©maoahi