I was in his city i remember.. Crazy enough that I travelled 300 km just for having only a one sight of him.. I was in my cousins house, and he lived there in neighbourhood.... I remembered how excited I was when I told him that hey!!!! I'm right here... I remember the exact words he said "I'm on terrace"..... After a second I ran, ran as fast as I can... I couldn't miss the chance of seeing him afterall that was the first time I could see him after we get in touch.... I remember how fast my heart was beating when I put my legs on a first ladder towards the roof.... I remember that first sight of him.. My eyes were so passionate I remember... I remember that I immediately noted the time on my phone.... It was 4.57 pm I remember... I think that was best afternoon of my life till now.. I remember i hided myself from him a little bit... But continously watched him.. Without even blinking my eyes I remember... For a minute I don't wanted him to see me.. Because I was hiding my eyes that was seeking him like an idiot and was full of love and compassion.. I remember how good he was looking in black.. Coincidently our favourite colour was also black... I remember that first "hello" between two friends after talking daily from two different cities from almost an year.. Yes I remember.... The next night I remember we were on call and watching moon for the first time together from the same city... I was so happy to see both my moons together at that night one on sky and second on his roof I remember.... We were just freinds and still are but everytime I said this to him i knew i was lying and I'm still lying because I knew I was in love and I'm still in love.. Indeed a one sided love....♥️
Stars and moon are the best mates.. They stay together.. Even when moon disappears for a while, stars waits for it to come back and always be there for it no matter what...right from not appearing at all to the phase where moon completes itself stars always hold onto it..and also shine back together.. Therefore they are best mates.. Same was I and my mate (more than a friend and less than a lover).. And for me we still are and always be... He is my moon and I'm his star.... Either he is here with me or not but I will always be there for him no matter what.. I know may be I'm the furthest star from him now .. But still I will stay with him and will always be there for him...... ♥️
खूबसूरत है वो, पर मुझसे बहुत दूर रहता है.... दिखता है कभी वो, तो कभी कहीं गुम हो जाता है.... अपनी एक झलक के लिए, कभी कभी रोज मुझे तड़पाता है... चमक में उसकी एक अलग ही नूर है, उसको देख के जितना भी कोशिश करू फिर भी ये मन खो ही जाता है.... वैसे तो कहीं लोग चाहते है उसे, पर फिर भी मेरा दिल बस उसको ही चाहता है.... मोहब्बत तो नहीं मै उसकी, पर ज़िन्दगी के हर मोड़ पर वो मुझसे टकरा ही जाता है... दोनों से मुझे सुकून मिलता है, एक है मेरी मोहब्बत, और दूसरा रात को असमान में दिखता है... चाँद है एक तो दूसरा चाँद सा लगता है... खूबसूरत तो है वो, पर मुझसे बहुत दूर रहता है....
I sit here by the terrace, my calmest place. Playing the double take song, And loved the co incidence of Wind rushing all of a sudden, While his sweet voice sang my favourite line. My sister came over, And told that she baked a cake. Everything felt anew, And surprisingly I loved it. Not a single thought came over, To go back and fix things, Maybe I wish them to remain broken. Sometimes the blunt mistake is, Looking for the the person who feels like home, In the same place where you lost it. And when I came out of it, I saw a hell lot of people, who were happy for me, Yes for me.
And yes, everything changes. Even the sky wasn't totally grey, Like it was yesterday.