Hey! HOW CAN I MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU AND YOUR LIFE IS SO PRECIOUS? THAT YOU HAVE A LIFE AND YOU SHOULD NOT LET THAT GO WASTE? THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO GIVE A PERMANENT LOSS OF YOUR LIFE TO SOMEONE? HOW? TELL ME?
First things first, you are not a coward. Breathing solely is an act of courage and you are breathing and surviving, you are brave and powerful. Ending your life because of what you are going through or what you've gone through is absolutely a bad idea because there are people to whom you are their everything, who can't afford to lose you at any cost, who need you. There are people who need you even when you don't need them, stay alive for them.
Life is a struggle but it's beautiful too. It's a cliché but it is really. The process of falling, rising, breaking, healing then breaking again and then healing it goes on just to make you aware of yourself, just to make you learn, just to make you strong and wise, just to make you experience more and more. Sometimes though most of the times you feel tired and at those times you need to rest, you need to put commas in your story, not a full stop. Life keeps giving you tests and you fail sometimes but then it again gives you chances because life is full of endless chances and you need to take them courageously.
When you have thoughts of killing yourself, kill those thoughts, kill the parts of you that are not brave enough to live. Every problem has a solution, so TALK about your problems, there is always someone who can listen. Because you are not supposed to die, because this is not the end of your story, this is just the beginning where you are being given some challenges to face, to check whether you can fight or not and let me tell you that you are a fighter, you can play this game, you might lose but your participation is necessary and you ought to participate in a hope that someday you'll win. And for sure, one day your hope will win.
Your mother hadn't given you birth to let you die faint-heartedly, you are her warrior and you are not supposed to die this way because you have got no right to do so. Death is inevitable, there will come a day when you will die valiantly but before that, you need to LIVE and LIVE in this short lifetime, you need to achieve all your goals, you need to live your bucket list, you need to live. You will die one day but not today, not today. -sakshi