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  • maahiii 3w

    #life #love #friendship

    I don't know, would I mind if you don't read, probably I won't, probably I will again let go❤️✌️

    I don't know if you judge me here but to inform this is just a five minute random thought that I wrote in just one go✌️

    @_aradhya @_aishal @_maahi @anush18 @my_cup_of_poetry

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    I don't know

    I don't know I don't know why I keep saying I don't know. Like this has been my recent catch phrase and I keep saying this. Sometimes to myself, sometimes while refusing to do something. But I guess the first is more prominent.

    I don't know why life is like this. Sometimes you just need a person beside who tells you that I am there for you. Probably I am still looking for that person I don't know. Probably that person is already in my life but I don't know.

    I don't know why I came down from voice notes to long chats to now just a laughing emoji. Probably that represents my inner feelings, or probably I want to say a lot but I let go. As people say there is an emotional side too of the person but they are just trying to be happy

    I don't know why loving someone is so hard. Why telling a person that you love and care for them is so hard. Probably I feel so because I have told this and I have been laughed at, probably it's only in my imagination that I am being judged.

    I don't know why trusting someone has become so hard for me. Probably I have been lost, probably I have been hurt, probably, I don't know

    I don't know why I became this mature girl in my early childhood as my parents say. Probably because I always wanted everyone else to be happy and never get hurt by me, probably because I wanted be a grown up all at once. I don't know.

    I don't know
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    ©maahiii

  • maahiii 3w

    I always believed my story will have the happiest ending, until I understood life✌️❤️

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    Every story doesn't always need to have a happy ending, some have untold too

    ©maahiii

  • maahiii 5w

    ❤️

    No matter how hard you try to go away but your feelings will always stay❤️

  • maahiii 7w

    Disclaimer: This is very very long.Do give your valuable feedbacks. I love going through them. Also tell me whether I should write a next part for this or should leave it the readers to make out whether they will be together again. Do tell me


    Those who haven't read the other parts go and read it
    Read this series under #dostipakki


    @_faded @anush18 @_aishal
    @__diksha_ @sadaf786

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    DOSTI (PART 5)

    // I slowly sat down and this time I was sure I am not going to talk to her because her promise means a lot to me.//

    We had almost reached Delhi. I wanted to talk to her but I couldn't. She wanted to say but she couldn't. But before leaving I wanted to just say that let's move on now and leave grudges aside. Ofcourse we can't be friends anymore but I just wanted that we don't live with the guilt forever.

    It was class 10th. Sukriti and I had several differences I guess at a point of time every friendship has. I was more of a social person by now and I loved to talk to people. She was more silent and she mostly sat with me and talked to me. Like every year sitting arrangements were made. Every year I used to change my seat and come to her but this year I didn't. I was made to sit with Jatin, he was a new admission but I was comfortable because we knew each other from our previous school. Me and Sukriti were still talking to each other but that bond was slowly getting faded. She was left alone and till today I blame myself for that. She never told me this. Jatin and I were friendly, although I knew him for a long time but there was a huge gap in our friendship with time. It felt as if we just know each other. It was a completely new bond I developed with him. Although new bonds aren't as strong as the old ones and I knew it somewhere. But I couldn't get back. Whenever I used to go Sukriti she used to used to send me back. I don't know why. I just don't know. Maybe she felt bad. We were still talking. But then for about a week, she didn't came to school. I tried to contact her, I even went to her house but she wasn't there. I had never happened in our entire life that she hasn't talked to me for a week. She came back and i was very upset with her. Then under my ego, I stopped talking to her. In class 11th we both were seperated and she was in another section. Jatin and I were good friends now. But I missed Sukriti. One year passed we didn't talk to each other. I missed her and she also did, but she didn't come. Jatin eventually realised and told me a truth which left me heartbroken.Jatin and I broke our friendship because, he was very wrong. He told me that before Sukriti left for a week that day he knew about it. He told Sukriti that he will tell me and Sukriti said alright. She also gave her new number so that I can contact her. Jatin wanted Sukriti to go away from our life so he did not inform me, but Jatin didn't understand that a 10 years friendship is more than a six month. When I got to know this I just wanted to go to her and hug her. I wanted to tell her the truth. I wanted to tell her that why I couldn't contact her. I wanted to tell her why I was upset with her. But again I don't know why, I stopped myself. I hated Jatin not because he didn't let me meet Sukriti that day but because he hid this truth from me for two years. Two very close friendships were broken because of him. Mine with Sukriti and mine with him.

    A week passed. Farewell day approached. Jatin by now had told Sukriti that I know the truth. He also told the truth to Sukriti. Here he wasn't wrong but Sukriti was upset because even after knowing the truth I didn't go to her. Jatin even apologized to me, first sceptical, I forgave him because I thought Sukriti will understand me. But she didn't. She just broke our friendship and went.

    No one was wrong here. Neither Sukriti, Nor Jatin, nor me. What was wrong was time. Time I couldn't spend with Sukriti, time I took to tell Sukriti the truth, time Jatin took to tell me the truth, time Sukriti took to judge me.

    Today we both know the truth but still we are unable to look in each other's eyes.

    I don't know whether we will be friends again or not but I know that deep down there we both love each other more than anything in this world.


    //Bhavana//

    ©maahiii

  • maahiii 8w

    This is not very long but enough for today. Do give your valuable feedbacks. I love going through them❤️


    Those who haven't read the other parts go and read it
    Read this series under #dostipakki

    P.s. Due to circumstances I had to rewrite it. So there may be few differences from the previous one I posted earlier. But the plot remains same


    @_faded @anush18 @_aishal
    @__diksha_ @sadaf786

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    DOSTI (PART 4)

    //Both of us were in tears not knowing about the future not worried about the past//

    I was numb. I just couldn't express myself. I couldn't talk to her, I couldn't hug her. I never knew that we will meet under such circumstances. After the incident that happened 10years back I never visited school, because for me school was Sukriti. I had so many memories with her. I even visited Delhi once year because, the streets of Delhi reminded me of her.

    I clearly remember the date. It was 26th March we parted our ways forever. I wanted to tell her what happened 2 years back that our friendship of 10 years came to a halt. I messaged her and she did come. But till I could speak she just took one promise and went away. She said "Never message or talk to me again". I was completely broken. But I didn't stop her. I didn't because her promise meant a lot to me. I never want to break that.


    I slowly sat down back on my seat and this time I was sure I am not going to her because the promise meant a lot to me!!

    //Bhavana//

    ©maahiii

  • maahiii 8w

    I know, I know it's pretty late actually 37 weeks but better late than never. I promise I will bring all parts soon and be active here.
    This is the crucial part so please don't miss reading it.


    Those who haven't read the other parts go and read it
    Read this series under #dostipakki


    @_faded @anush18 @_aishal
    @__diksha_ @sadaf786

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    DOSTI (PART 3)

    //We came back to our seats as the train honked and she started reading the book and I was busy with my own self.//

    I was sitting quietly looking at the window. It brought together lots of memories of me and Sukriti. In mind I was only thinking, I don't know, I don't if I will ever meet her and even if I meet will we recognise each other. Will we be the same as we were 12 years before. Tears automatically came in my eyes. I didn't realise that. We used to travel a lot and we both used to play many games together. I just couldn't stop myself from thinking.

    From the opposite seat there came a voice. "Hey! Are you fine". I was wanting that voice to be of Sukriti but why will she be here. I said in a low voice "ya". Then again our conversation started. She told that she is archaeologist and she is travel freak as well. I immediately went back to childhood thinking about Sukriti's dream of becoming an archeologist and me teasing her that she just wants to travel!!

    I told her that I am a designer and I also love to travel.
    She was lost for a second. Then she just spoke something which left me blank. She told me one of her only friend also wanted to become a designer. I joined the dots but still confused. I asked her the name of her school. I couldn't directly ask her the name of her friend.

    She said " Bal Bharti Public School". I was shocked to the core. I didn't know we will meet and we will meet at such circumstances. I had tears in my eyes but I wiped them off. I asked her, "What's your name Sukriti". Our lame joke which we always used for everyone around.
    She understood it's me, her friend Bhavna but just couldn't face me. She couldn't because of her helplessness 10years ago.

    She sat there for 2 minutes and then a slow voice came " I missed you, Bhavna". Both of us were in tears not knowing the future not worried about the past.
    ***//Bhavana//
    ©maahiii

  • maahiii 10w

    Today has been tough!! The feeling of losing a loved one has struck hard!! The day is just not ending and I have nothing to say, nothing to express!! I want to cry but I can't! I want to console but I can't ��

    Take care of you and your loved one's guys cause they are important ❤️❤️

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    I can't

    My Heart is filled with many emotions but I just can't express them
    ©maahiii

  • maahiii 12w

    Was wanting to write this from a long time but just couldn't gather words to express what I feel✨

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    We will come out of it sooner than we know

    I know I know
    I know that almost every person is going through a tough time!
    I also sometimes feel that the situation is getting out of control when I here my close relatives leaving the world to maybe a better place but their loved ones cannot even perform their last rites! When I hear that the children lost their father and old mothers their kids and this fact has to be hidden from them! It's sad! I feel upset when I hear people going away due to heart attack and mental pressure of the deadly virus! I feel angry and disappointed when I see that their is a shortage of beds and oxygen cylinders!!

    I feel depressed when I hear that a whole family is gone and the children become orphans in just a week! It's difficult!

    I am still able to cope up with all these heartbreaking news but when I see people without masks on the road I feel sorry not for them but for their families! I feel disheartened when I see and think about the daily vage workers having no food but still I can't do anything from my end!

    Situation is getting worse than before but I know we will be back with a much better state and we will be much more stronger than we are today!! Kids like me will go to school and enjoy their school life! Everyone will get back to their offices with no worries! Everybody will enjoy their lives and will certainly understand the importance of life and not taking it for granted!! Keep up the spirit high guys!! I love you all and everybody is together in this!! We will come out of it stronger than we know

    Also I would like to thank all the frontline workers and everybody who is out there working for our safety and life!! Also everybody out there who is helping families in getting beds and oxygen cylinders to the best of their reach! Everyone who is distributing even one meal to the roadside people and the daily wage earners ,keeping all the precautions in mind!!

    A Thankyou from the bottom of my heart!!

    Life is beautiful ️ Enjoy it✨
    Stay safe, Stay at home
    ©maahiii

  • maahiii 16w

    She was standing in front of me
    Yet away from me
    ©maahiii

  • maahiii 19w

    I don't know that I am writting it maybe because I have Heard somewhere or it just came to my own thoughts. But still posting

    I know it's been long and I guess these gaps will be now frequent due to boards but I promise to be back with a bang!!!

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