If he never loved me, Why he hates me so much? Why so much of remorse is filled in him? Why he cared while catfishing me? Whenever it comes to him, my heart just melts. I don't want to be like this, In front of him. Just can't, I will be the one who will end up getting hurt. If he never loved me, then why he mentions me? If he never loved me, Why he got affected so much When I said "I hate you". Trust me, that day I was hurt Very badly in agony, He made me recall every single night In which I slept crying, soaking the pillows. Without realising that my eyes are swollen, I don't want to show this side of mine to anyone. He chose to ignore me when I needed him the most. I feel like clarifying every misunderstanding, he imbibed about me. I am bottling up every hatred, he is having. Believe me it hurts to the core, when I know it's him behind those statuses. It hurts to the core, When I feel everything but want to be ignorant. I hope one day he will realise everything, And will understand my plight. How it feels, he will never understand. Yeah, he fails to understand. But he taught me so many things, even in that catfishing, I knew it was him till the end. Yesterday itself, I am done reading his statuses. Just said "I hate him" to close his chapter forever, Because he is yet to figure out, Why he hates me, if he never loved me?