Miraquill
I am in the Process
Of Discovering My Self
By Not Compromising My Behavior.
I know What I Do Not Have To
For I Know What I Do Not Want To.
I Surrender to My Knowing That
False Beliefs Create Justified Behavior.
©lovingleah
lovingleah
My name is Leah. My destiny is love. I am pregnant with a creation I have yet to give birth to. Wait.
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I Find Myself Further and Further
Distancing Myself
From Who I Was
To Who I Am.
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Sometimes I feel lost
Like I don't know what I want.
I have to surrender to know
The Universe will bring me
What I need.
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125w
As we search for light
We cannot disregard darkness.
We are at mercy.
Yet we are not on our knees
Fate is coming
Wake up and take notice.
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I feel so compromised
I think I'd take back ignorance
I don't want to see
People's contradictory
Fronts of what a person should be
The anger and resentment is burdening me
I'm meant to be a visionary
I'm going through the motions
Of seeing people
I never believed in evil entities
I dont want to walk this planet
The shit i see
Fist pounding the steering wheel
Im going to fucking rip
Sharp scissors in between the bones in my chest
Rigid frayed ropes being ripped out my stomach
I want to scream
Peoples intentions are inside of me
Fucking sick shit.
These people are fucking sick.
Fucking sick.
Fucking sick
This is not who I am meant to be
Im a visionary.
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These devils keep talking to me
Everytime I break they want to breathe
I can feel my feet sinking beneath me
Im going down low
Down to where the demons go
Ive been climbing a ladder
I can't even reach
Maybe it is all me
I can't seem to resonate with the fact
That everyone is against me
The whispers sound friendly
When there is no one else with me
Every day alone
I pick myself back up on my own
I am tired.
I am alone.
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One day I'm going to find a man
That can handle me.
By having patience and understanding
With me.
He will say
he knows what those boys did to me.
That he will treat me like a queen
Because thats what I deserve to be.
Hes going to fight hard
Harder than I have to be.
Life is hard living with disabilities.
Life is hard.
Come accept the challenge.
You been pushing rocks
While I been pushing mountains.
Just standing there you can't see the outcome.
Life is hard.
Come accept the challenge.
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lovingleah
135w
Who is going to fall in love
With my spirit.
I know I react sometimes.
My soul is shattered
From people not understanding why.
I think compassion
Takes too much effort for you.
I try to read in between the lines
But I fail everytime.
I'm only looking for light.
Who will climb.
Can you persavere my tragedies
To hike this mountain
Til we reach our sanity.
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Its painful sitting in a room
Alone.
Thinking about some one
Whos not thinking about you.
You know you could of
Gave me clues.
What to watch out for
That I might lose.
You're pouring through me
Like the rain in my shoes.
When I ran out looking for you.
Baby, I miss you.
I didn't know you long
But I want to.
I fear maybe I wasn't enough for you.
Enough to change the situation
You are going through.
We sat on waterfalls
Was I not there with you.
I saw the sunset over the mountains
With you.
Fuck, where'd you run to.
You said I'd complete you.
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Wake up to me
Sunrays on my thigh and panties
Breakfast in bed
Thats the way God made me.
Let me run the bath for you.
Fill it with fresh picked flowers
I just might join you.
Did I mention how much I love you
I want to spend everyday showing you.
Do you mind if I simply encourage you?
Keep making art so I can applaud you.
Lets slip into the sheets
And only press our lips
See how long we can last without breaking from it.
Will this be enough for you?
Can you value the things I would do for you?
To look past my flaws and accept me as a whole.
Your smile and kiss is all I ask of you
Compassion and Acceptance
Would be the greatest gift.
©lovingleah
